It's time for a new beginning (:

history maker, here i come.

Monday, March 30, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUOXII!!!!!!!:D

MONDAY = OVER!

Hurrah, so fast.

Yep anyway i studied IH till like 1am omg

theres like a major difference staying up and playing till 1 am and studying all the way till 1am... MAN!

Woke up like a billion times and just couldnt get back to sleep cos i kept thinking its time for school ):

anyway it was HAPPY to be back at school!

i confessed positive words and my positive words turned into flesh :) AMEN

first had humans, always funny, always interesting.

Then chem prac omg it was so hard i totally screwed mine so i just used yinings experiment heeheeeee.

Then ummmz lunch pei suss cherie and hannah to buy food then i rushed back to chiong bio + chem prac. so hard ):

then i i i i i iiiiii!

had.. .......... BIO.. which is so hard. i dont understand bio AT ALL!

im serious its like totally ?!~?!?!?!

after that was cme, going thru paper cos chi paper tmr, i passed the ex YAY haha.

then cct, talk until voice pain (:

glad that 304 is so willing to volunteer! they r really just awesome people :)

after school rushrushrush around and left after 45 min omg so many stuff to settle!

Happy to say i started giving out easter cards today PTL!!!

gave out about 10 alr... haha though not sure how many will really turn up, but its good to know that at least im planting a seed :)

more to give out tomorrow! by faith by faith!

NY MG SC RG REVIVAL! WOOOOOO

please pray for my exams :(

this 6 week exam structure is really taxing on people man.

It's like we're memorising everything we've learnt in term 1 + all the weeks till the paper, we're still learning new things during lessons and having quizzes, so its like SO MUCH TO STUDYYYYYYY

so so so much.

IM GONNA BE A BIG CAPACITY-ER!:D

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

Well. Its the start of a new week...

A week without Krys :O

A half week without rita :(

Feeling v sad right & lonely just now

but after i did qt God was like...

Wow julie its really time for you to stop talking to people and start talking to Me even more, just for these few days.

Heeee (: Thank God!

He always makes a way when we cry out to Him in faith !:)

Ehhhhh well this is WEEK 2 of TERM 2!

Boy God sure makes things go really fast

before long it'll be the june hols alr, then zoomzoomzoom, eoy.

Wow... i cant wait to see what surprises God has for me , rlli rlli cant wait.

But till then, i'm gonna be satisfied with this reasonably colorful life which God has given to me and be totally focused on my studies & members & most importantly, GOD HIMSELF! :)

God always gets me through.

He always & forever & ALWAYS WILL.

and i must continue holding on to that rock hard faith.

The joy of the LORD is my strength.

I must make God joyful!:)

Time to start giving out Easter cards too! BY FAITH!

BY FAITH...

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

Lead me to the Cross..

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Hellooooooooooo.

what a gloomy sunday.
other than church... hmm... gloomyness...

woke up 7.30, fetched isaac reached church abt 9
prayed with faithy :D HAPPY HAPPY :D
then svc was awesome, PASTOR PHIL
woww eeee e eeee i could really feel the presence of God so strong :)
and the c3 songs just make me so happy!

haha! pastor phil is so funny :)
i'm born a winner, i beat 4999999 sperms at conception, ME OK! ME!!
lol and there was like so much other funny stuff.. but i cant think right now
after svc went mrt
and i managed to get qi to choose me over a magazine ):
pathetic right, MUST GET HER TO CHOOSE ME LEI!
hahahaha. mrted home with qi faith yx, omg im so deprived of fellowship.
well had fun with qi, proved to her i am skilled at waking up when i sleep.
and mao -.- "PET PAPAYA" Seriously. SERIOUSLY!!!
gah hahahaha.

yeah so im home.
im feeling gloomy..
its 5 more weeks of endless studying..
i just gotta hang on.

Help me to stand up each day, walk in your way
To read your
word and pray
Help me to fight a good fight, to stay in the light
To
praise you day and night
Help me to not just survive, to be so alive
Smiling on the inside
Help me to let your
light show, to let your love flow
So all the people know
!!

