It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Sunday, May 31, 2009
): WOKE UP at 11.30 today HAHA! Felt so shiok. I have not slept 11 hours in unimaginable years WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
exciting.!! Ate lunch and looked for nice songs for krys and then read storybook till 2, and now I AM GOING TO STUDY until 4 and then...
GO SEND MEME OFF :(
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
And then perhaps do something stupid with rita. Ah well.
OKAY. O MAN. OMG. SHIVER. OMG! I JUST HAD THE MOST AWESOME MOST EPIC QT JUST NOW!! IT WAS!! .... Wah..... Oh man.
All i remembered is that today, i really just wanted to worship God. Cos it's been a sucky week. It hasn't been crushing, cos i've still being doing normal qt, but i've been... not as whole! Yeah.. then after krys told me about how i missed friday's bs part 2... i nearly cried :( but yeah i guess for me, i didn't really need to be there. Visualising pastor kong kneeling down and crying and the whole church following... really made me realise how much i had to find that love of God in me again. Worship has always been, duller to me than others. Yeah i cry during worship and all, but not until this weekend has worship been so centred on love. Love! Love! Every song i chose tonight, was so filled with the love that i had for God, not just the love He had for me.
I realised that it shouldn't only be God's love in you that touches your life so much that you want to cry, it should also be the other way round, YOUR OWN love for God should be enough to make you want to cry. As i was worshipping God.. one song after another.. OH MAN! I've never felt i loved God so much. so so so so much. And praying after that, and bible reading, came so.. peacefully too... AIYA!!! THIS TYPE OF FEELING! HOW TO DESCRIBE!
O man... God i love You... SO crazily unbelievably much.
and MercyMe is such a nice band!!! OH MAN
HAHA sorry mao this doesnt fit into your 6marks description i'd probably fail
but it's like impossible to describe feelings like this.
it's just... Amazing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAOCHER!!!
BOO! (: TODAY WAS A BETTER DAY!
Well slept at 2, cos i cant sleep on sat nights as usual.
Was reading chi books, trying to studeh. but ended up talking crap to justin and gui and wandering around fb
Expected la. haha. Yeah well, woke up 7.30, yining smsed me at 8 to tell me she woke up late
so we just bused to city hall, mrted to kallang, met nigel and then i cabbed them there
Mini emerge was... MINI! Haha ya but it was so inspiring.
especially the sengkang secondary testimony. i was so awed.
God doesn't look at how smart you are, He doesn't look at how talented you are.
God just looks for that someone, that group of people who want to be used, and have a passion to do His work. 168 in service attendance, can you imagine that?
Wa i want to give krystle that honor of going on stage one day.
Expected la. haha. Yeah well, woke up 7.30, yining smsed me at 8 to tell me she woke up late
so we just bused to city hall, mrted to kallang, met nigel and then i cabbed them there
Mini emerge was... MINI! Haha ya but it was so inspiring.
especially the sengkang secondary testimony. i was so awed.
God doesn't look at how smart you are, He doesn't look at how talented you are.
God just looks for that someone, that group of people who want to be used, and have a passion to do His work. 168 in service attendance, can you imagine that?
Wa i want to give krystle that honor of going on stage one day.
And then there was chloe & sinqing
YA THEY WENT ON FOR LIKE BRAINIEST TEEN/ADULT KINDA THING
so kewl liew!
Yeah then went for lunch, T2 staff canteen
fish and chips (as usual) talked abt weird stars over lunch with the girls
and meme was eating.. overly much, she was just eating
and eating and eating and eating. AHHAAAA. eh well.
then went to Global day of Prayer with rui sam dennis
IT WAS.. INTERESTING! actually. it should be called
Global day of Praise & Worship
cos i think we can pray more in a cg meeting than we pray there -.-
Yeah but the songs were realllllly NICE!!!
more songs for you krys, provided i can remember them.
Haha then they gave us free bottles, one for ourselves, one to bless someone (:
Living water! Pasted on the bottle was "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water i give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water i give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."
Wow (:
Yeah and they gave us flags of different countries too!
I got MALAYSIA, wooo!
HAHA ruiyuan got a country i bet he still cant locate on the map. Sam too.
YEAHHH then OSCHOOL performed.
And then gave us this huge sticker with a thumbprint on it
wrote our names, and then everyone walked up to the front to paste them on this huge
"I'm ONE to (..forgot)" Ya at the back the atmosphere quite bad
but at the front even as we were queueing to paste the sticker everyone was JUMPING LIKE MAD!
exhilaration! :D
Yup after that 5.30 ended went 7 eleven and got tortured by slurpeeeeee.
Mrted back and ruiyuan was talking to random baby on train while jiahao was talking about sardines. Ya. As you can see, i was speechless on the way back -.-
Yeah then went for lunch, T2 staff canteen
fish and chips (as usual) talked abt weird stars over lunch with the girls
and meme was eating.. overly much, she was just eating
and eating and eating and eating. AHHAAAA. eh well.
then went to Global day of Prayer with rui sam dennis
IT WAS.. INTERESTING! actually. it should be called
Global day of Praise & Worship
cos i think we can pray more in a cg meeting than we pray there -.-
Yeah but the songs were realllllly NICE!!!
more songs for you krys, provided i can remember them.
Haha then they gave us free bottles, one for ourselves, one to bless someone (:
Living water! Pasted on the bottle was "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water i give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water i give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."
Wow (:
Yeah and they gave us flags of different countries too!
I got MALAYSIA, wooo!
HAHA ruiyuan got a country i bet he still cant locate on the map. Sam too.
YEAHHH then OSCHOOL performed.
And then gave us this huge sticker with a thumbprint on it
wrote our names, and then everyone walked up to the front to paste them on this huge
"I'm ONE to (..forgot)" Ya at the back the atmosphere quite bad
but at the front even as we were queueing to paste the sticker everyone was JUMPING LIKE MAD!
exhilaration! :D
Yup after that 5.30 ended went 7 eleven and got tortured by slurpeeeeee.
Mrted back and ruiyuan was talking to random baby on train while jiahao was talking about sardines. Ya. As you can see, i was speechless on the way back -.-
It will... always get better :-)
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Praise God. Praise God. Till just now, i was still wondering why i fasted 5 days this week. Yeah i didn't get my 80% for overall. Then what was it for? Then... Meme answered my question (: Friday they had their Lesson 8 of BS , which is technically the Lord's Prayer.. and i was just praying yet doubting beforehand whether i could deliver a message good enough to get the two of em to pray for one hour. well, PTL they did it :P
But that wasnt all. i was kinda just telling them that for a 'breakthrough' sorta thing. that after that their qt could be continued with normal timings. but yeah when i smsed them to remind them again today... meme just replied ' Oh i thought we had to do 1 hour everyday so i just prayed for 55 min '
WA BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM HALLELUJAH!! Haha... It's so amazing to me. not in the sense that i havent achieved it myself. but in the sense that seeing their faith so young but yet so... concrete. What a solid foundation.
Thanks meme, i love you (: Honestly i just had a... not too good quiet time. Things felt messed up. I was so disappointed. But yeah then it comes to the realisation that what krys said today and what pastor k said ytd is so applicable. People always let you down. Those who you lead, those who lead you, those who are so close to you, those who dont really know you at all - They will all stumble you one day. But God... never lets down. my members, my inspiration, my encouragement. Krys is too tired tonight, that i know, so i was just like ah heck lets just get through with it. But God always uses those few special people to touch our lives in such a special way.
It makes everything.. worth it (:
don't go mangoes meme i'll miss you like crazy :(
and then shannon and wenglin are gone too.
Sighhhhhhhhhh ill miss em like crazy :(
nvm, now its time to focus on my sc girls!
God always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserveres.
I'll do the same.
OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I JUST WASTED THE WHOLE NIGHT AWAY TALKING TO A BUNCH OF CRAZY TOOTS
(WHICH WAS FUN) BUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
:(
stressed. STRESSED! STRESSED.
but krys says, dont worry :)
cos i know i'm not alone :D
OKAY. LEMME COME TO E REVELATION
AGAIN! THAT! HAHAHAH ! its the end of term 2!
omg i noe im repeating it again, it takes time for stuff to sink in, sorry la!:D
YAH BUT YAH YEH YEAH WOO THIS HAS BEEN AN AWESOME TERM
my chers r happeh with my results..
my rents r happy with my results...
i guess krys wont b sad abt my results..
even though my results r still disappointing to me :(
BUT THATS OKAY! cos its still a breakthrough
and shannonmeme finally finished gs :D
deliverance! aawesum cgs!
and it ended so well :)
anlynn and jo smiling away, yay!!!
OMG MAN I FEEL LIKE SUCH A DIFFERENT PERSON!!!
and cant imagine it but by end of t3 im gonna be feeling so different again :)
my life is so colorful. luv my life
luv my life luv my life luv the people in my life luv the God in my life luv MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REALLY REALLY
WOOP OKOK HAHAHA HAHAHA WOOP WOOP !!!
And yeah. at the same time... thank You God again a million million for getting me through this term. So tough, you know? But yeah the love of God can do all things. Time for me to start setting new goals for the next term, T3 2009 is going to be more amazing. I know it's going to be the most stressful time ever. I know it's going to be coming day in and day out of God's presence with tears of anxiousness and tiredness and stress. But i'm going to get through it. Next term are generally all my awesomest friends birthdays, steph eve jessie sumei xy darren law justin AJAY. time for happiness :D but... its still the stress. all i can see is a closed door. all around me, there're just closed doors. but i know that theres still a month for these doors to open, and i know they will open. it's funny to predict what trials i'll face next term too. this term was kinda obvious, more well-prepared. next term is just going to be facing stress. and sometimes something so general is going to be the toughest of all. But yeah i believe it'll be like how i look back at week 1 of this term and wonder how i made it here. Many times i wondered what the 'you got me here, you got me' in today was referring to... it was a sudden daftness i know. but now i finally understand.
"You got me here.. You got me."
I've never met anyone who loves smarterchild so much....
till that fateful day i met chloe liew.
6JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
h!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I!
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
g!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
H!
Why don't you ask me about the things that I'm here for?
