It's time for a new beginning (:

GROUCH.

still blogging now.
but less to blog abt, so the previous post sorta worked.
studying at bpp was stupid HAhaHA

it was retarded.
so like starbucks was my initial plan
so i was searchin all over for an atm
when i passed it right when i arrived at the buildin
then i realised the transferring in will onle be completed like tmr or something
so inside no money.. like 20 bucks or whatever
SO.
no starbucks.

but LUCKILY.
no posb card , still got KOPITIAM CARD!
AHAHA!

yes so studied at e library
was really tired
read some childrens books
ate dinner

n then i din noe wat to do.
waundered around e bp area hdb flats
nv been there before lol
e playground looked super fun
gave anlynn a call
she was gg MAD hahahaha
so i just sat there n stoned
n then i walked all e way home

I WANNA SCREAMMMM
I FEEL LIKE GOING BADLY MAD MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
suppress suppress suppress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOTS
2 more days of bio bio bio
actually
one n a half

N THEN I GET MY EYE CHECKUP
thank God
my eyes r drivin me crazy

walaoooooooooooooooooo
walaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
walaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
HAHAHAH

okay
so thats how i get once i go past the point of anger.
but anger is pointless.
so thats how i get right at the start.

NYEH

xy is comin back tonite~!!
wel come home!!!

wahah im bloggin in school now to prevent myself from usin com when i get home :D

school today was urghhhh
i was so completely dreading it
i started waking up every ten minutes from 5.30 onwards and the doomed moment of wakin up just came nearer.

boo.
school was hot n hot n humid.
i dun really rmb wat happened today
but i can conclude that i currently seriously seriously dislike bio lol

i hate block test i hate block test
okay
hate is such a strong word
but i seriously dont like it
i dont i dont i dont

im just looking at all the blogs of the people that have migrated.
and im just wishing so badly that it was me
oh leon u don know how lucky lucky lucky you are!!!
haha oh well

leavin w445 would be hard i guess
really hard
but i wanna get outttttt

even to melbourne which is such a boring boring place
but i do miss it like mad
or hongkong with chloe HAHAHA

BUT
all that is like dreaming too far :P
school fee + boarding fee at plc in melbourne is like 35k lready
darnnnn. i just wish my dad would give up his current job becos our whole family is dying to move out there already.
haha well except my sister, cos shes already out there, and she is kind of bored alone.


aiya. better just go to bpp starbucks n mug my afternoon away lol.

cant wait for bio to be over.
just really makes me feel unsound.

yet, i know that without God in my life right now.
everything that comes crashing is just not going to pull through for me.
so in the end
it still ends with the same note
that Jesus, i love You
and Jesus, i pray You'll get me through ....

BREAK FREE AND DANCE IN HIS LOVE!

JOLYN DUN WANNA INTERLOCK HANDS WIF ME!!!
BOOOOOO :(

HAHAHAHAHA
omgosh joke of e day
chloe lost the interlocking twice
one to me one to angel HAHAHAHA.

N JOLYN THINKS IM NOT HANDSOME.
im gonna cry.
omgosh
matt dar and law are right. I AM GAY!
AHAHAHA. either that, or im a GUY!
which would be better? ho hum :)

today is what i call SUPERNATURAL :D

haha!
woke up at 6.20, zzz bus-ed down to chloe's house
i was like at the bus stop by 6.35
but i left my phone at home... so i had to go n take -.-

reached chloe's at 7.05 in th end lol?
went to kallang
met jolyn there (OVERSLEEPER HAHA)

went to expo :)
met ry n sherman...
had fun booking seats ahah

service was great.
LOL basically was abt male n female n how they were created n stuff
men do the DIRTY WORK (: haha
but i loved it
i think it was really good for the guys especially
and the prayin atmosphere was just WOW :D
haha

HAHA.
ohmygoodness
n i dunno why i was so retarded today
cos they were announcin the announcements on screen
n at the end they said bye and waved
and somehow i just whispered byebye n waved back AHAHHAHA
im still a kid BLEH :P

after svc walked around with chloe
she was going stressfully depressingly mad haha
poor girl

and then.
BEST PART. prayer meeting.
lol i love pastor ming
i just love him.
praying was interestin today, as in we did individual prayin
so like all of us had to spread out across e entire hall :D
haha

went back
e guy leaders were called out
hope it was good
could feel e power
then pastor prayed for e girl leaders
n i dunno i think i have some problem fallin when pastor says TOUCH
my whole body sways like mad but somehow doesnt fall
stubborn yup
but today it was GREAT
chloe qi fell first
then me
n we were both sob sob sob haha
but God was really really there.
it was AAHHH.

