It's time for a new beginning (:

history maker, here i come.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

 
HAHA

i KNEW today would be funny
and it WAS
haha

anw
reached school about 6.30 but waited for sumei till like 6.55
then waited for trish till like 7.05
haha

then we went in
flag raisin then hwachong marchin band performance
its super duper cool like the marching band in 'drumline'

yehh then we watched the competitors
and then... we went to walk around
a lot of stalkers i must say....
poor rosanne was running around the entire hwachong haha
van was busy stalkin guys who were stalkin us ny girls?!
and esther sm trish and i were runnin around lookin for CECIL
hahahahahahaha
just for the fun of it

yup
so i pretty much passed most of the day without anything to do with it
until
i bumped into
ARNOLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR)
hahahahahaha
but it was quite funny
he decided to take things into his own hands cos he decided that me n david were too lonely -.-
yup
so that lead into a series of weird stuff...
that lead me to a conclusion people r getting toooo wuliao abt this boy girl stuff alr
sheesh, ragin hormones for them
id rather kiss a cow than a guy until im like 23 haha
actually, id rather just be a guy!
seriously
i shall go give arnold i tight slap the next time i see him
haha

yup
so went home after that
it was awesome -.-
5000 ppl leavin the school at once
but luckily
managed to catch a 170 and get a seat
ended up chattin wif this old grandpa on the way home
its super tiring to tok to old ppl
u dun ever havta tok but u just havta keep smiling... and smiling
haha
ok
for me anyway
yea
:)

so as such
ive decided to abandon all going-outs and be a loner and stay at home to STUDYYYY
awwww
haha

well
cya

csm'08 was..... not as fun as last year
but interestin too :)
i miss sthc ppl! must go out... once i hav money again :D
for now.. i shall just go read what happened on csm last year again... april 30th :p
thats why i rarely dun not blog.. i regret not bloggin in p6, cos i love lookin back in the past and laughing away and how idiotic i was then ;p

Monday, April 28, 2008

 
HAHA

ohman tmr is COMBINED SPORTS MEET AGAIN
how awesome is that
apparently im going to get matchmaked
o-m-g

haha.
lets see how diff tmr goes from last year
some poor girls gonna get STALKED
haha

yeh
anyway
sumei went home today after she came to school cos she was darn sick
omg i love her head so pain still come to school
not that its GOOD you dodo, but i really love the effort :)
rest well sm !!!!!!!

yeh
yesterday went to krys house for bs...
i stayed there till 7
and in the end
I DIN HAVE BS AT ALL
omg what a waste of a afternoon
haha
but nvm, i learnt quite alot from sumei's and esther's too i guess...
hmmm

oh
haha
liew is dam funny
she wouldnt come out of her room cos she was in her pj's apparently
and just kept screamin and screamin
finally she had to ask krys for a math ques
so she CHANGED to get out
crazy chloe.
haha. :)
love that girl

yup
well
exams r comin up for... everyone else this week!
haha
well, suffer now, enjoy later
while we have to enjoy now, suffer later
who knows which is better?
:p

haha
well
gtg now!!!
cya :)

Sunday, April 27, 2008

 
sometimes
i really feel
i dont have the capacity to contain this any more
i really wonder what right you have to speak to me like that
what right do you have to demean my reputation like that?
i just wanna burst out loud with a whole mouth of !%^&*(^&!
but....

there's always a but
it doesn't matter
i wont feel angry
because God keeps telling me 'its a test its a test'
so ill bear with it like a test

an anger that turns into anxiety, pain, guilty and so much shame
but yet
with the grace of God
i can always get through

No one can judge but the creator God Himself.
the shame that men have put onto me shall be gone in the name of Jesus

HAHAHAHAHA
ok
now im happy
i love to post abt stuff like this
cos when i post
i really think it thru
and i really just imagine God's face lookin down on me
and the start, God was really feelin so anxious about the choice i would choose, whether i would be God seekin or man seeking

in the middle, when everythin turned to tears, God would weep down on me and feel pain for me

and at the end... when i tell God that i trust in Him, God smiles, God jumps up from His throne, and then God starts clapping, starts laughing, starts whirling around, starts whooping for joy that His child has overcome the devil.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i guess its stuff like this that makes all the difference

 
01. You have four cakes: chocolate, cheese, fruit & vanilla. You have to give it to four members of the opposite gender (just random. Parents also can! :x

chocolate = gerald
YELLOW! = Leon
fruit= Lawrence
vanilla = ajay

Pick seven people (guy/girl also can :D) who remind you of these seven drinks: Coke, water, soup, cocktail, green tea, tea, coffee.