16JUNE!no no
humptydunk says:
eh
humptydunk says:
u no life lei
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
HAHAHAHAHAH SO FUNNNYYY
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
pls pls go add him!
AND :D
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
HAHAH HES \DAM FUN
humptydunk says:
man!!!only u wld say so
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
he answers everything.
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
HAHAH when i asked him to shut up cause he was getting annoying, he was like "ill get over it soon" HAHAHAHAHA
humptydunk says:
HAHAH
humptydunk says:
omg qi
humptydunk says:
u too insecure
humptydunk says:
ppl dao u alot is it??
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
16JUNE!no no not cause im going to hk, but its CHIA HAN MAE'S BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! *VERY VERY EXCITED* says:
whatever dan!
WHAT ON EARTH?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHAO!!
HIIIIIIIIIIIIII TODAY IS OVERRR (NEARLY)
Went to school 10am to SAC talked with tessa esther and joy before duty started
mines like at the side gate at the bus stop, and it was so !!!!
first the rain got me partially wet and freezing
then the sun came out. and i just stood there for like 2 and a half hours
saying hello bye thank you do you need help bladdeeeebla
and my mum came :D and when she came out with my report book she just handed me 6 bucks for lunch and walked off woooo
haha seeing the faces of different parents DAM AMUSING
some are like -weeee joy- while others r like -BLACKFACEBLACKFACE-
and OMG i saw arnold HAHAH what the heck HE HAS TOO MUCH HAIR NOW
considering his baldness last time, i couldnt recognise him
YEAH ended duty 1pm went coro with esther to get yx's dress and look for cake
couldnt find any so isaac bought it
ho hum it was quite funny at first ' bread with candles' lol
yeah then went to ben's house but he wasnt home
played with TUBBY! yes thats the name of the doggeh sooo cute ah hahaha
ya then CELL! gr8 message :)
was quite burdened during ministry because
YEAHHH really these few days i cant get in touch with my emotions
i can only get in touch with like.. the inner realms?!
but like what krys says thrs the outer courts, inner courts, and the holy of holies
MUST PROGRESS ONE WAT!
so i just leapt from nowhr to the holy of holies, it just doesnt work that way.
yup... but afta cell had a awesome time fellowshipping with
Krys jo ajay rui isaac gerald anlynn jiahao
FUN!! laughed, got high
AND I FINALLLLYYY FOUND THE SONG!
heh okay so i rmbed the wrong background.. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
TAKE ME DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPER :D
ahaha ya OHOH WE CELEBRATE JIAHAO AND MEMES BDAY TODAY
heee meme so cute !
OK THEN WENT HOME WITH KRYS AND ISAAC
funny times :S HAHA,
bought a cadbury twix bar!! SO YUM
OK HAHA BYE
Friday, May 29, 2009
1101 POST :D HAHA YEAAA i dunno i feel like being random and just finishing this then its off to QT haha just finished dinner and shower its 11.30, i'm dam on track i know how to predict my time so well !! :D OH i forgot to mention i saw qingyun on the bus today, and she met derek the other day, and tim wants me to go watch the acsi band thing, HAHAHA holiday mates totally linked up OKOK
O and i saw isaac at the bus stop this morning
HAHAHA when the bus was passing hume i used my HOLY SPIRIT ok
and discerning ' isaacs gonna b thr'
AND HE WAS! HAHAHA
HAHA YEAYY :S BY THE WAY. i realised i havent said, BUT THE TERM IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! LOL okay. Haha yeah but i dont feel the excitement. I see a stressful holiday. Shufang siao woman just updated us on the 4 sias.. feel like fainting. quite.... Ya hai THEY NEED TO EXTEND THE JUNE HOLS. I need time to finish studying man.
But at least for now... the crazy attacks will be over, okay, until monday. Looks like i'm not gonna get my snooze till tuesday cos mondays CCM training. And ill be helping chermain with their council thing on tues and then wed BREAKKKK before thurs and fri chiong ydff and all that.
and then the next week continues on.. OK NEED TO STOP RANTING
i just want to complain. complain. COMPLAIN. but i shall not! dont have a complaining heart.. Aha............................................
Sian. shall pray. need to pray... Need to hear from God. Life's tough.
But God's good.
HI BS WAS SO COOL BUT I DIDNT GET TO STAY AND APPARENTLY THE END WAS THE NICEST... :( sigh. i hate when stuff end late!!! its so angry-ing. Haha ya. but i had fun with rita on the way home, and made a new friend, whom im sorry for not recognising (lol) HAHA. DENNIS :D cabbed home with isaac from clementi and we ttly cheated the other passengers they r super un smart. HAHA or maybe they're just more moral than us, but, watever!! :D OK just finished dinner i go run and eat apple then shower then qt then SLEEP
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON GUI :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIKA KWAH!
Lol, okay yeup TODAY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
HIGH 5 baby but it was so busy and traumatizing.
HAHA this has been such a stressful week
ive been crying on random.. AND TODAY I DID IT AT THE MOST EMBARRASSING TIME
right before we presented our dance item
LOL NOT MY FAULT TOO MUCH STRESS!!!!
wat te pongs la the tears wouldnt stop coming out no matter how much i tried
AND I WASNT EVEN SAD~~ HAHAHA
yes so then everyone was so sweet to JIAYOUUU and scream so loud
which made me even more paiseh LOL AHAHA
KK the dance was.. ya quite lousy compared to everyone
BUT I HAD FUN, ALOT :)
thanks crystal grace cheryl and miss sick leave susanna
AND EVERYONE IN DANCE FUSION SABBATS 2009 :) LOVE!
Haha okay then lunch was RUSH
was rushrushrush to staffroom help to slot report books
then rushrushrush back to class to collect finish forms and money
then rushrushrush back to 4th floor board room for bom meeting
then rushrushrush back down to class to settle forms and money
then rushrushrush for sabbats -.-'''
PHILO, last lesson, centred on GOD.
the existence of God.
Haha after the lesson ended i felt so accomplished
every single doubtful question they posed i could ans with a word of God
yeah it really strengthened my faith :)
after that back to class for settling all class matters
then to KAP to give bs, ambrose extra as usual, HAHA
kk then went home
O AND WE WATCHED DARK KNIGHT FOR YTD PHILO ^^
hahaha kk off to shower then church bs WOO
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Hello.I'll blog tomorrow. I'm too rushed for time today. Tomorrow is presenting the dance. O-m-g its gonna be such a joke. And they're taping it. ): God will get me through! Today was a fun day, luv watching the barker drama perform it makes me laugh. Grats guys it was awesome! Ignatius is super funny and ruiyuan LOOKS super funny, more girly than ever. Yeah KAP with jessie after, fats fats fats. Gg to do qt now then go practise dance and sleep. I'm really tired, in some way or another.
Bye.
Bye.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
O MAN. I FORGOT TO BLOG ABT THE MOST IMPT PART OF THE DAY!!!!
Highfive with jo, WE MANAGED TO GET AMBROSE TO SKIP HIS FAMINE CAMP ~~ :D Omg pls doing a favour for him i must still get scolded in the process, NONSENSE RIGHT. well. okay. after seeing ambrose and his dulan pouty face and hearing krys laughhhhhhhhhh on the phone it was all worth it... and JO!! LOOK AT THIS
Ambrose says:
mannn i feel so shiok now
Ambrose says:
mannn soooo long have i not felt SO GOOD AFTER QT
Ambrose says:
wah seh
Ambrose says:
WOOT
HAHAHAHAHA. i feel like saying "i told you so".. OK FINE i did HAHAHA but YES GOOD JOB AMBROSE TEO. GOD AND KRYSTLE ARE VERY PROUD OF YOU. and me and jo are too. we're just getting over the frustration of getting you to come, HAHA
I remember this verse from a bs with chelsea. luke 14:25-33, CROSS-BEARING
25 Now great multitudes went with Him. And He turned and said to them, 26 “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. 27 And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple. 28 For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not sit down first and count the cost, whether he has enough to finish it— 29 lest, after he has laid the foundation, and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, 30 saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish’? 31 Or what king, going to make war against another king, does not sit down first and consider whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? 32 Or else, while the other is still a great way off, he sends a delegation and asks conditions of peace. 33 So likewise, whoever of you does not forsake all that he has cannot be My disciple.
HEHE GOOD JOB .. TEOTEO (LOL) , ur on ur way to becomin a disciple of God :)
ANW I GO SLEEP NOWS
ok in 10 min TIRED TIRED
needta prepare myself mentally to not get so embarrassed during dance
needta prepare myself mentally to not get so embarrassed during dance
hope we dont do more sliding
as cool as it is, the bruises r becoming visible.
WAAA IM SO FULL the mushroom soup tasted like mushroom porridge
omg i cant even cook instant stuff HAHAHAHA fail fail
next 2 days r gonna b tiring. and sat morning theres bom duty
BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~
God help me to hav a great QT over the next few days :(
NO TIREDNESS!! WOO!! :)
Because it's all for You..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKLAUS!!!!!
u cute little boy.. ok u WERE one HAHA
OK DUDES HM M M M TODAY WAS... INEXPRESSIBLE PAIN!!!
Haha. well i woke up with not too bad a muscle ache, thank God :)
then dance started, and we learnt 4 new dances today including a jay chou one
ah!!!! lol. V PAIN OK. im gonna get a bruise on my knee tmr :(
went break with suss, POOR GIRL SHES SICK :(
get well darling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop scaring ppl saying its swine flu!
aha
then philo was SO FUN
watched the movie - Dead man alive
Omgosh yeah, really shows the redeeming power of God :)
after school did audio diary with peian and mandy
AHAHAHAHA it was so funny!!! especially peians reading LOL
then 3.30 went kap and brose and jo walked in
which probably explains how long brose had been waiting hahaha
thennn went and interviewed them for audio diary OMG it was hilarious
"this is jolyn .. UH OOPS, OMG RACHEL!!!"
cos we anonymoused it to rachel.
ahhaha n we used brose voice for jo cos jo didnt wanna say lololol
then we bused to west mall coffee beaned and bought meme's present
then went home waited for the bus for like DAM LONG!!!
haha. okay.
haha. okay.