n todays songs, todays sermon
was i think really prearranged by God to help me
for this whole week ive been prayin to God to really help me shine
n today was really just the day :)

mrt-ed n bus-ed home wif chloe :)
HAHAH i think i told her so many things i nv told anyone before
it felt great great great :D
love you qi lam HAHA

i didnt study much for e past 2 days cos i really accidentally, seriously, neglected my prayer
as in i didn reach my target time
but today really charged me up i think

i really love God.
im so darn glad that i dont have to count on myself for anything
ppl might be thinkin lol such a loser never ever do anything by urself always count on someone else
but sheesh, i am a bloody lousy human, i AM a loser, just like everyone out there
but in God, i am a winner :) totally great feeling.

exhausting week with SO MUCH stuff
but with GOD, its gonna be great.
greatgreatgreatgreat.

WOOOO

KRYSTLES COMIN BACK TODAYYY!!!

HELLO. :)

haha i hav a very bad headache (but i shall get to that lata)

ANW TODAY WAS FUN :)
woke up at 10 -.-
urghhhh i was supposed to wake up at 7 to study
but my mum din wake me up cos she was so ' xin teng'
HAHAHA, okay love ya mum

yup
woke up
met eve n jolyn at kap at 12
apparently law n yx saw me there haha

bus-ed over to dar n law house
haha jolyn fed me a meal of macs :)
dieting is bad darling

cell was AWESOME.
it was about 'true friends'
haha i think it was really meaningful.
i dont know what counts as close friend
haha... as in i seriously dont
so im gonna pray to God for it HAHA
oh well
but i love my frens around me now
like so much until well :) just too much
so im happy

haha
after cell
walao everyone left so fast
so it was only left wif me yx and zhengda n matt
lawrence was havin e TIME OF HIS LIFE torturin me by cookin instant noodles for yx n zhengda n just forcin me to watch em
LOL so i was tryin to get his lover to convince him to cook for me
hahah it didnt work, but i made a new friend thou LOL.
even thou she doesnt noe my name yet haahhaha

yup yx n zhengda left
so matt finally came down from upstairs n got law to cook for me
YAY LOVE YA MATT
so e 4 of us just chatted... n they tortured
dar kept konkin my head n erm... makin weird shapes wif my hair
law was combin my hair wif his hands?!
HAHA n matt was bein e defender.. THANK GOD.

yup well :)
left around 6+?
had a fun day.
i just become highly retarded when im around matt darren and lawrence.
its called infection btw, totally infected by them.

WOOO!
svc tmr
gonna be my strength for the week.
AWESOME. :D

PSPS. I AM SO TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE

WITH JOEL HOUSTON!!!

HE IS JUST SO.. AMAZING! AHHH :D

TODAY WAS. HUH. HAHAH
not productive. AT ALL.
you know why?
cos i din pray properly. ass.

slept at 2.30 n was plannin to wake up at 5 to pray
and i DID wake up lol.
but i was so sleepy i was prayin, but i don even rmb wat i was prayin for
sheesh. bad julie baddddd.

school was okay, like mon wed thurs fri all end at TWO PM now!
how sweet it that!!!!
haha.

after school had cca
sam n i came up with our cool loser dancee lol
its so nice seriously haha.

after cca, went down wif trish.
we decided to go to bus stop when we reached peihwa there so we got off n walked back to kap
bumped into few of e guys
bought macs
trish doesnt noe how to queue... seriously haha

TUITION WAS .. dam dead haha
luckily ben gave us frodos to keep our brains alive.
and gosh, i think he just has some obsession over ISAAC.
i am now always extremely updated on isaac's maths results because of him HAHAHA.

tuiton finished, ringring-ed leon.
n n n n n
i conclude

I LOVE LEON !!!!!!!!

THX SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR DOIN ME DAT FAVOURR!!!!!
lol but he charged me 90 bucks f0r it, mean guy :P
nvm man

WAHAH tonight call eve
n then SLEEEPPPYYY!!!!
wake up hopefully at 7
n mug till 1.

CANT WAIT TILL TMR.