Coke = Ruiyuan
Water = Gerald
Soup = Leon
Cocktail = Bettie
Green Tea = Joey Tam
Tea = Evelina
Coffee = Brandon

Chocolate: The person you love: Gerald. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Cheese: The person you hate: Leon. OH GOSH I'M SO SORRY LEON :O
Fruit: The person you cherish. LAWRENCE? kapui-cc-cough-urghh
Vanilla: The person you admire. AJAY. ADMIRE. right. Haha.

02.Coke: Your first love. Ruiyuan. (LOL)
Water: The person you trust the most. Gerald. Haha, to an extent?
Soup: The person you want to see everyday. Leon.Gosh so contradictory, i hate him everyday and i want to see him everyday here. haha.
Cocktail: Who you want to have sex with. Bettie. HARHH? haiyo bu yao la... bettie ah... aiya.. cannot la. hahaha.

Green Tea: Your best friend. Joey. YES! :)
Tea: Your good friend. Evelina. haha yes
Coffee: Your first crush. HAHA! brandon chew! not really lah, its just that coffee is too easily associated with him to me.

yes anyway!
today was great
service was awesome
pm was awesome
weeee! :D

just praying
and praying
and praying
till my stomach hurts and my voice goes squeaky.
feels...
great!
aha :)\

bye!! :D

Saturday, April 26, 2008

 
weeeheeehee

guess what
i did like math from like like 8 to 11pm :O omg right?
hahahaha
and then
was attempting to do like science raft
but i had no idea how to do
so i just wrote out a rough keypoint and gave up -.-
sheesh, dunno why they always make us do these lame assignments
haha

yehyeh
so its like 12.10 am now!!!!
sorry its really exciting cos i rarely find myself sleepin later than 11.30 haha
its a sort of disciplinary act i have set myself in to prevent falling asleep in class the next day

i am like super bored
and no fun people are online
hm
hm
hm
hold on ah
i shall go find a random quiz on google to do
i like doin them
they r so fun!
haha
...
..
....

ok i just wasted 11 min of my life
searchin for blog quizzes
turns out like th most popular ones are all so... grossssss
hm

oh well
then i shall go now

g night...

ps. garden fairies r seriously so so so cool:) does anyone wanna join my garden fairy gang?? we can like go to ajay's garden and twirl around every cell :)

 
BOOO

haha
woke up at like 11.40 today
was kinda late for cell
oops

hmm
played the polar bear game
haha
walao
as far as i remember playin this game
i have been voted out as polar bear first every time
becos of that ajay! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
haha

and worst thing today
first out forfeit
must go into ajay's garden on e bridge, and twirl around shoutin 'I AM A GARDEN FAIRY I AM A GARDEN FAIRY!!!!'
and yeh.. well.. ajay sucks, so i got voted out first
highly embarrassin i tell u
if the neighbours were watching... wow...
hahaha

cell was GREAT
so awesome
waaaaa
everyone was like prayin n crying n prayin n crying
haha

after cell just lazed around and chatted
i was plucking jessies toe and leg hair
LOL
ok
im not sick
but its her fault
she keep on stickin her foot in my face
only way to get it away ma
-.-

yeh
and then
haha
i kind of tortured and chemically eroded isaac's bag
i shall not say how thou
sheesh haha
(oops)
hahaha sorry isaac

bus-ed to mrt
went to withdraw money for matt
but that pig was just too darn lazy to wait
and made me go up fer nothin
grrrr
went back down
waited for 184 for like half an hour
reached home

yeh
haha
i shall go n cry now
not becos im sad
im actually quite happy
but i just feel like cryin
hahaa

well
cya :D:D::D:D

Friday, April 25, 2008

 
HI :D

today was mighty long
but also super accomplishing!!
:D:D:D:D:D

haha
watched some movie called 'zao shu' (early maturity) durin pccg
hongkong movie or somethin
SUPER FUNNY AHAHAHA
well
you basically know the contents :O
errr
not sick thou
dun wry haha

yeh
lessons lessons lessons
after school cca!!
discuss discuss discuss closure of earth week
FINALLY
haha

reached home 5.25
ate dumplings till 5.35
and left e house to meet trish at kap

walao she
scold me say must reach kap on the dot at 6
in the end
i waited and waited
till 6.25!!
hahaha
feedin my legs to mosquitoes
and u noe why she was late?

trish:'it's not my fault.... i took the wrong bus.....'
me:'how exactly did you take the wrong bus trish?!'
trish:'well u see.. there r 3 buses at my house, 157, 156 and 163.. i know 157 and 156 go to school wat.. so i just assumed if 2 out of 3 go.. then the last one go also la.'
me: TRICIA TAN!!