Yeah... okay 3 days over
:) JUST TWO MORE!
two exciting days. but i have a feeling its gonna b tiring, BUT IM NOT GONNA B TIRED!!
strength of God lives in me!!
and then we have to choreograph a dance......
pls dont scare me :(
OKAY BR SYF TMR NITE!
cant wait to see all of em act WAHHAAAA
yeah. BYE :D
o btw.. alice left today...
ha
looks like i can only b mum to people older than me
younger kids... whew
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
SIGH.
Holiday Homework
1 English Compre + Summary
1 Chinese Book Reflection
10 Chinese books, Presentation Ppt
1 Chinese Speech, to be presented
8 Units of Physics Assigned in Assessment books (waste our money)
100 questions + of MCQ in 10 year series
2 SBQ for IH
Thats actually OKAY
then the SIA FACTOR COMES IN
CHINESE SIA
IH SIA
BIO SIA
BIO SIA
CHEM SIA
PHYSICS SIA
MATH SIA
MATH SIA
LA SIA!!
Wat te pongs la how to finish 7 projects in one holiday and they are so large scale from surveying to organising events for children to video filming to studying one whole crazy hard chapter and analysing math !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to get started on my work...
I'm just so sleepy. Next week. Next week. Okay fine.
Saturday. i shall sacrifice half a day of GSS and FINISH the finishable homework....
BE A HAPPY JULIE
BE JOYFUL IN ALL THINGS YOU DO!!!
Tomorrow after school, audio diary project.
Well.. finally a break frm giving bs, gonna go get x present
pink and glittery stuff. got it. LOL.
or i'll just go home and fret abt the dance presentation .......
And eve woke me up from my nap
i was so dam tired it was like i slept for 1 second and i woke up to the whining sound of evelina kok chomping apples in my ear... shudders!!!
ahhaha and she ate 6 paos!!! and then she ate dinner.
crazy, JIAYOU FOR TMR EVEEE DARLING :)
Okay y'know what, im just gonna go back to sleep and believe that tomorrows gonna be an awesome day :)
God's grace is enough for me everyday!
and my mum just transferred 500 into my bank acc...
woo.... i love you building fund!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOYUN
...
and this random dude called lim ah teck on fb lol
I think... today was a day that the devil was trying to get me to feel way down. But hor, TOO BAD haha i'm like immune to negative feelings today.
Firstly was getting back overall results :( Hais UNFORTUNATELY
i did not get my b3 for chinese... But its okay. i noe i prayed i fasted i declared if i still dont get it then its really not God's time :)
and THUS.. as a result, my overall avg was only 77% :(
and my L1r5 sucked balls cos of chinese and ih!!!!!
Sigh. AND THUS. my mum will not come to church. just 3 more percent:( :(
Its okay. Other people take 10 years for their parents to be saved
Im just gonna continuing fasting and praying and preparing my field for harvest because that's faith :)
THEN. NAPFA!!! -_________-
I MISSED BY 1 CM! 1 CM! Haha. Watever!
funnily, ipu was my easiest station this year which is quite miraculous since its been my failing factor for like 3 years in a row last time HAHAHA
OK. 4get abt that.
Yeah. K lets move on to good stuff that happened today
for the first time in a week, MY POOP IS BLOODLESS!!
YEAHHH BABY!!!
Haha.
And now we move on to the rest of my day.
DANCE WAS... BETTER! HAHAHA today was easier, and we learnt like 3 new world dances which r SOOOO fun and then miss sab took over and we did hiphop along to Superjuniors song
HAHA yeah well, didnt embarrass myself as much as ytd!
tmr we're doing floorwork, which means sliding on the floor woooooooo
Haha.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA then PHILO was fun
we watched friends and then we acted out a skit
xingying is the prostitute, as usual!!
HAHAHA after that rushed home to GET MY PHONE
becos i left it AT HOME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg then went kap met janessa yiyuan ++ and walked around while waiting for memeeeeeee
i noe cold storage by heart now zzz hahaha.
YUP ok then back to school for napfa.
Yeah well... today is over. i dont feel as discouraged as i shd.
Faith..... keeps us going, smiling on e inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Monday, May 25, 2009
OMG! I forgot to mention. MEME WAS SUCH A JOKE TODAY HAHAHAHA!
Okay so i asked her to watch facing the giants on friday night. Then today i asked her if she watched it already. ( i sent her the link of part 1 of the movie which was basically like the football training )
" Did you watch the movie i send to you? "
" Yup "
"OH IS IT NICE IS IT NICE?! "
"... I don't see how you can cry just by that video!!"
Me "...." Feeling so sad why she not touched by movie.
then i realised. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG SHE JUST WATCHED THE part 1 I GAVE TO HER MEME YOU RETARD AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
Yes i dont get touched and crying when watching football too k HAHAHAHA
Okay so i asked her to watch facing the giants on friday night. Then today i asked her if she watched it already. ( i sent her the link of part 1 of the movie which was basically like the football training )
" Did you watch the movie i send to you? "
" Yup "
"OH IS IT NICE IS IT NICE?! "
"... I don't see how you can cry just by that video!!"
Me "...." Feeling so sad why she not touched by movie.
then i realised. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG SHE JUST WATCHED THE part 1 I GAVE TO HER MEME YOU RETARD AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
Yes i dont get touched and crying when watching football too k HAHAHAHA
nHELOOOOO!!!!!!:)
FIRST DAY OF SABBATS... as predicted.. dance was.. :( -.- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we did some israel dance first, EASY, 3 steps only
"kick left kick right, right front right back" THATS ALL
then some japanese COAL MINING dance, haha! i like that.
THEN. hot miss sabrina started with hip hop jazz..
WAT TE PONGS ITS SO DARN FAST IT WAS JUST AS BAD AS JO'S BDAY LAST DEC
WAT TE PONGS ITS SO DARN FAST IT WAS JUST AS BAD AS JO'S BDAY LAST DEC
and some more YES, like that time, we broke up into groups and danced
AND OUR GROUP COULDNT RMB THE MOVES AT ALL!
at least that time at o school can copy other pro dancers
this one is cannot catch up with beat, cannot rmb steps HAHAHAHA
so embarrassing -.- dance is seriously building my courage.
Thank God i had suss:D
after that break, slacked around and then went for afternoon sabbats..
PHILOSOPHY! we watched this french movie
it was so CRAZY that it was HILARIOUS
wat a crazy desperate stalker everyone was "OMG OMG !!"
haha. yup school ended early 1.50
then we tried making the ydff files and then IH SIA briefing at 2.30
omggg pray we pass our proposal
then went kap give shannon meme bs.
as usual, random ppl turned up jo brose ryan cheryl mao greg rad darren
Yes i left after bs, tired ):
Yah and i pooped at kap, thats what i do when i reach there HAHAA
and it was so constipational.. AND SO BLOODY omg.
please dont let the doc stick another one up my butthole :(
napfa tomorrow, and MORE DANCE!
but God's there... Hahaaaa
AWESUM!! =D i go eat kiwi now bb.
AND STEPHHHH IS NOT COMING TO SCHOOL SHES ON 7 DAY MC ):
i wont see her till :( so long!!:(
Sunday, May 24, 2009
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha wee i just had an awesome top-to-toe tingle qt WEE WEE WEE!! :) i'm feeling so nice and free. but yup what i just wanted to talk about at this weird hour is about how much i love my connect group!!! I luv eve. I luv jessie. I luv chelsea. I luv shannon. I luv meme. I luv wenglin. I luv mai.
I love love love love love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, looking back, what's one thing that really gets me through hard times is really my members. They are my...supports. When i said i was alone and i had only God and .. Krys ahha, i realised that one so impt thing that i left out and kept me going and happy was really these awesome girls. eve, offering to help do follow up when i'm going through exams. Jessie... Wa that one her faith is enough to make tears come out of my eyes. Chelsea! her sudden surprising testimonies that really show that child like faith bubbling. Shannon! Always sending me verses and her testimonies and her willingness to be taught. Admirable. And MEME! The person i always start doing follow up with because i'm really so relaxed when i talk to her, she keeps me happy and at peace. Wenglin, seeing her in and out and in and out yet somehow knowing that God's touching her life so much, neopets!! Mai... I don't know what you've gone thru, but i know that God really released you from alot of hurt and guilt today, thank you for opening your heart :)
GOD JESUS HOLY SPIRIT KRYS CNCT GRP
you guys r always my number 1!!!!!
of course thr are other my other awesum besties!!
but these are the people who've moulded into part of me...
LALALLALALALALALAALLAALLALALALA
I love it when i see them touched by God. I love it. I simply can't express how much i love it. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Some of the best sisters u could ever ask for :)
MANGOES~~ its time to sleep now!!!
I DONT FEEL TIRED AND I JUST WATCHED FRED AND HIS SQUEAKY VOICE
(jolyn very wuliao)
HAHAHA BUT OK IM GONNA SLEEP COS IM GONNA DO KOREAN DANCE TODAY
and miss sab who's in charge of BOM is like the teacher
SO PLEASE DONT LET ME EMBARRASS MYSELF T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
heh which is bet like thousands of other people i feeling this AMAZING AWESOME PHENOMENAL WEEKEND... but lets get to that later!!
OKAY SO TODAY I WOKE UP at 6..
and i was soooooooooo sleepy omg -_-
HAHA jo i know u went to sleep hahaha.
Yess so bused to church with yx alice zd
ISAAC ONG OVERSLEPT AGAIN... CHAMPION!!!
HAHAHA. Yah then reached church 8, tay moomoo and i lowlowlowlow all the way
and we managed to convince alice to go childrens church, WOO!!!
haha, and the ushers wouldnt let us in on the otherside cos of miscommunication
haha, and the ushers wouldnt let us in on the otherside cos of miscommunication
IT WAS SO STUPID
so we were just jumping around and gg high and i dwayne and xinhong were like staring at us as if we were mad, okay maybe la HAHAHA
YES YES THEN WE GOT IN!!! Stupid
okay went coffeh and we WASTED A DRINK.