-Help Me by C3
worship (:

you got new shoes.

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

HELLLOOO!

:) Haha.Ok. Today was quite... unproductively productive!

I slept at 4 am omggg i studied chem yay i can memorise abit of QA now ahaha

Woke up at nearly 12 HAHAHA omg

i was feeling so dead its the first time in a long time i have th "i dun wanna get up feel"

Hmmm. Ate, and 970 down!

OMG HAHA I MET QIIIIIIIIIIII ON THE BUS!

i was like "oh krys house.. omg is that chloe!!!"

HAHHAA funny :D

brose got on a few stops later and we dropped of at wills house

Hmm, was sleepin the whole time before cell

William house super comfy.

THEN me and anlynn stole rita bracelets:D

so now we have matching bracelets. and we look so gey -.-

cell was gr8! Important things to learn.

i must empower others and be accountable :)

after cell bs, meme and shannon hav grown alot (:

its really wow hahahaha!

after that we went kapkapkap

and slowly everyone left just me jo anlynn isaac

and we mugged there till 9pm omg YAY ACCOMPLISHMENT

isaac is the worlds best-worst teacher.

omg haha.

went home after that with an expectancy to fill my hunger

but apparently my dad misundestood

so im feasting on fruits and pine nuts for dinner..

well... at least they're good fruits

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Friday, March 27, 2009

HELLLLLOO (:

before: FRIDAY = day i was dreading!

after: FRIDAY = DAY CHANGED BY GOD!(:

Heeee i'm so happy i decided to enter it with faith instead of dreading it even though i was kinda freaked....

but yeah God never fails, its always our mindset that makes it fail (:

the smallest doubt can make a day go wrong!

but yeah, so first was global classroom briefing

which was fun.

CHINESE WAS HILARIOUS!

we were doing compre, and suss was like asking mdm li whether she can change to CC2 to join me and sf and cherieee :D

then right in front of the teacher her phone rang on the tablle omg -.-

but liwenjuan is always tooooo nice la srsly she just pretended to be totally oblivious HAHA

yayy i hope suss join cc2 then we fly to china together woo :D

recess was chocolate consuming!

i brought the whole bar jiahao gave to eve for VDAY gift exchange

haha yes abit slow but still... it tasted fine

haha. and everyone was grabbing for it so hmm??

then chem, actually learnt it.

qualitative analysis is kinda hard.. but im slowly slowly getting the hang of it. must pray pray hahaha

sil was some weird fashion lecture by rjc students.. ok... no comments lol!

it was quite interesting at some parts though

then bom meeting during lunch

and then math = math quiz

which i actually think i got correct

OMGOPMGOMGMGM! God is sososososo good

i didnt even get anything correct studying last night but today my mind just cleared (:

la was fast. and interesting...

hahaha.

btnr was HILARIOUS!

there was this huge maomaochong caterpillar on the plant

and we didnt know what to do

so sam and i went on a mission..

actually just her i no guts la

and we sprayed water.. that stupid maomaochong like waterproof

then we threw soil at it...

no use

then we toppled the plant and dropped another plant onto it!

HAHAHA

like 5 times..

and it died...abit gross omg?!

heh.. well... then the caretakers came in and were staring at us..

then the deformed pile of caterpillar remains...

and were "O.O you very violents ah?!?!"

HAHAHAHA omg it was sooo funny :D

then went kap to study for abt likelikeilike 2 hours plus

bumped into RYAN LEE on e wait outta bukit timah hill LOL

he and his friends bumped into a group of massaging monkeys and i was like?!?!?!

and i was like oh my thats ryan :O ahhahaha

kapppkapppkapp next. saw huiqi (:

which was actually productive with jo and rita

then we went krys house to jog.

rita pangseh.

CHLOEEEE RAN TODAY :D

hahah omg we r such in sync runners!

except her sprinting at the end owns mine.. abit..

i think :D HAHAHAHA oh man i miss you qi!

no photos pls!:)

GREAT WEEKEND AHEAD:D

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

Okay.

so clearly the math stress didn't end with tuition.