haha
in e end
went for math tuition
oh man it was SUPER GOOODDDD ok
i understood like everything man
hahaha weee thx isaac!!
ended at 8.30

teacher's girlfrien was waiting outside e door

tricia's MUM: 'eh benjamin, yur mummy waitin outside for u'
teacher:'thats my girlfriend...................LOL'
2 second of silence

then everyone burst out laughin
hahaha
e gf was just like want to die want to die alr hahahahahhaa

byebye

Thursday, April 24, 2008

 
yo :)

cip today!!!
me trish and sm were like dreadin doin wif boys at first
but then we had sooo much fun!!! e boys r so cute
as in super super cute ok!!!!!
(they r p6.. wat r u thinking??)
ahahaha

whew
friday tmr

im
so tired
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
but
i just talked wif krys !!!:D
and my mind is so refreshed
and my headache is gone!!
divine healing ahahahahaha
sheesh
ok

must go do qt now
cant wait for tmr
need to catch up in my sleep badly

yawn yawn yawn
(sry i din call u back eveahahaha)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

 
URGHHH
URGHHHH
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

church camp is on 8,9,10
and guess what
i am leavin on e 7th!!!!!
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo @@@ -.-

haiya
nvm
i feel e burden for the holidays
its gonna be so hard
but.. i have God as my stronghold
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

went to kap after school and met anlynn ruiyuan unice rita err matt and .. lotsa mre ppl
hahaha
had bs with leon
waaaa copy till hand pain
andand
HAHA
RUIYUAN
IS SO FUNNY
he has STDs (sexually transmitted diseases)!!!

hahahahaha
nvm, for the sake of his high standin reputation, shall not reveal the process
AHEM...
haha

matt and rael were super (!!!) today
they wasted like 5 ENTIRE minutes of my lifetime telling me about a red tank
sumei was intrigued! haha

(FORKFORKFORK)

ok
alot of rubbish today

im feelin so burdened

but.. like pauline said from her blog

'God has a burden,
A burden for us to know Him through His Word,
A burden to fellowship with Him through prayer and worship,
A burden to win the lost...
Jesus says: My yoke is easy and my burden is light.
His burden terrifies at times but brings joy to the heart.
His burden takes all of us and gives us all of Him.
His burden takes our eyes off ourselves and on Him.
His burden causes us to be broken but not crushed.
We used to think we are not good enough to carry it.
That's the whole point.
He wants to carry it WITH us.
Jesus, thank you. I love You.'


terrifyin burden, but joy to my heart
hahaha
ok well
cya :)

Monday, April 21, 2008

 
yoyoyo :)

watched badminton finals during school today
then after school
went to esthers house to clean e fish tanks :)
it was super fun (and super stinky)

and guess what
KENNETH BATHED WITH THE TERRAPINS!
hahahahahahahahaha
we were just standing outside the toilet door and laughing and screaming
omg kenneth is super funny hahaha

went to kap after that.
met ruiyuan and collin at the bus stop.
WA RUIYUAN! WAN FIGHT IS IT!!! tsk tsk tsk!!!
he lectured me for 3 min abt nv take care of collin properly lei
' not sincere'
' so sarcastic '
' how can like this! what kidn of person are you?'
hahahaha -.-

at the end.
me: " BYE COLLINNNN!! :D ' -turns away and walks off-
ruiyuan: " WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, what about me lah!"
me:" HAHAHAHAA" - turns head back, laughs, walks away-

sorry ruiyuan, thats your punishment!
haha

so that was quite a scene.
went in
studied and stuff

leon made me the 'masterpiece' of his again
aha
then we were trying to help jolyn with her math... (seriously unsuccessful)

well :)
happy day today.

i love 445 :) :)

Sunday, April 20, 2008

 
HELLO!!!


omg!!
today service was LIKE WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOWOW
like


i havent used this word in along time
PHENOMENALLL!!!
YESS!!

sidney mohede from true worshippers was leadin praise n worship
and i heard the shine like stars liveeeeeeeeeeeeee!
WEEEE :)
happy happy
and then preachin
even more powerful
DR KIM SUNGHAE!!!

'David Yonggi Cho is a Korean Christian minister. He is Senior Pastor and founder of the Yoido Full Gospel Church (Assemblies of God), the world's largest congregation with a membership of 830,000 (as of 2007).[1] Cho still conducts two services of the seven the church holds a day; they are so heavily attended that people often must arrive an hour early to have a seat.[1]'

WOWOWOWOWW!! okay now we're talkin abt Dr Cho's wife here.. but equally amazin..

this is her



OMGOSH SHES SO CUTE!!!!! :)
ok that was prob when she was a lil younger
but she so cute !!