SERIOUSSLY
FASTIN BRINGS MIRACLES
MIRACLESS!!!!!!

TODAY WAS.. okay yesterday night was SINFUL.
so sinful i tell you.
i fell asleep for a NAP at 9
n somehow i woke up around 10.30
but i THINK i woke up n walkin around n findin e house empty
so i think i went back to sleep.
it might have been a dream thou. lol.
so i woke up at 4 -.-
n nearly prepared to kill myself.
NEGLECTED 3 HOURS OF WORK!!!!!!!!
BOOO
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

studed physics for half n hour n bio for another half
then did my qt n went to school
MUAHA

school was... okay.
quite boring, but ive been catchin almost every moment to study
so i feel that life's really worth it.
after school, stayed in class n mugged!
n did some amazin things in e class room...

POWER OF GOD.. SLAM! haha

oops random
after that went down to kap cos jolyn n matt threatened to kill me lol
so went there, n anlynn came after 5 min (:
n we just talked
n talked
n talked n TALKKEEDDDD so much
anlynn left abt 7.30
lol me jo n matt continued till 8.30 HAHAHA

i donno how i can just talk so much wif em
i find dat every session when matt is there i find out somethin abt myself.
today i found out im very FRANK. haha.
i din noe that, i think i express my natural character wif both of em, with others, it's evasive cos i cant be frank ...... MIGHTTTTT hurt ppl haha.

love jolyn n matt.
reached home at 9
lol i was plannin to stay for half n hour
but i just LOVEEE talkin to them!!!!
talktaltkaltkakaltkttalkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

STUDY tonight.
i must study till 2. do qt n then sleep.
3 hours of sleep. you deserve it julie. ARHHHH
tuition tmr tonite.. HAHAHA i think its gonna be funny its always funny with trish there n ben's WEIRD laugh haha.

okay, well, BYE!!

WAHAHA

today was erm?
erm?
erm?
i dunno
ghaha

oh jessie is super retarded lol
cos she wanted to fast, but becos she din wanna fast durin pe n 2.8km, so she decided to stay up e entire night to fast HAHA
as a result, i got dragged into it n she forced me to yakyakyak with her
seriously, if i didnt talk to her i woulda finished my work by like 1 am latest
but her mouth so itchy one, so slept at like 3.30 -.-

BUT!
haha, i wasnt even tired during lesson !
it's amazin (:
God's amazin (:

SOOOO
pe today was fun!
SOFTBALL! :D
haha, i like.
well i hate bats, but i love pitchin n catchin e balls
run all over e place n go mad :p

after school went over to kap with jess sumei n rosanne
we were all like super sian-ed.
ruiyuan came. then isaac. then eve. then jolyn n peihwa.

WEEE.
my afternoon was made happy cos of eve n jolyn.
and ROSANNE. LOL. she is so....! HAHA.
she says isaac's voice is GROANY.
muahaha

miaowmiaowmiaow
i dont feel awesome... but i feel weirdly happy :)
i'm glad i'm leanin every step on God and not myself.
life's just so much more worth it that way.

booooo.
i miss krys n anlynn sosososososososooooo much :(
maybe i get to see anlynn tmr!
cant waittttttttttttttttttttttt :D

STUDY HARD TONITE!!!
jessie, NO CALLLLL!!!

PS. LOVE EVE.
carolyn's comin for svc.
HAHA, the connect grp fast today was just... miraculous :)

lol, school was fun today i guess.
tiring, but fun.
haha.

changed seats.
IM SITTING WITH NERICE AGAIN.
LOL.
we were just screaming and laughing and pointing when we saw -.-
some fate between us la haha.

aiyahhh!
so many things to do
second day of school my file is FULL, n in e mornin it could still fit a whole foolscap n still hav space, so stupid.
my homework page has alr reached no.17
n im just super duper uper woozy

for tonight:
-study 2 hours of bio,
-finish cme project (n i haven even found e ppl, n stupid nanyang just has to make cme in chineseeee :p )
-physics ws 1 n read Forces notes-
find physics profile note ( this is gonna be e MOST tirin haha my house is in a MESS yuck
-prepare gs lesson 5 just in case i have e energy to giv jess tmr. ahhh. i love leon, thanks so much for takin my bs ppl.
-n after that, if i still have energy, prob revise some math n do math revision paper haha.