OMTIAN i never felt so fail at math before. suxxxxxxxx.

8 questions i did 6 are wrong.

the 2 are check ans careless mistake then find, the res just wrong!

its not even hard!

i just cant manipulate numbers now.

how ):

math quiz tmr ):

how ):

i want to do well ):

how.

Ah.

AGAIN!

God moves by my faith. Not my needs. By faith. by faith.

i need to clear this blockage.

and i'm not gonna giv up.

hi math.

you're gonna be my pillow for tonight.

[edit] ok 8 min later JHAHAHAHA i dun care man im not gonna be so depressed anymore.

IM GONNA LUV MATH.

actually is do. lol just that i dont understand.

and im gonna look forward tmr(:

PCCG theres more briefings on global classrooms

Chem is simply interesting

LA will be moving around

Chinese continue with compre

SO ITS GONNA BE GR8.

and after that btnr cip with sam ziqing and natttty!

thenthen rush homeee & then night study with rita (:

maybe we go invite ourselves to dar&laws again HAHAHA

then its the weekend.

and then it starts all over again.

but its gonna be great.

God always makes it great (: [/edit]

PRAY FOR AJAYS MUM!):

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Pauline's blog is so inspiring!

Imagine having the courage and charisma to do what she did in NTU!

Amazing (: Must do that some day.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYUE! :DDD

HEY. HI. HO.

haha... i'm very tired today.....

its like once school ends all the tiredness rushes in.

WEIRD HUH

and once lesson starts all the tiredness goes away.

God rocks :D and the prob the presence of th class anyway AHHAHAHA :D

OKAY so FIRST BLOCK TEST TODAY.

hmphh. it was alright la the paper

the passage was so hard omg but the questions was easy...

which doesnt make sense but yeah, so it kind of balances out.

lang arts was reading some nice story (:

i really liked it. SUSANNA ONLY FINISHED DURING LUNCH!

AHAHAHA omg hahaha.

yeah and now im sitting with STEPHANIIEEEZ!!

haha. and suss is still behind me?!?!?!

and minqhee is still behind her? OMG haha fateeee!

ANDAND!

laast nights bs was really so GOOD!

"God is not moved by NEEDS, God is moved by FAITH"

so i forgot to bring my chem ws 10, and it was sososo likely she'll go thru cos she said she wld, but i was like omgomg praying and she DIDNT!!

HAHHAHAHAHAHA GOD I LUVVVVVVVV YOU!

lunch was mugging for ih paper :(

did compre ex during chinese. sian thats like 2 language papers a day.

last was chem, OMG STEPH IS SO NERD!

teacher was showing random videos on utube abt chem experiments

and steph was like
"i watched it alr!" "oh i watched that one too" ...... " i was bored la"

OMGG?! HAHAHAHAA so funny -.- haha.

went tuition after schl

i couldnt comprehend anything at all i was so stressed abt not being able to understand i was gonna cry LOL!!!

hahahaha o well, ill get e energy back once a take a break

and then its mugging math tonite again cos cos cos of quiz tmr ....

yeah.

tomorrows the last day of the week.

what an awesome week its been

i've never felt like i've been so comfortable with a group of ppl other than church since 6f (:

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTING!

person who sat behind me and kept kicking my chair during EVERY EXAM in pri school. ^

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY!

remember, chelseas friend? Do wish her happy birthday!:D

It's all good.

Surprising? Yes.

It's been a week.

This week, well, i can't say it's been amazing.

The moments of heartbreak, i've been there.

The moments of joy, i've also been there...

But at the end of these seemingly perilous 7 days.

I conclude that God's really .... Amazing huh?

Someone told me not too long ago...

"Don't live with an expectation, when you expect it to happen it will happen."

Yeah, i guess thats really the truth.

not only in good things k, bad things also.

i've learnt through this week to stop expecting things to happen.

it actually hurts alot lets when you think, feel, live that way.

but when you stop expecting, the hurt goes, because you know that theres nothing left to wait for.

even if its in the future, God says not to worry abt tomorrow, so we just let it go... let it go. let it go..