DRINK ! argh ok
okay now we go to...
the part that makes this the key weekends in my life :D
MIKE CONNELL SERVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been waiting for deliverance ever since start of 2008 . SO LONG. yes.... but today
well first we sang.. I AM A FRIEND OF GOD AGAIN :)
and the Word... by dr mike is AMAZING!
oh man wow my wowwowowowowow
and lol! the head of the largest mosque in pakistan came O.O
me and jo and meme were just like :OOOOOOOOOOO the whole time
haha. Yeah... then towards end of service after dr mike did altar call for salvation
i was thinking sigh no more deliverance.. then suddenly he said i got so scared
it was totally the devil filling me with so much fear about what ppl would think or say if i went down.. which really doesnt make sense to me now cos yeah.. it was really devil trying to blind.
but obviously.. im not so dumb!
haha went down...
and ONCE pastor started praying man i started sobbing and this thing was like going up my throat and before i knew it.. i was screaming my head off with a pitch i never knew i could reach :D
HAHA.. yeah.. it was so relieving, just screaming the bloody demon out of me and crying and sobbing and falling and trembling and tingling and shuddering!!!
omg!!! ahhahahahahahahahahahaha
HAPPAY
"OH HOW PRECIOUS IS THE FLOW, THAT WASHES ME WHITE AS SNOWWWWW"
YEAH!!!!! haha.. and meme shannon wenglin :)
WOW :) wenglin spoke in tongues =o
IM LIKE WA WOW WA WOW WOOOOOO
after that went ps.. accidentally abandoned alice .. oops -.-
camwhoring with rita :D.. fail...
then YOSHI !!! !!! weird spices that make ur nose itch
and such a great time just feeling so relaxed with my 2 awesum friends
I HAVENT SOCIALISED IN SO LONG
IM HAPPY
IM HAPPY...
Okay im going to go pray now.. IM SO HAPPY :)
JESUS!!! ITS ALL BECOS OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooo i have such exciting stories to tell suss tmr!!
AND WE'RE STARTING DANCE oh gosh and philo
nice. watch friends :D
AND GETTING BACK CHINESE.
by faith. b3 :) by faith. b3 :)
even though i failed 40% of the exercises... b3 :)
even though i failed 2/3 ying yong wens... b3:)
even though i borderlined passed my paper... b3 :)
man....... wat boldness.
HAHA. its okay. its all in God's hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last week of term 2...
what an awesome term its been.
seriously so so so SOOOOOOOOOOO awesome
i love my life :)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Oops im back :) plan to sleep failed HAHAHA jolyn just reminded me!!! :)
Yes okay so the treatment for my bloody poop included
1) Fibregel, that disgusting gooey drink i drank during cell.
EW AH EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :(
2)this .. wats the thick injection without the needle called?!
haha yeah anyway that was pointed
it wasnt to INSERT IN ANYWHERE
just packaged like that...
heee that one had to use fingers... cos apparently wear gloves cannot find correct point
LOLLL okay so got soothing sensation one ok! the warm kind.
..............................
NO MORE BLOODY POOP PLEASE T.T
oh and u noe what.
my mouth has been bleeding all night too, unknowingly
i think the dentist punctured a blood vessel.
are there blood vessels in ur gum?
HAHA. I DUNNO. its just swelling :(
haha. n this is a bit outta place but ,casting crowns is so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EHEHEHEHHEJASAJKSAJSAIJASJSJOIAJISA
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Omg clearly the staying up on sat nights habit dont go away with the exams.
YAH. just finished qt... and i realised
man. everytime when i see my members being touched by the luv of God and start crying
when i pray for them in qt that night i will confirm dunno why also just start crying and crying
ITS JUST SO HAPPY U NOEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to see a soul being touched by God, especially the first time, that really makes ur heart just go AWWWWWWWW!!! haha
OKAY IM TALKING TO JO NOW BEGGING HER TO TAKE THAT UNGLAM FOTO OF ME OFF FB OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!-.- runs away man. haha OKAY I SHALL GO PLAY AROUND AND THEN GO SLEEPS. no im not gonna be like crazy jo whos gonna stay up all night morning. 3am. GNIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Voice of Truth - Casting Crowns
Oh,what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And He's holding out His hand
But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
you'll never win."
But the Voice of truth tells me a different story
the Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of Truth says
"this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will
choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
Oh, what I would do
to have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant with
just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound
of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand
But the giant's calling out
my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant
keeps on telling me
time and time again
"Boy you'll never win,
you'll never win."
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
the Voice of Truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of Truth says
"this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will
choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
But the stone was just
the right size
to put the giant on the ground
and the waves they don't
seem so high
from on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings
of eagles
when I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different storyThe Voice of Truth
says "do not be afraid"
And the voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe,
I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the Voice of Truth
I will listen and believe
'Cause Jesus you are the voice of truth
And I will listen to
You.. oh You areJESUS, YOU ARE MY VOICE OF TRUTH :)
k God just spoke to me.
and its unlocked.
COS NOW I'M FREE :)
WOW.TODAY WAS. SO WOW. WOW. omg :)
okay first things first..
morning woke up with another huge pile of bloody poop so went poly
and had this bloody tube and the docs finger stuck up my ass (AHH!!!)
its like poop travelling the wrong way round.. weird sensations!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHHAAAAA okay
yup and my butt was all gooey LOLLL
okok ok i will shutup, just wanna rmb this for life ahahha
THEN went to other doc to get my lung xray (seriously i just wanted it for the fun of it)
then i had dentist tooth.. HAHA
pain!!!
kk went home and slept till meme called and everyone started calling
had bs with shannon meme then cell
cell was SUCH AN AWESOME MSG.
"moving in the Holy Spirit"
then we were going to do discerning again
AHHHH haha i was kinda freakin out
and i got THAVEN!?! LOL
yup... but wow... God works in miraculous ways
i didnt even noe how to pray except to act cool n just start praying in tongues
then suddenly i was just so led by the spirit so so so much and breaking thru barriers and when i opened my eyes, THAVEN WAS CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg im not trying to be sadistic or anything but it really must have been e Holy Spirit to make a boy cry, SO AMAZING!! IM STILL WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WINGGGGG!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:) and he can speak in tongues properly now, SO KEWL SO KEWL SO KEWL AHHHHHHH hahaha
then he prophesied over me
okay the only thing he managed to say was
"i just see something Brushing the cuts, brushing the cuts, just brushing and brushing.."
and crap that made me cry a hell lot during ministry even thou krys didnt manage to pray
i think this cg it was totally e Holy Spirit ministering to me :)
God's brushing the wounds close... He keeps brushing and brushing and brushing, but somehow the wound keeps on getting opened up again u noe? But todays the first time that i actually felt.. safe, happy, unannoyed unhurt.
then went give bs to chelsea and went find the others
went btm in the end after lotsa indecisive action ahaha with alice thaven isaac richard jade leah+friend
funnny!!!!
He's brushing the wounds close...
Thanks thaven...
Thank You Holy Spirit :)
Friday, May 22, 2009
MY POOP IS BLARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRDY. This time its not just the arse, its the whole poop floating in blood SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!
Looks like i'll be back at the docs again.
Maybe its the lychee (haha!!)
Okay gotta wake up 6.30.
SLEEPS NOW.
AWESUM DAY TODAY
AWESUM SONG - VOICE OF TRUTH!! (:
ITS AMAZING.
Looks like i'll be back at the docs again.
Maybe its the lychee (haha!!)
Okay gotta wake up 6.30.
SLEEPS NOW.
AWESUM DAY TODAY
AWESUM SONG - VOICE OF TRUTH!! (:
ITS AMAZING.
"saying smth like hi. i am standing here today asking a favour from all cell members to help our fellow cell mates from acs baker to but carnival coupons from them and come for the carnival to enjoy. its a fun family day out and its on the 11 july a saturday the main attractions are the dunking pool and the haunted house hope u all would give ur kind support."
SELLING BR CARNIVAL TICKETS.
this is to the cell. And its for a cell friend. just my referral speech that im meant to say tmr that nigel claims "will make ur english sound very pro."
K WTV, please buy! (:
Feeling down? losing faith??? WATCH THIS MOVIE. it'll change ur life.
FACING THE GIANTS!!! :) im gonna be that david.
I JUST FINISHED WATCHING FACING THE GIANTS.
Oh my goodness..... why didnt i listen to sumo and suss earlier?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????!!!!!!
And if im not wrong a billion other people who told me to watch...
Haha, but i really know God caused me to watch this movie at this time.
This is the first time i've sobbed in front of a movie :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
\"Honor God... do all things for Him... praise Him whether you win or lose, and He will open doors for you. He opens and closes doors, it's up to Him! Prepare your field, step in faith, wait for Him to water it."
i feel so crazed.....
thx jo (: thx so much!!!! i know u can pick urself up.
i know u can, i've said that a thousand times to you
but now im gonna shout it like coach, go do the death crawl!!!!
"YOU CAN DO IT! YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT! DONT GIVE UP! NO GIVING UP NOW! YOU CAN DO IT! YOU CAN DO IT! YOU PROMISED YOU'D GIVE GOD YOUR BEST! YOUR BEST! DON'T GIVE UP! YOU CAN DO IT! YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT!!!!"
"I'm overwhelmed.... I'm overwhelmed...."
HELLO :)
IT IS OVER. OVERRRRRRRRRR
Yay!!! I was kinda scared today would screw up cos i didnt fast today cos i still wasnt feeling well.
But GOD MADE A WAY. YEAHHHHH
Haha, pccg, class meeting. talktalkplanplan
HEEEE ok then chinese, recess celeb bdays :)
thennn CHEM QUIZ. I PASSED -.- 6 points
but considering how many i got wrong, it was amazing
indeed when i wrote in my pray booklet "not fail any quiz"
God made it so true :)
SIL, some art talk.
Lunch SL meeting, abt sac.
used up whole lunch :(
then we had math, then Lang arts
then i chionged all around e schools returning surveys
then rushed lunch
and went over to bth for cip
CLIMBED ALL E WAY TO E BLOODY TOP!!! OMG!!!-.-
haha, but the guy is so nice wooo we did for like 20 min and went back down wahahahah
yes 10 mosquito bites, but fun. Kk back at home.
tmr in school by 7.30 for open house :(
sigh........................... i wanna sleep.
nehmind! HAHA okay tonight i shall watch Face the Giants!!