and shes so POWERFUL
just as i was watchin e vid of her amazin works i was getting goosebumps and feelin e presence of God
the presence of e Holy Spirit was just SO GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahahaha
all yu that missed out on today... wa... regret of a lifetime

and after svc i was feelin so stressed out becos of so many hw and project to complete by tonite
then i found out... history sia due on friday, dun need chiong, then, mr fang just SUDDENLY postponed e qg1 and qg2, and jianing and i completed our movie review really nicely
SO ITS JUST AWESOME

and this is not pure luck or chance... ITS E POWER OF GOD!
stop denyin it, stop sayin it isnt, cos it most denifintely is!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I LOVE YOU DR CHO :)
you really cast out e demons and healed me!
u gave me the annointin of e Holy Spirit
most imptly
I LOVE YOU GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!
thank You thank You thank You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahaha...
you see, when you're in the house of God
these moments of eternal happiness are just so evident.
they're not just like a simple something that you forget after a decade or 2
but these annointings from God are just something that you will remember for eternity

lastly
GOOD LUCK KRYS FOR HER LAST EXAM TMR!!!!!
WOOO GOD BLESS HER!

hahaha
when you're a child of God, these happinesses don't come and go
when i wasn't saved last year, those moments of happiness which i thought would last never ever lasted
but i guess
when you're with God, God never leaves anything undone for You.. if He wants to bless you, He'll bless you till the end, if He wants to shower You with happiness, your heart will never feel a emotion of sadness again.

It's all about God.
not the boring dead God...
but a God that is living, a God that is fun, a God that is creative, a God that is loving, a God that is imaginative, a God that is everywhere, a God that you CAN feel, a God that was willing to sacrifice His Son for you so that you could be showered with this peace.

why be sad? why deny it? Givin God a chance to work in your life, will be the best decision that you have ever made and ever will make. and i can promise that there won't be a single regret in your heart.

wow :)


Saturday, April 19, 2008

 
WEE!!

it's 12.02 so HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELI AND LEAH!!!
hahaha

yup

well
guess what
im studyin!
omg broken record rite
hahahahaha
ohwell
night :)

 
'Honey i love you... will you smile for me?'

-stone face-
-stone face-
-slowly mouth starts turning into a smile-
then..
'BWAHAHAHAHAHA'

okay.
so thats the game highlight of the day.
matthew and his 'oh-so-awesome' game
haha.
basically one person is meant to go to the any random person and say, ' honey i love you, will you smile for me'?
and if that person smiles, that person has to go do it to someone else.
haha. Jolyn and krystle are quiteeeee what should i say... hopeless at this game?
hahahahaahaha. kidding!!

went to west mall with jolyn after that
(SHHHH)
-.-
bought this humongous card for jade's friend (?!)
which i have to lug to church tmr
jade got service charge or not?
haha.

cya :)

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

 
hullo!

today was... quite good, compared to a normal tuesday
i think its really because ive been havin a quiet time every night
when you tell God, God, no matter how tired i am, no matter how sad i am, no matter how depressed i am, i will still set a time that i can connect with You every night, and God will just... really bless you in every aspect of your life
my life has just been going up up up up up up up since i started having a faithful quiet time
in every single aspect, my spiritual life, my studied, my health
its just like WOW!!!
if you just let God have a chance in your life... i think your life would just be like a sudden BAM, everything becomes perfect

haha
i just started reading The purpose driven life by rick warren
call me slow, i myself cant believe i took so long to find such an AMAZING book
it really is just so breathtaking and covers every single aspect
from starting a walk with God, to faithfulness, to purpose in life, to protecting your church, to being a great servant... i feel so renewed!!
haha

well
pe was today!
can u believe it.. i actually wasnt dreadin it
and had alotta fun... volley ball is nice :) even thou im not very good at it and usualyl end up pancake-ing my finger

today finished watching heroes
woooo it was quite nice :)
haha

had cca
which was quite fun and passed real fast cos me and nat were just being stupid
haha

went home and... didnt go swimmin cos it was rainin
but went joggin instead
muahahah i ran like abt 3km!! wee... ok i shant reveal the time.. since its a slight embarrassment
but its an improvement, and God is smiling down at me, so what else can i ask for? :P

woohoo
im really feelin so energized to become a great servant of God
in every single aspect
personally... doing the things that people hate to do most, really brings me the most joy
becos im not only servin ppl... but im servin God :D
pick rubbish, clean up after home ec, hang out with the ppl that other ppl dun like... things that as a physical bein.. i hate doin, i disgust doin, but becos im a child of God, becos i hav the spirit inside of me... these r the things that i am willin to do with all my heart :) i love my God, my church, my cell grp, i love my eternity!! :)

Monday, April 14, 2008

 
HI! (:

well.
started out the day with a prayer meeting, woots!

then we watched Heroes during La, HAHA.
errrr some parts were really gross and personally, i was very very worried sitting next to sumei!
haha, kidding la.