BUT THATS NOT THE POINT!

hahahaha the point is that IM HAVIN SUCHA GR88888 TIME WEEEYAYY!

omgomgomg. Ok school was like bio prac.

i screwed up again, yining helped me again, so nice(:

then cc! LOLLL

me and cherrehhh. she was like "aiya 3-4 marks upon 10 can le la"

when she got back, it was like 2!! LOL

then i got back -.- high-five cherieleee.

omg haha ya but i suck at cc seriously ancient china is fun, but i have no logics when i write essays on it.

yeah so both of us haveta rewrite 2 essays + 1 new one today.

all on ancient chinese culture? Sweeett?!

Recesss :) @ atrium with pplzzzzzzzzz.

Then Math, which was disturbing because the fun part seems to have ended and all the numbers r suddenly thrown in and im like !?

IH, yay fave lesson. Passes so fast, and i memorised alot of stuff ^^^^^^^^^

lunch finished work

stared at maggots (srsly)

and bought shufangs present with cherrrieee heee :D

and then we realised she left early. AWW hahaha.

last physics, sat with joy cos her partner gone too.

Lots of fun with her blurness omg haha.

YEAH HOME WITH SUSS & SAM!

and tomorrow the block tests begins.

but seriously, they shd just call it exams.

then we can go home earlier too.

no difference at all? Just the name?

and this time its not even "in a block"

so its just tests. JUST BE EXAMS LAAAA.

ok. not making sense.

need go do my crazy amt of undoable homework, which is actually quite fun.

night bs @ riverwalk with isaac ong.

the sucker needs to stop sleeping so much, at least not announce it to me whenever he does. ANGRRRRRRRRRRRY!

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

PLAN PLAN PLAN.

shd i sleep earlier today

or nap tmr afternoon!

or none.. ):

i dunnoooooooooooo.

Ok.

10.30 - 12.30 studying. (Chem - WS 10 is IMPOSSIBLE =.= , Math)

12.30 sleep. I need to sleep early to make up for last night -.-

after schl. will run home with suss by 2.45?

lunch till 3.30. then. Omgosh.

then comes the hard part.

Haha, nap? study? nap? study? nap?study?

ok that i shall leave it up to God (:

tmr night, MUM ALLOW ME GO BS:D

haha actually i say is impt meeting, but oh well, it is what!

Tmr is gonna be a really good lesson. "Faith after repentance"
WAAAAAAAAAA. SCREAM AMEN :D AMEN!!!!! (:

Hahaha. Ohman studying is so.... Wow.

i havent pushed myself so hard in so long, it feels really good.

and 304 is really making me so happy, they make me lafff, they r so nice, encouraging awesome ppl.

and of course ritagoh. just very fun to talk to her and wooooooooooo her on webcam la~:D

HAHAHAHA.

JIAYOU JULIE! 3 more days and you can be with ritagoh and maybe joooo studying with funness on friday night. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNIE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGHAOOOOOO

most imptly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUFANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

although, because of ur lack of civilisation skills u may never see this

AHAHAHAA. KIDDING (:

wee i love you shufang! ur really one of my most awesomest friends in this class :D

today was.. TIRING!

but God really made a way..

firstly i forgot to bring my CC stuff. then i was like omg crap

but then i realised CC is TMR!!! WOOOOOOOOOO

then secondly i was thinking pe is gonna exhaust me

but then ms yeopeili nv come HAHAHHWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

chionged math and stuff :D

chi was ... recess was MORE MATH ):

then la & chem which was productive i guess

then LUNCH

which mean minqheeekwjdsajhdskaad drag me go toilet and giv me such intricate details

then bashing me with shufangs massage thing HAHA

math was actually fun. Haha.

then bio. Hmmm.

cca ended at like nearly 6

omg u wont believe it right =.=

sian............... but susanna is so nice

she waited for me and sam for like nearly an hour

I LUV U SUSSSSSSSSSSSS:D

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Monday, March 23, 2009

oh right.