Haha sumei has been tellin me to watch since start of sec 2, and suss told me to watch this year, but i just didnt get to it :S
But seeing how much it impacted Jo, i shall try ahaha.
finally a friday which i dont have to chiong math ws
I FEEL SO FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
But studying starts on monday. no procrastination.
:)
IT IS OVER. OVERRRRRRRRRR
Yay!!! I was kinda scared today would screw up cos i didnt fast today cos i still wasnt feeling well.
But GOD MADE A WAY. YEAHHHHH
Haha, pccg, class meeting. talktalkplanplan
HEEEE ok then chinese, recess celeb bdays :)
thennn CHEM QUIZ. I PASSED -.- 6 points
but considering how many i got wrong, it was amazing
indeed when i wrote in my pray booklet "not fail any quiz"
God made it so true :)
SIL, some art talk.
Lunch SL meeting, abt sac.
used up whole lunch :(
then we had math, then Lang arts
then i chionged all around e schools returning surveys
then rushed lunch
and went over to bth for cip
CLIMBED ALL E WAY TO E BLOODY TOP!!! OMG!!!-.-
haha, but the guy is so nice wooo we did for like 20 min and went back down wahahahah
yes 10 mosquito bites, but fun. Kk back at home.
tmr in school by 7.30 for open house :(
sigh........................... i wanna sleep.
nehmind! HAHA okay tonight i shall watch Face the Giants!!
Haha sumei has been tellin me to watch since start of sec 2, and suss told me to watch this year, but i just didnt get to it :S
But seeing how much it impacted Jo, i shall try ahaha.
finally a friday which i dont have to chiong math ws
I FEEL SO FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
But studying starts on monday. no procrastination.
:)
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Would you believe it i just spent one and a half hours doing a blasted bio ws!!! I DONT LIKE SELF RESEARCH ASSIGNMENTS. URGHHHH.
And there's still Chem quiz to study for.
Math RFTHM2, which i have not started on.
Chem ws, Acids Bases and Salts
And i gotta prepare for class meeting tomorrow :(
Okay quite complaining.
i'm gonna go do qt
i feel my chest tightening,
told ya its cos of stress!!
haha MOOOO
class meeting :(
It takes skill to talk for 40 min, I NEED GODLY INSPIRATION!!!
God please guide me... guide me...........
I went to school today.
So tired + breathless. But pulled thru
:) quite well admit.
:) quite well admit.
!!!!! Math was normal, duh new topics i like like.
YESSS then LA, argumentative essay test.
it was not too bad.
Chose the topic
"If you do not use Facebook, you are a nobody."
Haha fun. Yeahhh got back other essay.. 23/30... Mmm. Fine.
Recess, followed by IH.
got back IH T.T
FIRST PAPER I FAILED!!! KL!!!L!L!LSJAKSJAK
but so did like probably half the class.
so i'm okay with that, i was actually reactionless, completely.
Eh but at least i passed 50% k 13/25 LOL
Okay but i passed overall by lik 3 percent.
high five cherie. 63 -.-
and this used to be my best sub, ah well.
YEAHHHHHHH then Chinese slacked whole time.
Then lunch, and chem.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHEESH TMR THERES SALTS TEST
and i dont even know whats gg on yet haveta go memorise later
ms tan is back now shes gonna do the "CLASS STAND, and slowly 10..9... 8.. sit down" thing so i cant do badly. PLEASE T.T
I'm gonna have faith. and mug mug mug. its just one more day.
boy ive been saying that for awhile huh.
Haha yeah, dismissed.
GOT BACK LANG ARTS MARKS
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
it was so unexpected, i was prepared to be calculating b3 into my MSG
it was so unexpected, i was prepared to be calculating b3 into my MSG
BUT I GOT a2... a 74 =.= BUT STILL, higher than expected :) God is amazing.
and 4th in class, WAHA WAHA WAHA :D
Okay so itsz just chinese left... Okay. What can i say.
other than literally borderline passing everything except compo...
Faith.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
:] :] :]
I AM VERY HAPPY TO DECLARE
THAT TOMORROW IS OFFICIALLY THE LAST TEST DATE OF TERM 2 2009
... I hope it turns out well.
i was never good at argumentative essays DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
yup so i reached tuition 1 hour early...
cos i left my fone in my dads car
and didnt know it was postponed
HAHA finished birth of Venus, the book is really....... creeepily nice.
especially the beginning and the end. goosebumps, but yeah its great.
the way art was defined in the book and the skill of the author at describing the painting process was woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it actually brought me new insight that painting is really such a gift from God.
Starting on new book , At First Sight by Nicholas Spark.
Mmm ok i donno what to say abt the book im at page 66 and the main plot hasnt started
so its annoying me, and the english used is so "my style" of compo writing man HAHA
but it was really easy to process. finished 60 pages in half an hour -.- explaining the simplicity. yes. but its cute.
Okay but the book cover is nice. So that covers it up. and i believe the plot gets better. but the language nyeh nyeh nyeh... well-quoted eve. Mm..
i think nicholas sparks nicest nicest book is just A walk to remember :) thats one nice one, simple language but striking storyline. the rest get kind of cliche.
Okay enough rambling i shall go study for the last time of.. THIS WEEK.
miss tan says we shd study 3 hours/day during the holiday.
For once, i'll listen. plusplus
qis telling me all her tuition teacher numbers
anyone want go with me, HAHAHA
Books to finish this holidays:
At First Sight - Nicholas Spark
Change of Heart - Jodi Picoult
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
Jane Eyre - Emily Bronte
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
The Host - Stephanie Meyer
Lock and Key - Sarah Dessen
The Tenth Circle - Jodi Picoult
Keeping Faith - Jodi Picoult
The Time Travellers Wife -Audrey Niffenegger
White Oleander - Janet Fitch
Kiss of the Spider Woman - Leonard Schrader
Anila's Journey - Mary Finn
Wicked - Gregory Maguire
The Year the Gypsies Came - Linzi Glass
Ollie - Stephen Venables
And to some Less cheem more
magicky books..
Rebel Angels - Libba Bray
Magic Kingdom for Sale - Terry Brooks
The Druid of Shannara - Terry Brooks The Voyage of the Jerle Shannara - Terry Brooks
Inkspell - Cornelia Funke
Maximum Ride - James Patterson
The Novice Triolgy - Trudi Canavan
Attica - Garry Kilworth
To less cheem more gay.. (the name explains it)
Invasion of the boy snatchers - Lisa Harrison
... Oi its nice ok
And to Chinese books!! ..
1) Qiao zhe qun xiao ya tou
2) Bu shuo zai zian Hao ma
3) Yuan Qi QQ
4) Dian tiao shui pa shui
5) Bi Hua xiao jie qi yu ji (book 1,2,3)
6) e mo de fa ce (1,2,3)
And
with that i would have completed my chinese book reading hw!
WOO. omg
Haha
thats why i need to get suss to stop buyin books
D:
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Hello. CSM today. and i'm home.
parents didnt alow me go school
"stay home and rest" :D HAHA
yes i went for a lung xray today DAM COOL
lol, no worries my parents just very kua zhang
i had my fun. yupppp so the docs was like so mean
dont like him, new one
but i likeeee likee the doctor place :)
they had the "surviving from the storms of stress" by the daily bread one :D
it was really nice.
God places storms in our lives not to blow our ships off track.. but sometimes its to blow us back on to track.
Just like peter, or someone, they were travelling in the sea then suddenly a storm raged
after a few hours, they landed on the island, thinking that they were completely lost
but it turned out to be their final destination, and they had been off course at the start (:
wow!!!! it was amazing. Haha. Yes okay so tuition later and im dam tired so im gg to sleep now.
im gonna regret not gg csm and i already do but its okay.
haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBROSE!!
HELLO !: ) :) :)) ))
SO today is over..
Only one more test and im freeee. YAY!!!!!!!
Haha well, breathing difficulties continued today.
was gonna go for x-ray but forgot to bring nric
and it was abit kuazhang.. so i just went home
and as such im not allowed to go for leaders meeting tonight.
sian. :(
but im really exhausted anw, and my lungs r still stressed.
i think it's anxiety.
but sheesh, wat do i have to be anxious abt?!?!?!?!?!
im becoming more carefree as the days pass by alr -.-
but awesome thing abt today is that we got back math overall ca,
and i got 91 for OVERALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
OMTIANOMTIAN!!!!
OMG
GOD YOU'RE AMAZING :-D
and thanks to my awesum tuition teacher too,
today is ur birthday, so this is a bday present to u too!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBROSE!!
HELLO !: ) :) :)) ))
SO today is over..
Only one more test and im freeee. YAY!!!!!!!
Haha well, breathing difficulties continued today.
was gonna go for x-ray but forgot to bring nric
and it was abit kuazhang.. so i just went home
and as such im not allowed to go for leaders meeting tonight.
sian. :(
but im really exhausted anw, and my lungs r still stressed.
i think it's anxiety.
but sheesh, wat do i have to be anxious abt?!?!?!?!?!
im becoming more carefree as the days pass by alr -.-
but awesome thing abt today is that we got back math overall ca,
and i got 91 for OVERALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
OMTIANOMTIAN!!!!
OMG
GOD YOU'RE AMAZING :-D
and thanks to my awesum tuition teacher too,
today is ur birthday, so this is a bday present to u too!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!!!!!
Monday, May 18, 2009
Shoooooooooooooooooooooot.
My lungs are stressed.
Hahaha. I know. But i havent been able to breathe properly the whole day.
causes: HYPERVENTILATION, EMOTIONAL STRESS.
got meh?!
Breathe.. Breathe... Breathe..
oh this is so tiring :) .. .....
My lungs are stressed.
Hahaha. I know. But i havent been able to breathe properly the whole day.
causes: HYPERVENTILATION, EMOTIONAL STRESS.
got meh?!
Breathe.. Breathe... Breathe..
oh this is so tiring :) .. .....
