It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Saturday, February 26, 2005
*Sigh* only been a day and i miss school. not because of the studying but i miss my friends. we've been chatting on the phone nonstop but its not the same. lalalala. im so bored. in a few minutes i havta go study. arghh. isnt there something called saturday night, time to rest? or at least study ABIT only. im so sick of studying already. everyday day and night study. such thing as a break? puh-lease. cant wait for ruoxi and wen to come over to my house!!!!! tts abt... heck, 3 weeks away. but ruoi said she wants to come 1 week earlier anywayz.!!!.!>1. ok cant think of anything to write anymore. byebye :P
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
whats wrong?
Friendships are meant to be like a circle. neverending. but the friendship bewteen us: jia qi ruo xi and i and the friendship wif li wen is like totally broken. well ruo xi is fine wif li wen. but sometimes she does moan. im worse than ruo xi but wens always gonna be at least my 3rd best friend for this year or even more. jia qi on the other hand, is like totally in a square. angles at the corner which are causing difficulties.my goodness. whats wrong wif us??? i had better go call li wen and specifically ask her to TALK to jia qi today. and besides, qi, she didnt totally ignore u today rememba? she played catching wif u!!! my idea anywayz but :D.
Monday, February 21, 2005
i am like so gonna kill liwen. she promised shed sit at the back wif us like 3 times but always ended up sitting wif wan ting. i dunno what she sees in her. ok... i like wan ting myself. shes really nice. but she has to think abt jia qi soon. shes going nuts. just yesterday she said li wen was her bestest friend in da world and today. she said i cant have her as my best friend anymore, i tried talking to her the whole day and she didnt even listen, now shes only down to my friend. ARGH!!! wy is this happening? whats wrong with the friendship between us. i was fine wif li wen today. she partnered but and joined us often but basically she hung out wif us until wan ting called her and then she RELUCTUNTLY WENT BACK. gosh. k ill brb. gonna go down to play wif my bunneh
Sunday, February 20, 2005
...... going to little india tomorrow..... or did i just mention that in the last blog. oh right, yeah i did. i feel kinda guilty right now. as in like not including jia qi intomy ipw project work. i feel bad. but i cant help it. i need to do it wif wen but ruoxi wants to do it with her too. ok, i feel really guilty. qiqi arh, please forgive me k?? so sorreh, anywayz, cant be bothered to write anymore now. bb
ŸāŶ1!!!!!
whoopeee so happy, li wen called me. to ask me whether i was going to bring camera. but anywayz!!!! just so happy to hear her voice. even though its just like any other normal voice, theres just something i miss in it. ruo xis voice, too often, everyday call at least twice and sometimes over 5 times. eg: today. :P hehexxx... just feel so happy!!!!! my gosh i miss wenwen. i sound like a lez. for the past 3 blogs all ive been talking is abt her. i dunnno. even though i noe that stuff wif wan tings still gonna be the same, i guess itll be okay. i mean, i shd let her decide who she wants to be friends with, who her friends are and who her ENEMIES are which i think i can iclude myself in. im glad she called. even if it was to kill me id be happy. :)
a letter to you, wen
I just dunno how to tell liwen that shes hurting us all.
well, maybe not all.
but definitely jia qi, ruo xi and i.
though jia qi and i are still doing most of the complaining.
but deep down inside, i know ruo xi is feeling rejected too.
I just dunno what you see in wan ting.
shes funny nice, very teasable.
the type you like.
but do you, by any chance ever think about ur OLD friends
how they feel?
i can tell you it.
we feel rejected. upset. sad. and most of all we miss you
lots. so much i feel like crying.
jia qi almost cried in school cos' of you,
just for a few seconds. if wen, you are reading this,
please do not be mad. we're just friends who care about you
we dont mind you friending wan ting. just please
remember US.
I was quite a idiotic person in p1 and p2. after joining this class i sorta like...
became a new person. and thats just the same with you. ever since you got seated with wan ting
youve become a new person. when i changed in p3. it was for the best. i didnt hurt anyone
people liked me more. but when you changed,
its different.
you are hurting us. your FORMER best friends.
sorry to blame this all on you.
i know its not fair. but i hope that youll read this .
and it will tell you how we feel.
just remember wen, ur my second best friend, illl never do anything to hurt you.
illl always be by ur side. wherever you go.
well, maybe not all.
but definitely jia qi, ruo xi and i.
though jia qi and i are still doing most of the complaining.
but deep down inside, i know ruo xi is feeling rejected too.
I just dunno what you see in wan ting.
shes funny nice, very teasable.
the type you like.
but do you, by any chance ever think about ur OLD friends
how they feel?
i can tell you it.
we feel rejected. upset. sad. and most of all we miss you
lots. so much i feel like crying.
jia qi almost cried in school cos' of you,
just for a few seconds. if wen, you are reading this,
please do not be mad. we're just friends who care about you
we dont mind you friending wan ting. just please
remember US.
I was quite a idiotic person in p1 and p2. after joining this class i sorta like...
became a new person. and thats just the same with you. ever since you got seated with wan ting
youve become a new person. when i changed in p3. it was for the best. i didnt hurt anyone
people liked me more. but when you changed,
its different.
you are hurting us. your FORMER best friends.
sorry to blame this all on you.
i know its not fair. but i hope that youll read this .
and it will tell you how we feel.
just remember wen, ur my second best friend, illl never do anything to hurt you.
illl always be by ur side. wherever you go.