HAPPY ONE YEAR BIRTHDAY PHONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!:D

today my warranty ends. which means one year la. haha. and my phones in the midst of fixing. LOL. you should see my dads, mine and my mums phone. we look like a family that came out of the middle ages. All the phones spoilt/gone/given to my sis. HAHAHA.

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HAAAAAHAHAHA HELLOO!!! (:

oh man i donno if its cos of the milo

all the funny stuff me and suss were talking abt but i feel HAPPEH~~ haha

hmm.. school was good!

i finally caught up with my sleep.. ironically

haha. woke up at 7, busbusbus

back to school (: see familiar faces, quite cheer-upping!

then me cherrehhh and hannahhh went for school pm

which susanna ponned. and she blames me for not reminding her. HA!

hahaaaa :) quite cool.

really filled me up abit to hear the word of God in the morning (:

yeap so so so, math and physics. gosh.

lunch was printing projects and laughing at sf.

then la, chinese & cct which was abt global classroom at eoy!

I'M TOTALLY OPTING FOR BEIJING!:D

haha. i miss it even though ive been there like twice. which is dum.

but still. minqheeeekiweeeee's totally copied me, but its ok!:D HAHA

susanna and sf mehh mehh mehh at me...

they dont wanna tell me how. Lol.

BUT YEA

Bused home with suss. and as suss was getting off

GERALD got on HAHAAHA

ohman suss smsed me "oh man is the the guy with the bushy eyebrows"

HAHAHA gerald ur famousss! :)

haha God always drops little surprises here n there, feeling smiley now :)

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

HULLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Omg sudden highness that term 2 gonna start alr!
Hmm ohman so its like 1/4 of the year gone... so fast.
This has been a relatively awesome 1/4 of the year i guessed
so many miracles and so many happy things happened to me that it could only be God :)

haha but yeah. now that term 1 has ended,
it's just got to be like how a year can end, where we throw down, stomp and kick away every single thing that we know that needs to get out of our life!
to other people in this world, term 2 is just a continuous drone after a one week break that seemed too short.
to children of God, we know that this is another great 10 weeks that God has planned for us, to bring souls into the kingdom, to see miracles happening, to drawing closer to our First Love (:
of course, where theres laughter and happiness, darkness will murk in the corners also, but we know that the darkness fades as the love of Christ grows stronger in our lives Amen?

so! its really time for a fresh new start.
no need to worry if theres still a few things that you cant seem to let go of, things that are meant to be gone will be gone in time to come if you are faithful to God
but lets really come to this new term with a new mindset
a new readiness to shine for God, a new humbleness in our hearts to receive His word and be so ready to be moulded by it, and to be a BIG person, one that others can see the even more humongous God shining through.

Pains of the past which seemed so unreal will still haunt us i guess, and now and then i guess this pains will resurface and cause you to be shaking and ready to fall...
but God promises His people that He WILL lead us forward, He will always be by our side.
Sometimes we cant see His face, but the simple fact that we love Him lets us know that He's still there... Whispering through the storm.

Even as i write this now i still don't feel the healing coming in But i know that i know that i know that I KNOW, that God is typing through these fingers of mine. As i go to do qt, i know that the pain will come back, but sometimes these small confessions of faith really make a big difference to our situation. So lets not hesitate to confess something positive Amen?

"May Your gracious Spirit lead me forward on a firm footing."
Psalms 143:10

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HIDE IT. NUMB IT. HEAL IT.

no time to waste. really.

All to you, All to You,
I give it all to You.
All to you, All to You,
I give it all to You.

I lay my life before You
Lord I surrender all
All that I have been through
I give it to You now
And though I have some questions,
Things I'll never understand
I come into Your presence
And I place them in Your hands.

I know that You are faithful
That Your promises are true
Your mercy will sustain me
and Your grace will see me through
So i lift my hands before You
As a sacrifice of praise
I cast my cares upon You
and I come to You in faith .

i give it all to You.