Diaooooooooooooo
Been trying to find good chem and physics tuition for the past one hour :(
NOT SUCCESFFFFFUL!!
everything clashes. gah.
recommendations?!
need to improve!
Been trying to find good chem and physics tuition for the past one hour :(
NOT SUCCESFFFFFUL!!
everything clashes. gah.
recommendations?!
need to improve!
THE REASON
Johnny Minick and Paul Jackson 2001 Trade Wind Publishing/Paul Jackson Music
(admin Trade Wind Publishing)/ASCAP
What kind of love was this sent from heaven
Reaching through darkness to me
Though so unworthy I welcomed His pardon
While asking, “Oh how could this be”
Chorus: Why, tell me why, did the Son of God suffer
Why was He willing to die
Though often I struggle to answer this question
Still I am the reason why
Though I am saved, I feel undeserving
Fighting my doubts constantly
But then I see Calvary and I am reminded
Just how much Jesus loves me
Bridge: Blessed assurance
Jesus is mine
Chorus
Why, tell me why, did the Son of God suffer
Why was He willing to die
Though often I struggle to answer this question
Still I know the reason
And you are that reason
Yes, we are the reason why
MAN.. i love the lyrics of this too... But i cant find the song D:
Johnny Minick and Paul Jackson 2001 Trade Wind Publishing/Paul Jackson Music
(admin Trade Wind Publishing)/ASCAP
What kind of love was this sent from heaven
Reaching through darkness to me
Though so unworthy I welcomed His pardon
While asking, “Oh how could this be”
Chorus: Why, tell me why, did the Son of God suffer
Why was He willing to die
Though often I struggle to answer this question
Still I am the reason why
Though I am saved, I feel undeserving
Fighting my doubts constantly
But then I see Calvary and I am reminded
Just how much Jesus loves me
Bridge: Blessed assurance
Jesus is mine
Chorus
Why, tell me why, did the Son of God suffer
Why was He willing to die
Though often I struggle to answer this question
Still I know the reason
And you are that reason
Yes, we are the reason why
MAN.. i love the lyrics of this too... But i cant find the song D:
Why, tell me why...
Now for the songs that are really nice :-)
Centre of My Life - Hillsong
We sang this during school PM today, its sooooooooooo nice :)
One Desire - Hillsong
My "cant it get out of my head" song currently :)
and then there's this called "He understands my tears"
Okay i don't really like the music, but the lyrics... are awesome
Centre of My Life - Hillsong
We sang this during school PM today, its sooooooooooo nice :)
One Desire - Hillsong
My "cant it get out of my head" song currently :)
and then there's this called "He understands my tears"
Okay i don't really like the music, but the lyrics... are awesome
HE UNDERSTANDS MY TEARS
By the Isaacs.
It's hard to believe He still loves me
Knowing how wrong I have been
When all I can say is, "I'm sorry"
When all I can feel is my sin
Chorus:
He understands when all I can do is cry
He feels the hurt that no one can see down inside
And when the words get in the way
I know He still hears
For He understands my tears
You may not believe that I'm broken
For all you can see is my smile
Oh, but He hears the heart that's unspoken
And He gives me strength through each trial
Haha... yup well the lyrics are so nice. And no la i'm not sad woman or anything but this is just for reminders in the future because my blog is one of the greatest encouragements to myself. :)
ZZZZZZZZZZZ Headache.
Hahahaha, but today was AN AWESOME DAY!!
OMG!((((:
weeee. haha started the day out with school pm,
in the end minqhees group just had me and her LOL -.-
haha. yuppp but i shared alllll e weekend msgs with her and it was so nice :D
then we sang all the cool older songs, i like !!!
janessa dam funny.
Janessa "Life without Jesus.. is like a donut.. like donut... like a donut, Life without Jesus is like a donut, cos i've got HOLE in the MIDDLE of my heart!!!"
Someone "Lol, only one hole one hurt ah."
Janessa "... Life without Jesus is like a pretzel.. like a pretzel.. like a pretzel, Life without Jesus is like a pretzel, cos i've got MANY HOLES in my heart" -.-
Yah, creative janessa, HAHAHAA.
okay eh, i think the song is abit diff, but u get the drift.
Lol, then was math. borringggggggg.
had nothing to do cos ben went thru and for once i school look as intelligent as yining and sit there and stare at the teacher, woo! haha
then PHYSICS. physics quiz... NOT THAT BAD. HAHA.
omg by God's grace i actually got this 2 mark question correct
cos i was deciding between the 2 answers but YAYYY God helped me to cancel the wrong one :D
Haha, thennnnnnn.
GOT BACK BIO AND CHEM OVERALL.
rofl. i actually got a1 for bio overall. GOD IS AMAZING HUH.
i was saying God either way pls i need a a1 somewhere... And i seriously doubted it.
Doubt aint usually the kinda mindset i set of with in the papers but after the bio paper i got back last week i was dam disappointed like (........)
ya haha. but God is always faithful :)
AND I GOT 87 for chem overall!
like wth wth wth wth wth i feel dam cool HAHAHA
:D so trip science avg = 79 now ...
yes i know my physics sucked to the core. but im happy :)
just a few more subs to get back.
THEN WE HAD LIKEEEE LUNCH was chionging here there and everywhere
and then finished all my work, HAPPILYY
then la, quite interesting
chinese, started another lianxi
and failed another ying yong wen, -.-!!!!!!!!!
ok im looking for chinese tuition, need to buck up my chinese alr.
then cct, CHEERING SESSION in the hall
hahaha fun. K then dad fetched me home cos of all the crazy amount of books
and now im gonna go book wrap my storybooks omgomgomg so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OH and the cme presentation.. turned out not to be today
cos AGAIN (3rd week in a row) i looked at the wrong timetable haha.
eh not my fault la too many monday holidays.
SO OUR CME PRESENTATION IS gonna be like. TERM 3
AHAHAHA. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sabbats. pls be good~!!!
Hahahaha, but today was AN AWESOME DAY!!
OMG!((((:
weeee. haha started the day out with school pm,
in the end minqhees group just had me and her LOL -.-
haha. yuppp but i shared alllll e weekend msgs with her and it was so nice :D
then we sang all the cool older songs, i like !!!
janessa dam funny.
Janessa "Life without Jesus.. is like a donut.. like donut... like a donut, Life without Jesus is like a donut, cos i've got HOLE in the MIDDLE of my heart!!!"
Someone "Lol, only one hole one hurt ah."
Janessa "... Life without Jesus is like a pretzel.. like a pretzel.. like a pretzel, Life without Jesus is like a pretzel, cos i've got MANY HOLES in my heart" -.-
Yah, creative janessa, HAHAHAA.
okay eh, i think the song is abit diff, but u get the drift.
Lol, then was math. borringggggggg.
had nothing to do cos ben went thru and for once i school look as intelligent as yining and sit there and stare at the teacher, woo! haha
then PHYSICS. physics quiz... NOT THAT BAD. HAHA.
omg by God's grace i actually got this 2 mark question correct
cos i was deciding between the 2 answers but YAYYY God helped me to cancel the wrong one :D
Haha, thennnnnnn.
GOT BACK BIO AND CHEM OVERALL.
rofl. i actually got a1 for bio overall. GOD IS AMAZING HUH.
i was saying God either way pls i need a a1 somewhere... And i seriously doubted it.
Doubt aint usually the kinda mindset i set of with in the papers but after the bio paper i got back last week i was dam disappointed like (........)
ya haha. but God is always faithful :)
AND I GOT 87 for chem overall!
like wth wth wth wth wth i feel dam cool HAHAHA
:D so trip science avg = 79 now ...
yes i know my physics sucked to the core. but im happy :)
just a few more subs to get back.
THEN WE HAD LIKEEEE LUNCH was chionging here there and everywhere
and then finished all my work, HAPPILYY
then la, quite interesting
chinese, started another lianxi
and failed another ying yong wen, -.-!!!!!!!!!
ok im looking for chinese tuition, need to buck up my chinese alr.
then cct, CHEERING SESSION in the hall
hahaha fun. K then dad fetched me home cos of all the crazy amount of books
and now im gonna go book wrap my storybooks omgomgomg so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OH and the cme presentation.. turned out not to be today
cos AGAIN (3rd week in a row) i looked at the wrong timetable haha.
eh not my fault la too many monday holidays.
SO OUR CME PRESENTATION IS gonna be like. TERM 3
AHAHAHA. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sabbats. pls be good~!!!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
It's nearly been 2 months.. 2 more days to that.
How fast things have past.
i guess 2 months ago none of us would ever have imagined that we would have been able to get through this time.
but yeah...... by the power of God , we have :)
I like this.
I like how i can still feel you're my best friend even when we're so far apart
someone i can really trust so much.
in the past i was really scared it would go away.
but i believe that God does not only play an important part in our spiritual lives, our studies blabdeblade, but also in our friendships.
and i'm just gonna keep waiting... yaknow:D
life's good. life's awesome.
and the devil aint gonna get me down. so dont let it get u down too!!!
i'm here intercessin for u too :)
MY. DOCTOR SHOW. JUST. ENDED
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
they didnt even allow shuaishuai doctor and chio wife to come back for last episode.
T.T
omg. sian. sian. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
:(
wth. im dam sad la. lol.
AHAHAHA
3 dramas to go:D
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
they didnt even allow shuaishuai doctor and chio wife to come back for last episode.
T.T
omg. sian. sian. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
:(
wth. im dam sad la. lol.
AHAHAHA
3 dramas to go:D
Heh okay i kind of owed God my Bible reading time for yesterday.. and i was still contemplating whether i should do it now since i'm gonna do qt in like 3 hours, but i decided too anyway.. and it was so comforting (:
2 Chronicles 7:13-16, 21-22
13 When I shut up heaven and there is no rain, or command the locusts to devour the land, or send pestilence among My people,
14 if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land
15 Now My eyes will be open and My ears attentive to prayer made in this place.
16 For now I have chosen and sanctified this house, that My name may be there forever; and My eyes and My heart will be there perpetually.
21 “And as for this house, which is exalted, everyone who passes by it will be astonished and say, ‘Why has the LORD done thus to this land and this house?’