HOWEVER!
much more to do, but im feeling so satisfied and filled inside my heart!
God truly does bless you with EVERYTHING when you put Him first.
i don't even feel tired studyin until so late, the only thing that stops me is cos my hands start to get cramps around 12.30 am n my eyelids cant open.
but i aint tired at all....... just LOVING this time of leaning on GOD!

burdened, but not crushed, never crushed.

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed;
perplexed, but not in despair;
persecuted, but not abandoned;
struck down, but not destroyed.
We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus,
so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. (2 cor 4:8-10)

Amen Amen Amen and Amen!!!!

im happy. happy n happy.
n God is gettin me thru everythin.
WEEEEEEEEEEE :D

woots.
ive studied 4 hours today already
i think i shall try to clock like 3 hours more.
muahahahahha!

studying is awesome when God is your motivation.
AmenAmen and Amen again to that.

and i realised i could nv study much last time even though i kept saying i wanna do well to bring my parents to Christ, cos God was only e motivation in my mind, but i didn't convince myself in my heart.

i love you Jesus ! wahahaha.

math quiz tmr.
erm im like dam er becos i havent gone for a month of tuition n math just drives me a bit crazy
but after bio block test .... im gonna start goin mad over math.
im on the road to improvement for math, haha i hope :P
well i'll work harder this time at least.

tea works better than coffee, i conclude.
and it doesn't bust your sugar level up either.
jasmine tea, green tea, ceylon tea, earl grey, peach tea and tonnes more.
lol my crazy tea-obsessed sister :p

haha.
well. bye!

Muaha.

back to school today.
not that bad.
i really wanna get out of ny.... but if i want to see a revival i must learn to love it!
then maybe God will let me go somewhere else lol.

oh.
but DANCE was fun.
me esther jessie n tricia dancing like !!!
especially tricia LOL.

anyway.
i just found out bio block test is next week.
i mean like?!?!?!
so instead opf the 4 weeks i thought i had
its like 1 week :o
n there's just so much to do!

which is why i should go now.
studystudyudy (:
funfun.

BYE. (:

omg -.-'''

im lookin at e class blog for e second time in my life
im lookin at all e hw
and at all e projects (which r all due tmr n this week)
n im lookin at e block tests dates
n im lookin at e topics tested for block test
n im lookin at e worksheets n notes posted there

n im just gettin a very very bad headache n a possible heart attack -.-'

WEEEE :D

i love service.
the thing i look forward to most every week!

haha anyway this morning was like tiring
my dad cabbed sent me to chloe's house on his way to e airport
reached like at 6.40 haha and we just slept all e way till like 7.30?
it was raining super duper heavily and the lightning was just... flashy

haha.
ate sausages for breakfast and we watched some animal planet show
then called isaac at 8.
LOL. havent wake up. brilliant ppl
so we just sat down n ate honeystars n talked
until chloe called isaac at 8.20 n he said he was on e bus alr -.-
n we were like run run run woots

met isaac n 985-ed to kallang
I LEFT MY CHOCOLATES IN CHLOE LIEW'S FRIDGE -.-
haha. oh well.
walked to hall 1
ruiyuan came zoom zoom zoom past n we were like ?!

but collin came todayyy
FINALLY! muahahaha
something told me to pray for him last nite after ry said he was prob not comin
and i prayed
and WOOOO he came
power prayer intercesses! muahahah
okay but no credit to me, ruiyuan has prayed for him over a billion times i bet.
atta boy!!!! actually... atta rabbit!

service was GREATTTT
decided to go for altar call... what can i say, i missed God alot haha
n the counselor was fussin over me n askin eve n jiahui ' so which of u brought her?? '
haha n i had no idea how to reply .

after svc mrt-ed to bukit timah market with chloe faith yixuan n crazy crazy zhengda
ruiyuan jackson n rita mrt-ed on. zhengda was MAD okay hahahaha
his laughter is seriously... contagious.. well to ry only haha.

met brandon n zeeliang(?) on e 985!!
LOL brandy brandy brandy n someone went all shy ahhaha

ate carrot cake wif faith n chloe n reached home at nearly 3+
finished my chinese portfolio n copyin my chi book report onto com now, thank God i did it on hols
n i just found out there's a genetics test tmr =.=
i din even learn e topic.. boooo.
luckily e only notes i started on were from genetics lol.

aiya
jolyn n i go isaac style alr
jolyn has written 'you are going to ite' on her table
n now mine is gonna be 'you are going to hwachong'
aww... perfect motivation... muahaha.

alright, bye!
ps.. GOD IS AWESOME AWESOME n its definitely, unbelievably trueeeeee !

ah.. home.

i dont exactly feel that im here yet
haha.
singapore is not my place.
i don't know actually.

aw i miss krystle
i wish i had her to talk to :(
but then again we all do ahaha.

svc tmr!!!
wake up at 6.20...
chloe liew owns me la i cant reject her
haha.