hm, rest of the day was just dragging by
malay was last period.
it was... agonizing.
even the teacher was teasing me about... urghhh.
bad luck i guess.

met anlynn after school and we waundered around cos someoneeee refused to answer his phone
haha.
went home and i went jogging at the gym... and partly swimming because lightning started flashing and i kinda freaked myself out
ahaha

whoosh
i feel so accomplished today
now
i must go figure what quadratic graphs is all about because my mind seems to automatically shut down during math lessons.
hahaa.

bye!! :)

Sunday, April 13, 2008

 
today, God proved to me that He was real.
That He could make the most amazing things happen, as long as you gave Him a chance.
wowwww right?

i praised Him, i didn't lose my faith in Him, and He gave me a great testimony to share.
I'm so lucky to be in the House.
weee!! (:

anyway
went tuition shopping with anlynn after service
(service was.. WOW btw)
haha
chloe was being all ' i am cute' hahahaahahha
its funny how i can feel so relaxed just talkin to them
that somehow we can just come up with endless things to say... i always feel so comfortable when i'm with them.
they're great people in God :)
hahaha

now anlynn and i are gg for science tuition
lmao
leon, join us? HAHAHA.
=p

don't vomit.
bye!! :)

Saturday, April 12, 2008

 
woots
these two days have been... happening.
haha.

yesterday was.. friday!
went over to watch matt and ruiyuan perform after cca
went to golden rooster and ate with jess poo before bus-ing down.
anyway, met leon jackson and jolyn there.
leon has... creative ways of eating. haha.
andand, HE REJECTED MY SELF-MADE APPLE CRUMBLE (!!!)
ehh mister my cookin not bad k... hahaha

the performance was good!
ruiyuan was some hot shot lead actor wearin a roman soldier uniform... which is equivalent to a skirt and some feathery blue hat and acting all cool haha
and matt... waahhahaha, the best of all, SLAVE! haha.
so he had to do this super funny funny dance with his weirdish clothes
haha.

anyway, grats maattttt and ruiyuan for the performance (:
i think you guys did amazing! haha.

today was... hahaha.
hurrr.. woke up at like 11.50, and got dragged down to kap to get songsheets from brandon
bought some weird pies from swiss bakery and brandon went to stare at meat.

met jolyn at the bus stop, haha
cabbed down cos it was rainin.
miss chloe liew came, stole my food and whined away about whether i loved her, how much i loved her, whether i missed her and so on -.- haha

cg was great!! (:
i think the message was super awesome 'sacrifice of praise'
wee
aahahaha.

after that
nothin to do
went out with anlynn jolyn jade dar and law
haha
ate dinner at bk
and went to walk around...
and then...
i realised.. i couldnt find my wallet.
at first it was just a sought of 'never search properly thing'
but i couldnt find it -_-
ran around searchin for it
but haiyaaa
just couldnt find it.
and best thing, i was preparin to fulfill my buildin fund tmr after finally going down to replace my card this week
and now.. byebye card
and i doubt they'll let me replace my card after a week -.-
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
but u noe wat
im a lil worried, i haveta admit, but... im not afraid of anything
'focus on the promise, not the problem'.
God promises to bless me as long as a sacrifice for Him, as long as i work to spread His love, as long as i always have faith in Him.
i trust that He IS my stronghold, He IS the horn of my salvation.
So... i'm not scared, if i have enough faith, Krystle said she maid angels come down, well, i'll expect my wallet to fall from the sky. haha.

well
watched Definitely Maybe
new pickup line from the show
'i donated all my organs to the charity organization (or somethin), but i kept one thing for you... my heart'
hahaha.
anyway
the show was really complicated (for some simple minded people) haha jkjk
lawrence was just rolling around the entire show whinin ' i dunno wats gg on i dunno wats gg on'
then he just sat onto the cinema floor and stared at e back of e seat the rest of the show -.-
seriously
hahaha
good thing he had no popcorn with him today (HUH!!)
haha

ate swensens after that, icecream
haha.

now...
im gonna go pray
cos even if i do have faith
but i am still human, and i still kinda few desperate, i admit.
but i also know that if i make the sacrifice of praise in my darkest hours, God will bless me.
very qiao right? today preach this message then this sort of thing happen to me.
God really does work in interesting ways...
haha

seeya :)





Wednesday, April 09, 2008

 
hmmm.

promised not to blog, but this is something worth sacrificing for.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANLYNN!

my lover is finally 14!!! hooray (:
darlin ur such a great friend (and lover :p, oh no jolyn is gonna kill me :o) and i love you to itsby bitsy bits forever!!
keep growin in e Lord and u'll become e next cgl!! weee
oh and rmb to laminate the card i gave u (hahah)

yup! what a special day :)

since i blogged today, i shant blog tmr!
haha.