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ps. cheer up jo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

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:D SERVICE WAS FUNNY.
Pastor kong very cute.

eh ok start from morning.
i accidentally abandoned chloe...
totally accident.. i promise HAHAHA she keep scolding me ):
then woke up like 7.20 dad sent me to clementi and mrted with b chew
and i totally pangsehed rita.. and she totally didnt buy me cookie..
omg the mrt ride was super headache I WAS DAM TIRED.
flirting with cheryl until lik 2+ then slept at 3+ hahahaha
was trying to do work ok. trying very hard.
darn...
hahaha.

erm THEN
THEN THHEN
pm was good!
shannon & faith very awesome :)
hahaa service was funny. hilarious.
the drama team really did put in so much effort, really not easy lei, must giv them more credit man!!!!
haha.

yeshhhhhhhhhh soooooooooooooz
after svc went to changi bk with krys bettie gerald b chew greg
thanks krys for e fries =)

Omg man ok back home 3+
i feel so ulcerish
ive been eatings instant noodles and chips for the past week
all the gastric coming in AHH ):

Exam starts on thursday. How God how?

God will make a way....

When there seems to be no way :)

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
On the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
On the side of me

'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...

Yeah you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me.

Went to jieyun's blog last night, chanced upon this song. It's really nice. Jesus :O i don't understand why would You choose to be on the side of me...

but You still did.

On The Side of Me - Corrinne May

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HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

cell was funny!

krys keep picking on ppl more than usual.

jolyn hilarious.

whats Father and Mother in chinese , OBAMA omgosh. hahahaha.

Shared testimony... completely unprepared?!

wow it wasnt that bad. jus that ajay & isaac keep laughin, kill em.

today this girl called olivia came, wa her voice is like super high man, eves twin, pretty girl! haha :)

had pm after cell

mini pm la, really glad to see members growing and getting to know God more :)

went out with chelsea to borders to buy her twilight dvd, talked on the way baby hahahahaha.

I AINT NO MA!! Lol (:

and she took my water bottle home.

which ritagoh drinkdrinkdrink SO MUCH without my permi, then never close cap, then my Bible notebook everything wet!:(

nvm, today we learnt!

big people = must forgive and forget

HAHAHA!!! ok i am big person. big lady. ok. i need to finish bio sia.

then i can feel at peace with myself. Haha.

BYE (:

ps. cant believe i stayed up to 4am watching hannah montana. gosh.

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Friday, March 20, 2009

I Was Lifted Up On Angel's Wings
by WhtDove .

I was lifted up on Angels' wings,
And through the Heavens soared.
When I came upon a brilliant light,
I found it was my Lord.

With hair like snow and eyes of fire,
I bowed before His feet.
In His presence it was hard to stand,
My sins felt like concrete.

Head hung in sorrow, tears filled my eyes.
My mouth, it couldn't speak.
My sins were overpowering me.
My soul, it just felt weak.

A gentle hand reached out to touch me,
A voice like thunder spoke.
The love He gave enveloped my soul,
My heart no longer broke.

He put His loving arms around me,
Such peace that I felt then.
I was quite content in knowing that,
He'd do it all again.

Our righteous acts are like filthy rags,
The Lord reminded me.
Come in unto Me my precious child,
For I can set you free.

I was
lifted up on Angel's wings,
And through the Heavens soared.
I had been forgiven my sin and...
My soul had been restored.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH NGO!

WEEEEEEEEEEEE!

these two days have been fun :D

haha i've been kept like really busy with .. fun... oops. guilt. haha.

yeah anyway, thursday afternoon slept & jogged (:D),.

i must lose more weight ok. haha.

ya then bused down to turf and missed the stop so had to walk back -.-'

sian lol, met isaac at turf, and i thought i was at the wrong 7 eleven.

yeah we shuttled bussed to amk, isaac is so ... -.-

"THIS BOOK IS DAM NICE" yeahyeah everyone go read deception point HAHA!