BOOOOOOO :(

Hurrah! I’m finally back… the day after tmr :D flyin off from shandong tmr (lol isaac not SHUDONG ) after eatin days of huge amounts of food.. AHHA someone is JEALOUS!! Spendin e afternoon wif my cous in shenzhen for shoppin n dinner n flyin back at 11.40!!! arrivin in singapore 4 hours later and yearnin to be back for e weekend but also yearnin to fly away just before school starts..bleah

Ahhh, eating korean food for dinner today… grow fat grow fat. So! All I haveta say is… this holiday has been revelational. And I can say that I probably did love it!

But of course, I couldn’t have got through it without w445… oh man I feel like I owe so many people inside. LEON especially… for talkin to me n comfortin me, n also givin my members bs even thou it was kinda hard or him (ha), isaac for talkin to Sumei (she praised you like SIX time in an email LOL) n takin care of jessie n sumei, e, chloeeeeeeeeee! for bein such a sweetie n encouragin me non-stop, RUIYUAN for bein such a great fren n really makin me feel that im cared for, KRYSTLE!! For constantly supportin me n remindin me abt things that e devil purposely tried to make me forget, and not frm w445, but which I found extremely funny n heartwarmin at e same time, tricia tan for …quote saiying ‘julie u need to talk to her when u get back IMMEDIATELY she says she is dyin without u.’ LOL

But mostly mostly to my 2 special connect grp members J EVE N SUMEI! I love u guys so much, I was really so worried abt u guys I felt like if I left e world was gonna crash down on me n kill me becos I was such a terrible abandonin person =.= But yeah, I think durin this time God really taught you guys, and I’m just.. SO PROUD OF U!! Proud of YOU evelina, for really being such a capable stand-in, for growing so much, for fasting your first time, for having a consistent prayer, especially when I went to facebook and saw your um ‘what are u doing now’.. and you wrote ‘Evelina is loving God!” WOAH!!! Happy until blood pressure go up! Haha :D
And sumei!! Glad u learnt to build ur own altar… u really did grow stronger, trust me. Yes im so proud of u, I only asked u to update me abt congzhi n junda, n u come in wif congzhi junda justina sokboon nerice joy! Growin to be capable my friend :P n dun worry im comin back soon cos I noe u r just yearnin for me !! hahaa

But of course, xingying n jess not to be left out!! Just that u two havent been updatin me abt anythin so I cant really say anythin =.= Haha oh but thanks jess for YEARNIN (:P) for my phone call (NOT to talk abt ajay HAHA u bad girl), n gd job xy for gg to e event on sat n watchin service online… prayin or ur journey mercies n hope ur doin great in tasmania… dun neglect God!! Or like krys said, u’ll become a noodle auntie haha!

YAYE! Even though my members haveta learn to be broken, but they are so full of potential and light! Who could be blessed with better members? (okok I noe all e leaders feel e same way just let me be happy for now -.- ) I’ve got one prayer-power-lady miss tan xy, n a see-sumei-fish who can use her pain from e past to bring in DOZENS nono HUNDREDS of ppl I BET (:, a weddin obsessed jessie who has her grounds in e word of GOD!.. n evelina!! My obeyin, willin, faithful, capable, trustworthy, givin, member!!

Haha so e seeds r there, God it’s time to water em!!!!
Lets show ppl wat we can do when we are A-B-C.. LOL (our connect grp name…)


ALL – BEFORE- CHRIST!!!!!!

Hurrah! I’m finally back… the day after tmr :D flyin off from shandong tmr (lol isaac not SHUDONG ) after eatin days of huge amounts of food.. AHHA someone is JEALOUS!! Spendin e afternoon wif my cous in shenzhen for shoppin n dinner n flyin back at 11.40!!! arrivin in singapore 4 hours later and yearnin to be back for e weekend but also yearnin to fly away just before school starts..bleah

Ahhh, eating korean food for dinner today… grow fat grow fat. So! All I haveta say is… this holiday has been revelational. And I can say that I probably did love it!