22 Then they will answer, ‘Because they forsook the LORD God of their fathers, who brought them out of the land of Egypt, and embraced other gods, and worshiped them and served them; therefore He has brought all this calamity on them.’”
Ya so WOW these few verses were so nice :)i love how its really saying that if you don't seek after God even when He closes the heaven over you, calamity will sure come. So from this verse it really proves that God Himself said that He will close the heavens over us and let the devil bring brokenness, pain, hurt to the people at some point in their life. He Himself said it! but then He also said... that if during this time we would humble ourselves and PRAY and SEEK Him that He would definitely hear or cry and HEAL our land. or hearts. But then in verse 21 and 22, we can see that because the people FORSOOK God, they chose to give up on Him, give up on faith, give up on prayer and try to find comfort in all the wrong places, that He would definitely make life worse.
That.. was a really great word God, help me to hold on through the darkest hours, the most confusing hours, the most stressful hours, because i will always and always pray and seek after Your face :)Saturday, May 16, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMY DEAR (ytd)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAHHHHHRAAAAAA:D:D:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARRADDDD!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE KONG!!
HELLO :)))))))
as you can see... 4 very awesome ppls birthdays this weekend:D
first 3 abit weird.. but stil very awesome nonetheless! HAHA
and the last one.. UNCLE KONG :)
thank u for giving birth to such a great son!
such an awesome powerful man of God could only have come from a great man of God :)
yes cell ytd was very good :)
wowwww. IM GONNA EXERCISE MY MIRACLES (:
God will hear my desires and my dreams and i confess and believe it will come to pass :)
AFTER CELL, chicken soup :D yum yum, and nerds
anad YIXUANS COOKIES N CREAM!!:)
studying with isaac (NERD), both, and omg i smelt like him la chelsea rubbed his cologne all over me. YUXXXX
ok then LISTENED TO AJAY SING SONGS
HIS SINGING IS SOO NICE. SO NICE. !!!!!
then everyone left, studystudystudy till like 10
then me jo isaac brandon went holland v for dinner
thx jo for the hokkien meee muacks muacks HAHAHA
brandon was being so -.-''! LOL
then showered, I GOT ELECTRIC SHOCKED BY THE SHOWER.
SHEESH RIGHT. it was such a large current i was totally like WTH
SHEESH RIGHT. it was such a large current i was totally like WTH
lol. ya studiedstudied.
and then some funny stuff happened to greg.... (hhahaha)
okok i cant understand the pain, but it seemed quite torturous.
yess slept at 2 woke up at 5
isaac and his poor cologne.. haha
went to expo to send YUN GE OFF :(
she left for LA
so sad :( u've been a really great funny fengzi friend :!!!!!!!
:( my second time sending someone off alr!!!!
man... haha. but it wasnt as emotional as leons one
this one was no crying jus little bit of tearing.
it takes alot to make me cry now .. STRONG WOMAN:D!!
yup then went to queue
JESSIE CAME.. for like 30 min.. :)
so proud of u jess!!!! u will u will u will be able to come church every single week without fail :)
i believe i know i FAITH!!!
i believe i know i FAITH!!!
SVC WAS SO NICEEEEE
dr kim is so cute omgomgomg. shes really amazing.
i was getting goosebumps watching e announcement!!D:
haha.
must be an intercessor... i really must (: even more!
went home after that.
haha.. feeling quite down this weekend.
its like suddenly a whole lot of people r super.. JASJAJSAJSLKAJA
haiya. no la. not annoyed, just down.
well. its gonna b a great week, last week of official school! :)
Friday, May 15, 2009
So. Pissed. Off.
Some people out there need to GROW UP. and GET A LIFE.
nah, you have a life, just grow up and stop being so petty.
From the theme song of my cute doctor drama
"Let it go... let it go............"
HAHAHA OK. :)
quick to forgive, slow to anger.
learn some of that.
Haha Okay, before i go do qt i shall hurry blog abit :)
So this week has come to an end.
It was a weird week
I felt so unbelievably screwed up at some part of it that it was totally (..........)
my bio results were totally utterly disappointing shut up people and stop saying that its not bad because i really really was so so so disappointed that it was blinding me
Yup but i've learnt to get over it and i'm so inspired to study so much harder, even from now.
This is my future ive gotta make... I've always dreamed about medical schools like John Hopkins or being school like patricia and going to LSE for masters.. (HAHA... big dreams ok)
but when i look at my results im like -.- -.- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah... i miss those primary school times when it seemed so dang easy to excel.
but then again, i guess everyone does.
Please give me strength to study...
2 more quizzes next week... Help me to shine God
for You, for my parents, for my members, for Your church
i really love being who i am now lei!!
its like the feelings inside of me are so complex... it makes me feel colorful
better embrace the feeling before i go to Heaven ahahaha
i think, after coming to secondary school, one of the greatest down points in my life was realising that there are many many many people out there smarter than me.
my hopes of going to all those cool unis were kind of dashed (im not kenneth low ya)
but i believe.... God has a special plan for me.
one i wouldn't believe when i look back.
one i wouldn't believe.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Haha okay its lunch Now.
i just had the most nerve wrecking experience during LUNCH
GAHHHHHHHHH
left the the the the the
KEY IN CLASS , OMG-.-
haha anw they're having like some nanyang superstar outside in the atrium now :)
sounds nice hahaha.
TODAY pccg was from.. Triumph International.. Woohoo! (HAHAAAA)
everyone was laughing and laughing, sorry we just havent grown up yet
YESS recess i borrowed another 2 chinese books from the library
you should see the bag of books i have in school with me now
its like 18 books???? HAHAHA and more to read at home.
Im finally halfway through birth of venus, ITS SUPER CHEEM MAN
but i must read slowly. becos if i dont my dad will say im just skimming through -.-
AND AT THE END OF THIS BOOK, I GET 50 BUCKS, COS ITS SO CHEEM AND ITS MY SISTER:D WOOOOOOOOOOOooo
haha. Okay, STress over, im gonna go continue reading.
Gah i really need to catch up in my sciences i feel like im fainting alr
i just had the most nerve wrecking experience during LUNCH
GAHHHHHHHHH
left the the the the the
KEY IN CLASS , OMG-.-
haha anw they're having like some nanyang superstar outside in the atrium now :)
sounds nice hahaha.
TODAY pccg was from.. Triumph International.. Woohoo! (HAHAAAA)
everyone was laughing and laughing, sorry we just havent grown up yet
YESS recess i borrowed another 2 chinese books from the library
you should see the bag of books i have in school with me now
its like 18 books???? HAHAHA and more to read at home.
Im finally halfway through birth of venus, ITS SUPER CHEEM MAN
but i must read slowly. becos if i dont my dad will say im just skimming through -.-
AND AT THE END OF THIS BOOK, I GET 50 BUCKS, COS ITS SO CHEEM AND ITS MY SISTER:D WOOOOOOOOOOOooo
haha. Okay, STress over, im gonna go continue reading.
Gah i really need to catch up in my sciences i feel like im fainting alr
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
i just studied 2 hours of bio omgomgomgomg woohoo!!!:)
must study more.
(tomorrow)
haha!!
kk (:
shall go sleep now!!
YUNGE LEAVIN IN 2 DAYS:(
i just studied 2 hours of bio omgomgomgomg woohoo!!!:)
must study more.
(tomorrow)
haha!!
kk (:
shall go sleep now!!
YUNGE LEAVIN IN 2 DAYS:(
HELLO
HELLO
HELLO.
oky. tomorrow
TOMOROW :)
tomorrrrrrrrrrrrrrow!
is friday.
Yup.
PHY SPA... Thank God for His strength :)
chi test, lwj allow us bring home!!!!
debate during IH and LA
and math tuition was understandable, Yay.
Todays looking up.
Thank God :)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
Thank You :)
I think i've grown so much. This is the first time... I've been able to pick myself up so much. Lesson learnt when you are screwing up 1) Quiet time must remain as faithful, even if you feel you are talking to air. 2) FAST. FAST. and FAST. Fasting really makes miracles. 3) Follow up, you learn to focus less on yourself and more on others :D
HELLO
HELLO.
oky. tomorrow
TOMOROW :)
tomorrrrrrrrrrrrrrow!
is friday.
Yup.
PHY SPA... Thank God for His strength :)
chi test, lwj allow us bring home!!!!
debate during IH and LA
and math tuition was understandable, Yay.
Todays looking up.
Thank God :)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
Thank You :)
I think i've grown so much. This is the first time... I've been able to pick myself up so much. Lesson learnt when you are screwing up 1) Quiet time must remain as faithful, even if you feel you are talking to air. 2) FAST. FAST. and FAST. Fasting really makes miracles. 3) Follow up, you learn to focus less on yourself and more on others :D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Okay................. Today was alot worse than expected.
Haha. But i know God was still protecting me throughout.
it would have been much much worse.
Discouraging...... man
okay today one confusing thing happened. good thing i was asleep.
and another ultra discouraging thing happened. i couldnt explain myself.
i cant even explain my reluctancy to pray just now.
but im glad i did.
now i know why giving bs is so important
becos it reminds you yourself of the basis of your foundation too :)
and now......
i guess it wasnt a a rushing wind of healing
but i do feel abit better...
and i know it will get better.
God's time, God's hand, God's way
i'm just living for His purpose
not my defeats, not my failures, not my fears
I'll just wait for You to speak.
Help me...
Haha. But i know God was still protecting me throughout.
it would have been much much worse.
Discouraging...... man
okay today one confusing thing happened. good thing i was asleep.
and another ultra discouraging thing happened. i couldnt explain myself.
i cant even explain my reluctancy to pray just now.
but im glad i did.
now i know why giving bs is so important
becos it reminds you yourself of the basis of your foundation too :)
and now......
i guess it wasnt a a rushing wind of healing
but i do feel abit better...
and i know it will get better.
God's time, God's hand, God's way
i'm just living for His purpose
not my defeats, not my failures, not my fears
I'll just wait for You to speak.
Help me...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Lol........................................
Tuesday. MMMs tired.
today was.... God-protected. so much so much.