met jo, jackson, brose, and poor eve at amk. and we 136-ed to serangoon garden!!(:

dinner was fun, played games and eve & isaac were so hilarious

GHAHAHHAA lousy

yeah then we night-wallked and it was like nostalgia from last year

yeah anyway eve & brose left

so the 4 of us continued night walking and playing GHOST

with jos awesome english haha.

yeah so stayed over at jolyns house, such fun :D

slept at 4 woke up at 1! haha

omg then we watched new york minute and i left abt 4 plus

and met jarrad greg rita ambrose darren at cathay

darren treated me YAY!! ppl r seriously so nice (:

we watched paul blart and i was totally being so guai:D

the movie was so hilarious hahahahaha!!!

after that all bused to darrens house and we freeloaded maggi mee (: yay (:

brose owned the others at pingpong while the rest of us went up.

watched pink panther till like 10.30 then darren sent rita home and law sent me out.

called silyn and lawrence is so mean. serious.

as predicted, we fought abt fish food. aww.

wat a fun two days.

term 2 is studying.

its time for me to buckle up and get ready for the exciting ride that God has for meeee:D

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

BS. WAS. AWESUM.
mann :(
i wish i could go wednesday class instead of sunday....
mingjing?? is so FUNNY! and he makes us pray so much =)
and the class is so lively!!
hahaha!!!!

omg u noe me+jo super fail at studying aw man
we try try try but we fail
haha ISAAC v late, but i luv his gay umbrella. haha!!!!!

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Happy birthday Aavishka!

Happy birthday Silyn!

Happy birthday Isabel!

Happy birthday Meki!

Haha woah didnt know March 17 such a popular birthday day lol.

Yeah anyway, :)

Hmm... today was interesting.

Attempted studying with Jolyn & Ambrose & half of greg.

hhahaha. yah, ate yoshi for dinner with mixed stuff ^.^

so yummeh, dunno why ambrose keep eww-ing me

haha.

AMBROSE . IS . RICH. GUY.

i want gh for my birthday present ok!:D

haha.

yessss, watched sticky candy making :)

very cool!!! hahaha................ tomorrows gonna be... life changing.

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Monday, March 16, 2009

Woah...

I love the Lifehouse 'everything' drama.

it's like when my life's screwing up, i watch it, i cry, and everything goes right back on track ):

"Would you tell me

How could it be

Any better than this?"

my life rocks. bigtime.

and it's all becos of JESUS!:D

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today!:D

9am sf came over to do physics sia, yay we're like done except for ecinue's part cos she had md. haha. after that 11+ i decided to go jogging, sf decided to join me and she was in slippers with bags and she was sick. CRAZY!! yah she died after running up th hill, but wow she power k (:

haha, jog jog, had to run so much at the end cos of the rain :( boooo! haha, after that qt then did abit of chi work then outtt!:D was late and made jackson wait sorry, got lost and cabbed. subsequently eve and jo did too. and jo dam smart. again. haha. cheer up baby :)

ok went down to kallang to buy my dinner and got lost, took like nearly an hour to get there and an hour to get back. met rui! :D played rockband when back n ate dinner n laughed at funny stuff and ry's ezlink and then ry and jackson were so gey they broke each other's ___band and did the handshake HAHAHA!!! :D

was so funny. went home at 9 and reached at 11, missed e bus, stupid rui!! all ur fault, were playing two handed pepsi cola HAHAHA. omg we need to grow up :D

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVEEEEEEEEEE!:D

Omg. fail ):

i havent done anything today!

except chem sia:D

SERVICE TODAY WAS SO GOOD.
SOSOSOSOOS GOOD (:

wow i was so inspireeeeeeeed :D

after that met suss sf and mandy and laughed alot.

me and suss = lotsa fun yey!

TMRW

Ecinue & sf at my house for Physics SIA 9-12.30?(:

After that roll roll roll to riverwalk 1.30 study till 4.40 with Jo @... Somewhere

then 5 at kallang then to jades house for GAME yesss:D

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Friday, March 13, 2009

HELLO. Term 1 is officially OVERRRR yessssss.