But of course, I couldn’t have got through it without w445… oh man I feel like I owe so many people inside. LEON especially… for talkin to me n comfortin me, n also givin my members bs even thou it was kinda hard or him (ha), isaac for talkin to Sumei (she praised you like SIX time in an email LOL) n takin care of jessie n sumei, e, chloeeeeeeeeee! for bein such a sweetie n encouragin me non-stop, RUIYUAN for bein such a great fren n really makin me feel that im cared for, KRYSTLE!! For constantly supportin me n remindin me abt things that e devil purposely tried to make me forget, and not frm w445, but which I found extremely funny n heartwarmin at e same time, tricia tan for …quote saiying ‘julie u need to talk to her when u get back IMMEDIATELY she says she is dyin without u.’ LOL

But mostly mostly to my 2 special connect grp members J EVE N SUMEI! I love u guys so much, I was really so worried abt u guys I felt like if I left e world was gonna crash down on me n kill me becos I was such a terrible abandonin person =.= But yeah, I think durin this time God really taught you guys, and I’m just.. SO PROUD OF U!! Proud of YOU evelina, for really being such a capable stand-in, for growing so much, for fasting your first time, for having a consistent prayer, especially when I went to facebook and saw your um ‘what are u doing now’.. and you wrote ‘Evelina is loving God!” WOAH!!! Happy until blood pressure go up! Haha :D
And sumei!! Glad u learnt to build ur own altar… u really did grow stronger, trust me. Yes im so proud of u, I only asked u to update me abt congzhi n junda, n u come in wif congzhi junda justina sokboon nerice joy! Growin to be capable my friend :P n dun worry im comin back soon cos I noe u r just yearnin for me !! hahaa

But of course, xingying n jess not to be left out!! Just that u two havent been updatin me abt anythin so I cant really say anythin =.= Haha oh but thanks jess for YEARNIN (:P) for my phone call (NOT to talk abt ajay HAHA u bad girl), n gd job xy for gg to e event on sat n watchin service online… prayin or ur journey mercies n hope ur doin great in tasmania… dun neglect God!! Or like krys said, u’ll become a noodle auntie haha!

YAYE! Even though my members haveta learn to be broken, but they are so full of potential and light! Who could be blessed with better members? (okok I noe all e leaders feel e same way just let me be happy for now -.- ) I’ve got one prayer-power-lady miss tan xy, n a see-sumei-fish who can use her pain from e past to bring in DOZENS nono HUNDREDS of ppl I BET (:, a weddin obsessed jessie who has her grounds in e word of GOD!.. n evelina!! My obeyin, willin, faithful, capable, trustworthy, givin, member!!

Haha so e seeds r there, God it’s time to water em!!!!
Lets show ppl wat we can do when we are A-B-C.. LOL (our connect grp name…)


ALL – BEFORE- CHRIST!!!!!!

BOOOO :(

e comp is so lag so i cant watch live service so i'm just listenin to audio!
weee... OMG cant believe sidney mohede!!! and E WHOLE BAND

ARGHH!!
n my fave songs some more :(
haha!! ALIVE!! IN YOU WE'RE SO ALIVE!!!!

yup well :)
i eel comforted alr by e music!!
muaha i hope laters sermon is good
well... its fathers day today so.. HAPPY FATHERS DAY DAD!
haha he's still on e plane from us to sg
so nvm :)

went to this really cool underwaterworld thing ytd :)
well... cya now.

!!!

ARHHHH

countin down e days till i can get back -.-'
but... its kinda a special experience here :P

well ytd....
went to some nice dumpling shop for lunch
but the servings here are just SUPER large
so i was like stomach exploding alr, but i was kinda scared to hurt that lady's feelings
so i just ate n ate until half e plate was gone

n yeah... you can imagine
my stomach keeps on growing weaker every single time
so i fell asleep for two hours that night till my stomach started churning
and i puked.. alot! haha
e radius of e puke was like 45 cm or something!
with little black circles here n there... which im still tryin to figure out what it is :)

hohoho.
yup so this morning woke up super dizzy
but had no time so had to go climb a tai shan...
actually..
not much of a climb, took th bus 2/5 of the way
then th cable car another 2/5 of th way
n then i felt too weak to climb e rest of e way so i just sat on e steps and slept in front of everyone while my mum continued climbin!
haha

later on, went back down,
bus-ed like an hour back to jinan from taian
and here i am sittin in this hotel :P
muaha... it rocks, same comp i have as back home!!