well... since im already blogging..
lets get started.
yesterday was kinda borin...
oh but it was the start of like international friendship day so apparently we're meant to go around hugging all our 'loved' ones.
haha. i bet sumei is jealous she din come :p
i got to hug TRICIA dear, haha.

yehhhh
and then we started the latest topic in bio!
sumei & jolene's FAVOURITE topic... human reproduction!
hahaha
and best thing, sumei was absent, must have felt so much agony. (er)
omg its awfully disgusting actually, dirty my .. relatively pure mind.

today!
presented scrabble :)
wee finally another thing to check of my list!
haha
got back math quiz -_-. 6/10
oh well, it's a good start, higher and higher and higher .

went to clementi posb after school to get my card replaced!
yayyyyy yayyy finally i got $$$$$$$$$$$ to fulfill my building fund!
what joy :D

bus-ed back to kap
cut my finger openin the lid of the sweet.. u dun understand how right? well, neither do i.
hmmm
leon n jackson came
haha

read leon's poem about EARTH DAY...
wow.. so.. poetic.
haha
he was like forcin me to pay HIM to do HIS homework?
rubbishhh! haha.

yeh, brandon came along n sat wif his friends
yoyoyo
studied abit

then stoned.. and stoned
cos i had nothin else to do
then leon...
privacy invasion king...
started diggin through my wallet and found my PRIMARY 1 ezlink card.. which ive only ever shown 1 person before which is.. chloe liew :D (cos hers was abt just as funny, haha)
and then u noe.. they saw it... laughlaughlaughlaughlaugh --'
well...
cant blame them =p
haha

then..
leon n jackson left :(
so i pebbled ( nt bein lame, just cos i got scolded for repeatin a word too many times by some gay thing =p ) for awhile watchin jessie do her math

then.. nothin to do!
said bye to brandon, went home...
im reallyreallyreallyreallyreally sorry brandon!!
but i did not pangseh youuu!
i promise i'll make it up to u... somehow :(
hohoho

okayyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.
takin a break now
wee!!
cya :)

Monday, April 07, 2008

 
hi! (:

school was.. a part i would rather skip.
i find myself... talking lesser and lesser each day.
school.. is just a sinking feeling of loneliness.

after school went to kap.
studied with leon and brandon.
ahahaha, they made my day.

'the fruit fly is smaller than other flies.."
"oh look, there's a dustmite, there's another one, this one is smaller than that one"
and the toilets, 'must fine this and that if the poop or pee don't go into correct places'
and... some unsightly thing about tricia and her sexy legs which leon happened to STUMBLE upon as he went through my outbox. (oops) haha
and all the rubbish that one blur king and one lame king can come up with.
to be able to make me laugh so happily... i really owe it to them aye (:

reached home at 7.40.
got a whole lot of work to rush (oops)

i won't be bloggin till thursday!
just a disciplinary act i set myself in. (heh)
well, see you later! (:




Sunday, April 06, 2008

 
hello!! :)

haha.
woke up at like 8
fetched faith and met rita
dunno why my dad so nice today still send me (hahaha)

some things happened on the way
and then we were quite late.
(totally not my fault..)
tskk leon see la every time say i am the bad influence of being late but actually you're the one that causes the lateness!!
ahaha

well... service was.. awesome i think
they sang some songs that have touched me in the past and then completely forgot about.
service was good

'spirit of excellence'

it was really powerful
but im quite confused about my thoughts of it now
so yup

make up cell after svc
quite stoned
and then my mood just started going downdowndowndowndown after that

but
im confused of what i want now
as in
i can feel the whole new beginning of today seep into me
but im so confused
haha

well
lets just hang on
a week at a time.

urghhh
my phone is being so screwed
cant receive messages again
so... all the messages from ytd evenin to now... byebye..
hahha

well.
its a new beginning!
one year!
i'm excited!

im excited for everythin to start going well
im excited to see angels runnin thru my window (haha)
im excited for a breakthru in w445
im excited to reach a new level in my spiritual life
im excited to serve people more and more in every single way
im excited to bond more and more wif my cg members
im excited for that revival that is not coming soon, but NOW, in nanyang

im just so.. excited :)

you know
at the start of today... all th way till like 4.30..
i was really feelin so down
wonderin when that happiness was
but then i realised..
it wasnt exactly a year yet!
and then... 4.35 came.. probably when me esther yuka and saiying entered the expo hall 8 durin easter service last year...

and suddenly.. the peace of God just came onto me
the agitation just flew away
a year...
a whole year....
i was really sad today because.. the person who was most excited and happy for me about this day wasnt here..
but, its a day abt God
not abt people
its th day where i threw all those cuts and pain away
its the day i vowed not to curse in my life again.. and im proud to say.. ive kept to my word
in that area, at least
its really an accomplishment

even thou somtimes the words do resound in my head, but... never when im angry or sad, only when the devil has nothin better to do
becos i noe that the time im happiest with God is actually when i feel the worst
the time where i love God most is when i feel the lowliest

im determined to make this a good start
this past year
i wasnt doing so well in my studies becos i really was concentratin on gettin my faith stable and strong
and now ive mastered that...

ive set new goals for myself this year
things that i am still unable or find so hard to do

well

spiritual goals..