Omg today was amazing(:
God really did AMAZING things o:
HAHA!!!

AMAZING!!!
=)
=)
=)
=)

Watch nynb vs nanhua after school
OMG NANYANG WON YEAHH BABY! (:
ziwei u awesomeness ur really shining for God (:!!!!!!!!!

bs after that with isaac n krys !:D at kap
yay i love krys !!!!!!!!

OK i'm really dizzy now. krys is right. fries r bad.
toodles ppl.

pls add ur credits into e payphone :)

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Oh mannn I'm like mugging bio now, for what reason exactly, i'm not quite sure yet.

Anyway i'm really really in this studying mood so i've decided that i want to riverwalk and hardcore mug all days next week!!! No time for play, only go out with sf and suss and prob jacksons bday (: THATS ALL FELLAAAAS! i'm soooo excited about mugging. miss those last year eoy mugging sessions hahahaha.

anyway, my parents have decided to go RUSSIA! june 3rd to 12th and omg God must be so prouda me i totally told them i dun wanna goooo! haha miss 2 cg and services and church camp for russia :O no way man... plus i get a bonus of 200 bucks excluding groceries, and i think i can still bargain for more (: haha! this is all for you God! actually i'm more than willing to do it la. i just need to find lodging. or anyone wanna lodge at my houseeee? haha please take me in i'm a homeless , family-less kidddddoo :(

haha, ehh well 2 more days of school and friday i LOA from cca cos gonna go support beloved ziwei for netball finals! against, ironically, NANHUA hahahahaa!!! ohman jiayou nynb (: anyone wanna come supportt? just come! =D we can go chinese garden park and play afterwards haha!

OK la cant w8 for the weeks to pass by and the same old routines and fun stuff happen all over again, csm, x-country, ydff! ok, back to ABIT more bio then its snorey time for me, although i dont really feel tired yet. napped 2 hours in the afternoon whahaha.

bye!

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

O.M.G! BERNARD IS FROM CITYHARVEST TOO!!

HAHAHHA its a small world lalalalallalalalaa~~:DOMG MAN SO COOOOOL!
school was fun today (: funny times with funny friends (:

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Sunday, March 08, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGTING<3333!!!!

Hello (: First post after OBS.

OBS was.... Something i'll never want to do again, but one of the best experiences of my life i guess :D Haha it was GRUELLING, and torturous, but also amazingly fun with all the lovely munshis :)

Oh and we found out Munshi is a malay! Munshi Abdullah! We thought he was Jap!! Hahaha. Munshi has been great (: And i love 304 more and more! Tentmates - Susanna Shufang and Meizhen! With Susanna interrogating me about boys all night... (Don't know whats wrong with her) and Shufang desperately TRYING to listen in the background AHHAHAHA.

Anyway i'm back, bruised, bitten (Triple Alliteration!) but i really really enjoyed every moment of OBS ^.^ And the Pee-ing on the beach, simply awesome lah. HAhahahahahaha.

Oh and our instructor was so cool too :) We hadn't heard praise & worship songs all week and on thursday night he played Heart of Worship for me hsiaofong and susanna, ah.... missed the presence of God man. Oh and so many of the instructors are Christians, they were even having some prayer meeting thing Omg so cool mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

Anyway back from OBS = BACK TO CHURCH! AND CELL! WOOO thats my favourite part omgomgomgomgomg i missed everyone so crazily much :D most importantly God i missed way too much tootoo tooo tooo much. Cell and church hav been awesome :)

Aiyah... Have been feeling a lil dry and ill disciplined after OBS. Just cannot get my emotions correct. Was just worshipping God and suddenly it broke. I guess sometimes we should stop trying to hide the cuts which are so fresh and real and push it into that "not big a deal" zone. Experiencing the hurt may be painful... But experiencing the love from God when you lift those hurts up into His hand... its amazing.... :)

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Sunday, March 01, 2009

OBS BABY!!

as usual. i look like maniac carrying over amount of bags. but hey, i improved from last time ok :D now its just two small-medium duffels hahahaha

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