yeap
well...
1 hour prayer ytd was really quite torturous
but somehow, i still made it through
haha!

anw
i feel much more lighthearted now :)
glad to hear sumei's doin well, n invitin her frens to heartbreakers alr!!
woo i am so proud :D
and jessie for e sentosa event!
n eve just growin so so so fast
i am very very happy!
muahaha

well...
need to go to youtube n hear some hillsong music alr
my mum didnt bring th adapter so ive been survivin days without praise n worship
seriously
dont get why people wanna go on holiday.
i would just kill to be back in sg right now...
heh (:

HI

HAHA i am in china!!! (not hongkong)
n　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｗｈａｔ．．．　Ｉ　ＣＡＮ　ＡＣＣＥＳＳ　ＢＬＯＧＧＥＲ　（：
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ａｎｗ　ｃｅｌｌ　ｏｎ　ｓａｔ　ｗａｓ　ｇｒｅａｔ！！
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ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｈｏｎｅｙ　ｆｏｒ　ｃｈｅｅｒｉｎ　ｍｅ　ｕｐ　：）

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ｍｉｓｓｉｎｇ　ｓｇ　ｌｏｔｓ　ｂｕｔ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎ　ａｌｏｔｔａ　Ｇｏｄ＇ｒｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｃｅ　ｕｐｏｎ　ｍｅ
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ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕａｌｌｙ　ｐｒａｙｉｎ　ｆｏｒ　ｗ４４５　ｎ　ｍｙ　ｃｏｎｎｅｃｔ　ｇｒｐ．．．
ｊｉａｙｏｕ　ｇｕｙｓ！！！
ｓｔｉｒ　ｕｐ　ａ　ｒｅｖｉｖａｌ．．．　ｍｙ　ｐｒａｙｅｒｓ　ｒ　ｂｅｈｉｎｄ　ｕ　（：

We will be your hands ,
we will be your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place,
we will be your light
We will be your light ．

ｙｅｓ．．　ｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｔｈｅ　ＬＩＧＨＴ　ｈｅｒｅ！！

HAHA!

ISAAC HAS MENSES!!!!!
today was proven fun :p

yep, went for tuition in th afternoon
had to combine class with this acs ib guy which knows GERALD
hahahaha... told him about e eyebrow threadin stories.... omg geralds gonna kill me aha

yea, tuition was good, after that took me like nearly 2 hours to get to serangoon gardens
got there, torturous.... alotta food
but all of em kept puttin such gross stuff in front of me that i didnt feel like eatin in the end
e.g.prawn shells hokkien mee chilli, lime... n FRIED PIG OIL
EWWW

oh so we chatted... and jolyn took a longan outta her drink and put an insect that irritated her
n. in it... guess wat....
isaac took e longan.
"you wanna see something gross "
-everyone stares-
-Puts the LONGAN INTO HIS MOUTH - BITE BITE SWALLOW SWALLOW-
!*5^@!#^%@Z&!57%*^$#aT$%#!Y
HAHHA. YUCK RIGHT.

then was the ghost trail at e terrace house.
short n sweet, e guys suck!!!
especially that insect eater n some birthday guy
haha.

IM AT JOLYNS HOUSE NOW
broke my 24 hour fast...
shiok, nv even get sick, n not even hungry durin e day... grace of God ma
haaha.

anyway ill be leavin today, so maybe this is my last time bloggin?
haha cos china blocked blogged... sadly
zz

okay. BYEE!!

YO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW CHEN!!!!

yep happy bday (:
haha i wont write anything shoutout here becos ill definitely be gettin that poot a card... next month
hahaa

HAHAHAHA
okay i dunno if im gonna post tonite cos i might be back late or i might not be back
ahaha.