1) do a faithful follow up.. fishbone or no fishbone
2) have a consistent quiet time... go away frm me laziness
3) finish victorious livin and ft1 and if time works well.. maybe ft2 =p
4) accept the post of a connect grp leader... but that only will happen if 1 and 2 go well
5) get water baptised.. but that will only happen if 4 goes well

haha might be worried abt the ' if this goes well' but... ill make it go well
its just a target that ive set for myself... step-by-step target. woo :p

educational goals... aim higher? haha

1) at least 4 above 70.... hahaha. well.. have faith in me!
2) top 10% in level and good progress award..? i need the money =p
3) a good study time... hoho

and the rest....
i feel will fall into place
yeh

well. cya!! :)

Saturday, April 05, 2008

 
today...

was quite awesome i must say :D
hahaa.

woke up around 9
showered and met jolyn and ajay at coro at 11.30
(I WAS NOT LATE)
haha

walked over to serene's macs and we let jolyn sleep cos apparently she was up all night preparin Anlynn's present.
haha.

ajay and i went around lookin for awfully chocolate
but we couldnt find it
and i felt dam bad asking any shop owner for directions if i din by anything
so i dragged ajay to the flower shop and forced him to get flowers for Anlynn
ahhaha.

looked at all the cards
and we couldnt find any nice one
until we saw one big big word hidden away at the bottom of the pile... and we knew it was that
hahaha
ajay couldnt decide which flowers were nice
so the shopkeeper chose it
tsktsk

then went to buy the cake
and went back to find jolyn
HAHA had an amusing time watching ajay write his half of the card, seriously, so expressionless =p
AND. he can't spell 'consistent'.
haha.

bus-ed over to dar and lawrence house
no one was there except jade

cell group was awesome
krys message was super funny haha
and then...
anlynn's surprise!

so we were meant to like do it at a hill
but hur... plans sorta changed
and we just played the hot n cold game
which was quite fun actually
andand!

MY PRETTY CARD FOR ANLYNN!!!!
hahahaha

okay for the safety for my reputation, i show not say what i put
haha

and then!
gerald sang a song for anlynn
lmao.
everyone was like 'leonleonleon sing'
haha
poor leon.

yup
cut the cake
and then everyone left after that
only me leon jolyn jackson n hannah stayed behind.. to wash the dishes which were like alot
actually, only me and leon
lazy bums la the others hahaha
unfortunately, there was only one sponge, so leon had to squirt the gif onto his hand and well... molest the plates. awesome.
haha.
talked alotta funny stories...( mostly him.. duh =p )
haha jkjk

yup
then
we decided wat to do
then jessie poopoo so whiney say if i dun go she dun go.. and as such..
ended up the 4 of us go to gerald's house to pei her
cabbed down cos we just missed the bus... which we could have caught -.-
haha

girls watched some funny touchin movie while the guys had a like 2 hour long bible study..
wow gerald, you beat krys man, hahaha
jkjk whoops

after the movie, jessie left
so me and jolyn just sat and sat

after that
went out for dinner !! yay :)
me jolyn jackson leon jiahao
haha

every place was like so ex.. so we ended up at coffee bean
dinner was fairly amusing..
jiahao has.. unusual eating habits
haha
jolyn was going siaosiao
jackson was rambling on with his minimelts and blurness (might just beat leon:p)

an example.
was talkin to jackson

jackson:' eh.. whats autocom ah?"
me:' auto com?'
jackson:' yeh they keep talking abt auto com auto com .. some church thing'
me:'... ALTAR CALL?!?!?!?!?"
jackson:'heh heh.. oh ya that'
me n jolyn:............ AHHAHA

yup. :p
leon was just staring so hungrily at jackson's and jiahao's food hhaha
and, no need to thank me leon, you've treated me tonnes more times than ive treated you la
haha

yehh
went to bus stop after that
the 3 of em left on e bus
so i pei-ed jiahao.
he kept on filling my brain with the amount of interest increase in ipod prices.. so much math i was just ?!?!?!? ahahha

yup!
reached home 9.40
got a quiz on monday...
oh no.
but aiyaa

this weekend, i just need to let it all go..
and tomorrow, is a really special day for me.
actually, the most special day of my life.
without this day
a day of laughter like today would never have been possible
without this day
i never would have found something i could love so much.
April 6th (:

the day into the light! Amen (:

