OKAY. O MAN. OMG. SHIVER. OMG! I JUST HAD THE MOST AWESOME MOST EPIC QT JUST NOW!! IT WAS!! .... Wah..... Oh man.
All i remembered is that today, i really just wanted to worship God. Cos it's been a sucky week. It hasn't been crushing, cos i've still being doing normal qt, but i've been... not as whole! Yeah.. then after krys told me about how i missed friday's bs part 2... i nearly cried :( but yeah i guess for me, i didn't really need to be there. Visualising pastor kong kneeling down and crying and the whole church following... really made me realise how much i had to find that love of God in me again. Worship has always been, duller to me than others. Yeah i cry during worship and all, but not until this weekend has worship been so centred on love. Love! Love! Every song i chose tonight, was so filled with the love that i had for God, not just the love He had for me.
I realised that it shouldn't only be God's love in you that touches your life so much that you want to cry, it should also be the other way round, YOUR OWN love for God should be enough to make you want to cry. As i was worshipping God.. one song after another.. OH MAN! I've never felt i loved God so much. so so so so much. And praying after that, and bible reading, came so.. peacefully too... AIYA!!! THIS TYPE OF FEELING! HOW TO DESCRIBE!
O man... God i love You... SO crazily unbelievably much.
and MercyMe is such a nice band!!! OH MAN
HAHA sorry mao this doesnt fit into your 6marks description i'd probably fail
but it's like impossible to describe feelings like this.
it's just... Amazing.