Ive been feeling so unhappy these few days.
Haha but i know its just another recycled test...
will wait it out :)
"You give and take away..... "
"I know i'm filled to be emptied again"
Haha... :)
I want to be a surgeon.
Doctor show super inspiring sia.
Sigh. not smart enuff.
hand too shaky.
doctor... :) i really want!!
Tuesday. MMMs tired.
today was.... God-protected. so much so much.
Ive been feeling so unhappy these few days.
Haha but i know its just another recycled test...
will wait it out :)
"You give and take away..... "
"I know i'm filled to be emptied again"
Haha... :)
I want to be a surgeon.
Doctor show super inspiring sia.
Sigh. not smart enuff.
hand too shaky.
doctor... :) i really want!!
Monday, May 11, 2009
I cant. get. into the studying mood.
i dont understand my homework omgomgomg.
2.4 tmr. i just wanna sleep early.
i think i suck at chinese...
no more negativity
im sick of my negativity these few hours
DEVIL GET OUT OF ME. u sucker u aint gonna get me down ur such a loser
Jesus.... take my wheel... take it from my hand :(
i cant do this on my own.................................
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
ARE YOU FEELING LOW
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
LOWER THEN THE GROUND
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
WHEN LIFES GOT YOU DOWN
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS SPIN AROUND
humptydunk says:
-.-
humptydunk says:
hahahaha
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
AND JUMP AROUND TILL YOU HIT THE GROUND
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
three steps forward three steps back
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
and thats the peter panda DANCE
as lame and familiar that was, it was actually quite funny.
haha. Pacifier(Y)!!!!
i think i watched it a billion times on the plane ride cos they kept reshowing it.haha.
i dont understand my homework omgomgomg.
2.4 tmr. i just wanna sleep early.
i think i suck at chinese...
no more negativity
im sick of my negativity these few hours
DEVIL GET OUT OF ME. u sucker u aint gonna get me down ur such a loser
Jesus.... take my wheel... take it from my hand :(
i cant do this on my own.................................
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
ARE YOU FEELING LOW
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
LOWER THEN THE GROUND
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
WHEN LIFES GOT YOU DOWN
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS SPIN AROUND
humptydunk says:
-.-
humptydunk says:
hahahaha
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
AND JUMP AROUND TILL YOU HIT THE GROUND
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
three steps forward three steps back
Matt "Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life" says:
and thats the peter panda DANCE
as lame and familiar that was, it was actually quite funny.
haha. Pacifier(Y)!!!!
i think i watched it a billion times on the plane ride cos they kept reshowing it.haha.
best fwen, i miss you like crap. :(
God's time... God's time!
I'm going to eat a cookie and do my QT. oh man i feel like such a mess. sheesh what was i doing this weekend. so much to do later
omgomgomg
omgomg
omg.
i miss exam times alr.
i miss that luvly feeling of God so close to me
but im not gonna let no more exams ruin it.
after all, theres till 2 more spas this week
and 2 more papers to get back
and a chinese test.
Korean dramas ruin ur life..................
Sunday, May 10, 2009
HI:D
i'm at jolyns house now haha.
OK SVC TODAY, but most imptly firstly, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
thanks mum you're really a great mum :D
woke up at 6 and had like diarrhoea... bad idea to eat indian food ytd man haha
it was like. orange. must be the chicken masala and the sambal fish, hahaha
yessssssh and then ambrose decided to abandon me zz wth
so i just used the com till 6.45 and wth tim was online that loser play pet society at 5.30 am HAHAHA
ya then went met faith n isaac and darren c hopped on the 985
mrt to church, STARTED ON NEW BOOK - Birth of Venus
lets pray i finish this one. Lol.
it's quite nice, just some parts abit sick(not in that way) and it kinda haunted brose and jarrad
hahaa. OOOOI GAVE JARRAD NOUGATS TODAY TOO
:D so guai :)
yup then before svc w417 got like 4 rowbehind pastor (wth)
so i was just highing with jade over green shirt guitar guy
ahaha then we went to stalk him, SOOO ZAI THAT GUY!!!
haha, svc was gr8 (:
drama was very nice, pastor derek today, msg very true,
a best translation of the Bible would be when one person translates the Bible into part of him or herself :)
after svc mrt to paya leba. lebar? ..ok
then town with esther met some 417 ppln jo
walked around
then me and esther left
then her DAD CALLEDDD
and audi was havin fashion show outside taka and her dad is some hotshot inside ted baker
so we vip-ed into it!!
FIRST TIME I FELT SO IMPT. super shiok
haha!!!!! yah then met mum n dad
went to eat thai express... hmm not that nice but it was ok
went marks n spencers!!! haha bought bday presents :) yay
and my cereal, n was gonna buy new shoes
but the only one appropriate was this super chio guess ones..
which apparently shd wait for gr8 sale before my parents r willing to empty money :D
ahaha. fineee. kk
mrtto jo houseafter that, HERE I M NOW
OK. jo is studying. applaudddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
i'm at jolyns house now haha.
OK SVC TODAY, but most imptly firstly, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
thanks mum you're really a great mum :D
woke up at 6 and had like diarrhoea... bad idea to eat indian food ytd man haha
it was like. orange. must be the chicken masala and the sambal fish, hahaha
yessssssh and then ambrose decided to abandon me zz wth
so i just used the com till 6.45 and wth tim was online that loser play pet society at 5.30 am HAHAHA
ya then went met faith n isaac and darren c hopped on the 985
mrt to church, STARTED ON NEW BOOK - Birth of Venus
lets pray i finish this one. Lol.
it's quite nice, just some parts abit sick(not in that way) and it kinda haunted brose and jarrad
hahaa. OOOOI GAVE JARRAD NOUGATS TODAY TOO
:D so guai :)
yup then before svc w417 got like 4 rowbehind pastor (wth)
so i was just highing with jade over green shirt guitar guy
ahaha then we went to stalk him, SOOO ZAI THAT GUY!!!
haha, svc was gr8 (:
drama was very nice, pastor derek today, msg very true,
a best translation of the Bible would be when one person translates the Bible into part of him or herself :)
after svc mrt to paya leba. lebar? ..ok
then town with esther met some 417 ppln jo
walked around
then me and esther left
then her DAD CALLEDDD
and audi was havin fashion show outside taka and her dad is some hotshot inside ted baker
so we vip-ed into it!!
FIRST TIME I FELT SO IMPT. super shiok
haha!!!!! yah then met mum n dad
went to eat thai express... hmm not that nice but it was ok
went marks n spencers!!! haha bought bday presents :) yay
and my cereal, n was gonna buy new shoes
but the only one appropriate was this super chio guess ones..
which apparently shd wait for gr8 sale before my parents r willing to empty money :D
ahaha. fineee. kk
mrtto jo houseafter that, HERE I M NOW
OK. jo is studying. applaudddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Saturday, May 09, 2009
haha.
today was great!
great!
:D
woke up at 11+ lol.. packed my room till 12 +
and watched tv with yining and at karu's till cg came.
cg was awesum, timely msg, A1A1A1!
hardcore man. haha.
after cg funnytimes with weird ppl like ajay faithy bettie esther
meme shannon and chelsea.. whining pros.
again, totally not my fault
haha. apparently ambrose feels like whining too
Aha aha aha! IN UR FACE:D
kidding. ok. :)
offering was... shocking
but surprisingly, after krys hastily told me and hung up
i wasnt too scared. and i just continued eating lunch.
heeeee God is so good :)
and it wasnt that bad!! HAHA
i think. :)
ive been watching too much tv lately
head blownup
needta study more (crap)
shoppin tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D
then at night with jo haha.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MAN ok now i can type ultra speed wee it felt SO GOOD to finally share testimony today abt HOW THESE 7 WEEKS R OVER OVER OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. omgomgomgomgomgomg EXCITEMENT!! haha :)
i wish my english wld be better so i could type some long flowy essay abt the fluctuating times of the past few weeks but sadly i aint so talented. so i just gotta say, its been awesome. life-changing. i feel sooo different currently i am totally grinning =D yup God taught me ALOT of lessons this term. ill never forget them. even my flesh seems to be less hurting now, the Spirit is finally taking over again :)
Friday, May 08, 2009
BOOOOOOOO
im watching my korean showwww
HAAAHHAAA
ok i finished my math hw k :( then i tried mugging my chinese oso
but memorising the ci's r soooooooo hard :(((((((
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
how to hav mood to study ah with the AWESUM SHOW!!!
Our God.. is an awesome God He reigns (:
remind me to get something for mama day!
im watching my korean showwww
HAAAHHAAA
ok i finished my math hw k :( then i tried mugging my chinese oso
but memorising the ci's r soooooooo hard :(((((((
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
how to hav mood to study ah with the AWESUM SHOW!!!
Our God.. is an awesome God He reigns (:
remind me to get something for mama day!
I went into this day.........
with half hearted faith and fear :(
BUT.
GOD.
NEVER.
DISAPPOINTS.
DISAPPOINTS.
and im glad i remembered that... man it was a constant battle e whole day i was getting so tired of the seeping doubt.
Haha, chem spa was like .. -.- haha!! but its ok! not that die la
then... =D MATH
MATH
i was like so nervous b4 getting back results
and SHE GAVE FROM E BACK AGAIN
which means i was second
and then..
WHEN SHE GOT BACK
I WAS FREAKISHLY HYPERVENTILATING OMG WTH!!!
56/60!! 56/60!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i cant believe i was just telling God 45/60 can alr la.. CAN ALR LA.. just an a1 :)
haha but the lesson learnt is never limit God. even though i could have gotten full marks -.- LOL but becos i limited God, i guess He couldn't work thru me to e fullest..
AHAH then -.- i minused one mark due to marking error.
sheesh! hahahaha
BUT ITS OK :)
I asked God for my a1, and He gave it to me. and not just an a1, a phenomenal 91%... NEVER GOTTEN ABOVE 75% for paper before.. Wowwwwwwwwwwweeeeeee:D
AND IM GG BACK TO WATCH MY KOREAN VERSION OF GREY'S!!
omg. that actor is so cute.
i couldnt stop thinking abt him all day!!!
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