Friday, April 04, 2008

 
HEYY!! :)

today was.. urghh
i was so drowsy due to all those packets of pills
that i just slept thru and dazed thru alot of stuff :)

but im so happy to say
this weeek is OVERRR
waaa
waaaa
waaaaaaaa
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

haha
well :D
i'm so sweaty now.
cos some mean thing called yusim raced me home when he's a guy please! and my distance is so much longer.
and still lie to me some more what tennis rubbish -.-
ahaha.

okay.
well, i'm tired
tiredtired yawn yawn

happy!!! :D

Thursday, April 03, 2008

 
HAHA.

guess what
once i walked into the doctor's room
the fish bone suddenly like disappeared
so we spent like super long looking for it (and i kept heavin into the doctors face)
and we concluded that the fishbone was gone

and then
it the fishbone incident turned into me havin a fever and a flu
my dad was going so diao he was just starin and laughin away

wee
no wonder ive been so tired
ive been sick for the past few days
and i wonder how i din even notice it
ahaha

its jus so weird
i keep gettin myself associated to fish
last week fell in fish pond, this week eat fish
then got this silly napoleon wrasse fish keep on persterin me with infatuations
hahahahaha

glubglubglub

i suddenly feel high
but you know what
i still know tomorrow's going suck
it's really not being negative
it's just how this week will go

grrr
i find myself dam irritatin
i seirously complain too much
i must just shut up n not complain
ok i noe that wun happen
but i mus become more happy :)

patience!
i hope i sleep well tonight
please dont call my phone or i'll kill
you, seriously.

haha.
cya!! :)

i am a friend of God...
i am a friend of God...
i am a friend of God He calls me friend....

 
haiya.

i'm feeling quite. down.
i never thought the devil would drain me physically.
i never expected it.

i feel like a walking corpse.
i've been put into a state where i am either mentally or physically awake at one time.

i also had a ... agonizing bus ride home trying to keep my.. waste materials down... or is it up?

my nose is completely stuffed, and i can't breathe with my mouth cos my throat cant take cool air.

and best news!!
WOO!!
I SWALLOWED A FISHY BONE -.-
and it's lodged somewhere
but that doesnt worry me alot.
it'll come out soon.
it's just that, now i have to run to the toilet every few minutes to drain out my saliva cos i cant swallow.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
devil won't you just go away
you're becoming a real huge pest.
you KNOW i won't lose to you so why don't you just give up.
seriously.
hhaha

ohwell.
i hate physical attacks
even though emotional ones are painful..
but physical ones are just .. draining.
and the worst is,
you can't count on anyone to help you through it.
what joy -.-

my parents are dam angry now ):
they'll probably never let me eat eel or any fish again -.-
wee!
okay, bye!! :D

RUN TO GOD!!!





Wednesday, April 02, 2008

 
hello.

out of sumei's request, i decided to blog.
haha. well,
what to say about today.

oh, the one thing that made me laugh my mind away.
(not because i'm sick)

for bio lesson,
we're doing human reproductive organs as you can see.
and you know what
they gave us a worksheet with the different part of each gender's reproductive system which we're meant to to colour, and then cut each part apart and then STAPLE the parts together, attach a string to it

and let it become a .. Hanging reproductive parts Mobile -.-

omg haha.
no pics, too gross =p

ya well
went to kap after school with esther sm and chuanling
to discuss some SYFC thing!
aweessomeee
big revival gonna come! (:

yup.
oh ya.

Yap yixuan... thank you so much for your letter
i always thought that comforting people was the greatest joy on earth, and it is, but being comforted isnt so bad either =p
and the letter, it came as such a surprise... i think that you're actually the first one that wrote a letter to me to encourage me on..
even thou ur goin thru so much urself, but you still find the time to write somethin for me...
i guess things that u least expect to happen really make up ur day :D
anw thanks so much barney, it really encouraged me thru alot today :)

haha, now i can understand why anlynn loves receivin letters so much
and yx, i wun reply ur letter now.... but when i feel the time is rite :)
becos its really when u receive somethin in ur darkest hours... that you truly see the meanin of it.
thanks yixuan
really thanks alot alot alot alot alot alot.

i really love people like sumei and yixuan
becos they really make it seem that everythin i do is worth it :)

here's for sumei...


I LOVE YOUUU HUMPHEAD DUNK!!! :)

here's for yixuan...

I LOVE YOU CAREYBEARY!!! (haha yes and u do look like one , and i am NOT naiive :p)

yup
with these people around mei can get thru any dark time
ill get thru this week
for sumei, ill do my best to buck up my strength.

JIAYOU!!!
2 more days julie!!

AND GET WELL KRYSTLE LIEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!

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