:'( Í ŗËåĿĺŷ MïŚş Mŷ Ĺï ŴéŊ :'(
ARGH!!! i still miss wen wen so much. but not as bad as the past few days. i guess when you let it out itb does feel better. you sought of tell someone your problem at that person has the same problem as you. its kinda kool. but i so badly need to talk to her. i cant believe jia qi actually asked her whether she still likes me. and obviuosly her answer is yes... come on who wouldnt say yes out loud. i bet she hates me.... detests me... haixx... i dont think i fit in 5 f either. like everyone is so smart. i was a lucky kid. in p2 and p4 ( last year) i got in but just missing a few marks.... but heck i am not saying what it is. i never want li wen to know what it is, the only pplz ive told is lianne, vivi, joey and about okay..... 300 other pplz. but not anyone whose cose to li wen. except ruo xi, but she forgot so i guess its ok. then again, i dont think i even told her. :D i hope li wen realises how many pplz shes hurting soon. i feel kinda bad. pushing all the blame to her. i should let her on deciding who she wats to be friends with. but its just that well, i just feel like that theres kinda a bond between jia qi ruo xi and liwen and i. i really want my 2nd best friend back... really miss her so much i can just kill myself. ARGH..... i sound like a lez. i sound like im addicted. i sound disgusting.... but, who cares? i do.ok, i am getting weird. seriously weird. really weird. damn cant wait to go to school tomorrrow. i havta see my pals again. two days is too long, why cant they shorten the weekends? haixx... though i do kinda feel back to vi goh and joey. i just keep on pushing them more back and back in my friends list. ok vi not really but joey oh yeah. vi only moved back once in my entire time from p3 to p5.... now shes my third, joey on the other hand ( so poor thing ) is my 6th. thats their problem. im so pissed at felicia and hui qi... seriously pissed at huiqi but i like her better anywayz. ^_^ vi well, shes fine except that terrible habbit of dumping my pen out of my pencil case, taking of all their caps for pens and taking out the lead in my 0.5 pencil and put it into the 0.7 lead box and doing exactly the same to the 0.7. joey arh.... actually, shes the nicest out of all the shorties.she can be seriously bad at times but basicallly shes nice. but vi is just funner some how. hey joey no offense.
ITS BURNING..... hot.........
ITS BURNING..... hot.........
Saturday, February 19, 2005
*SIGH* I dun noe whats wrong wif me. i used to luv teasing Li wen last year. Now i feel like havta talk to her or else like ill die. im not a lezbian k. its just that now shes like so pally up wif wan ting and everything ruo xi and i say dosent matter to her anymore. all the funny stuff that USED TO make her laugh only makes her get irritated at us. Like Jia Qi ruo xi and i alll are feeling that way now. seriously, ruoxi and i really dun hate wan ting. we really like her. just feel dat welll shes stealing our friendship with Li Wen away from us. I mean, if Lianne wasnt first, Li Wen would be my best friend and she is ruo xis best friend and shes also one of jia qis best friends. haixx.... i dunno why i miss her so much. i really dont. right now i feel so desperate to talk to her. i mean, she didnt even want to tell who her best friend was now. i dont mind if its ruo xi or rachael. ruo xi long time friend and rachael well, shes just a really nice person. but if its wan ting.... i seriously will go and get my sis to cook me up and bake me with chocolate sauce now and then..... feed it to li wen. :D. lol, ARGH!!!!! why cant i get my mind off her. im like totally obsessed with her. I WANNA TALK TO HER NOW. i suggest after reading this blog pplz dont read the one for the next few days. theyll all have the same topic: Li Wen. :( :( :( i just really desprately need to talk to her. like all the friends she makes with, even though she always steals pplz stuff, its just like a bond thats starts to grow. heck.... im becoming so mushy. I CANT HELP IT. i also suggest pplz who are reading stop reading now. from now onwards illl all be talking about the same thing. i just feel like crying. i almost did just now. as in really did. oh heck. what if she reads this. shes coming to my house and when ruoxi reads she will too. ill never know how to face her again afterwards. haixx.... ill be back tmr.... or mebe tonight. my list of friends
'
1) Lianne
2) Li Wen
3) Vivian Goh
4) Ruo Xi
5) Jia Qi
6) Joey
those are the most important pplz in my life.... especially liwen..... i miss her so much. i really wanna tell her how much shes hurting everyyone but really i dont dare. does she think ruo xi and i are to pally? were not. we both like her more than we like each other... :(
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1) Lianne
2) Li Wen
3) Vivian Goh
4) Ruo Xi
5) Jia Qi
6) Joey
those are the most important pplz in my life.... especially liwen..... i miss her so much. i really wanna tell her how much shes hurting everyyone but really i dont dare. does she think ruo xi and i are to pally? were not. we both like her more than we like each other... :(
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
I'm gonna be like so broke. i own my sis 80 bucks and i only have 30 and a like 1 dollar more? why does da lizzie mcguire episode DVD have to be so ex? there are 4 discs. with 22 episodes altogether but stil... its WAY to ex. its gonna like use up most of my new year money. so sad :(, oh well, at least my dads students are coming over today. my sis got around 300 bucks last time but I WASNT THERE. :'( so sad. but i was having a happier life in australia. its so cool there. and the teachers are so nice. they even had an air-con and white clean polishes toilets. 2 playgrounds. small farm animals, and even a sand box. small trampoline. beds. a cooking corner and on family day, they brought even more animals. well. gotta go. tata
haixx... chinese new year. i deperately need money. i own my sis 80 bucks for the lizzie mcguire episode DVD. there are 22 episodess. very nice.... but very expensive. im gonna go broke. like totally. i just got 30 bucks ONLY. form ying yans. her mom gave me 30 but my ssis only got 20. HAHAHAHAHA.
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