WOO.
so um lasts nights one hour was interesting.
i started off the prayer...
but somehow i knew something was wrong.
i just couldnt seem to pray those type of 'powerful' prayer anymore.
then i looked back at wednesdays prayer meetin. same thing.
and then!
haha, i remembered brother Yun from the Heavenly Man..
how he backslided because he was more focused on doing God's work than God Himself.
so i was really wondering if that was my problem, because i just felt so weary praying for the cg, for my connect grp, for e cg girls.
so... the whole one hour yesterday, God was really like
'put all your needs behind, this time, just come in here for this one hour, and just to get to know me, and i WILL give you all the solutions to your needs once you come to the centre of your love for Me again.'
WAAA.
aahaha so i really spent the time talking... with God
haha. just asking questions, no powerful prayers but just a prayer thats really from my heart.
yeah... it was great.

even though i can say that in my past prayers i did ask for myself to know God more
it was a really shallow asking, sure, i wanted it, but it did not come from my heart
and after a minute or two of asking that, my heart would focus on the needs of w445, of chc, of my members.
but... it's really these times that we cry out to God that we feel empty, literally cry out, and then we just start to know God like a best friend, that He'll really fill the empty vessels inside of us again.
haha, i was feeling so empty at the start of the prayer... but afterwards.. i could feel that it was filled somehow.... definitely definitely the Holy Spirit!
haha.

yes so that was great....
and then, haha good revelation come cannot shut up ma
so i went around calling people...
and woke up quite a few (oops)
but finally... krys sms-ed!
my lucky chance
called n talked for 1 hour!
heee hoooo felt so happy afterwards.

she really put it into me that i should feel lucky that i'm going to china
because it's really a realization that God actually trusts me to go through all i did last december again, but this time, He trusts that i will not fall like i did last time!!
yay thank you God, i feel very very honored :)
haha!

okay...
maths tuition later
grrrrrr they forced me to replace one last lesson
haha but nvm... shall go learn my math and get more worksheets to do on hols
then after that... dinner... actually.. watchin them eat dinner at chorm chorm to celebrate MATTS BDAY!!! (:

oh. but before all that.
3 more 1500 word chinese analysis n reflection to complete....
grahhh. haha! nvm... i can do it :P

24 hour fast today!
jiayou julie!!!
lets really bring a storm of revival upon nanyang and scgs!!!
wooo.

救救我的命啊。。。

这个华文功课快要让我死了。。。
已经写了2篇1800字的文章了。。。还要再找三个故事，再写三个文章。。
妈妈！！就我的命！！：(

不想去中国。。。。好想跟W445过完这快乐的假期
唉！！！！没办法

继续找‘感人无比’的故事吧。。。。。。
再见！！！！

LOL.

today was FUNNY.

bible study was good.
me isaac ajay leon.
hahaha.
most unfortunately, ajay forgot to bring his book, he brought afv and cl, ISAAC, even better, haven buy yet... haha. :P
as such, i had to share book with ajay.
big mean ass, vandalised my leg durin the lesson
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

prayer meeting was good.
weird, but good :P haha.

after pm, started eating
the guys got pretty worked up on a certain topic like UNDERWEAR
it was SO GROSS hahahahahaha

i think the topic came about when the focus came on leon... wow that guy... amazin he can look good after his 'no brush teeth cos im too lazy' policy.
hahaha.
sometimes also nv change clothes!
yeah and that went onto the topic on not changing underwear for days......
i cannot imagine a guys camp. omg. yuck!!!
haha

stayed at isaacs house till 6
then all, well most of us went to geralds basketball court
only leon went home
hahaha.
they played around.
ruiyuan cant play basketball for nuts (:
haha, the only great thing abt him on court is that he screams so much so the mosquitos just disappear... i only got ONE mosquito bite when he was there
then after he left.... whole leg attack la gahahaha

then these two guys came down to play basketball...
so it ended up as a two on two, isaac n daniel against the 2 guys
LOL it was a funny game
the two guys.. supposedly brothers seemed to have some unforgiven hatred against each other...
they got even more violent after daniel offended them in some way...
hahahaha and isaac kept on shooting such pretty balls into e hoop
isaac n daniel ah..... they might just be responsible for e death of 2 brothers.
hahahaha.

went home after tt...
walked down e hill...
i had a most UNPLEASANT time.
let me just describe it in one word.

'CRUNCH'.

bye bye mr snail . -.-'''

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIM

GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

WAHAHAHA! THAT IS MY PRESENT FRM ME TO U GAY!!!!! :)
ISNT IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH NICER THAN E ONE THIS DUMB GAY GAVE ME LAST YEAR????
HAHA!!
COME ON! ITS LIKE A 5 TIER CAKE :o
might be a bit unbalanced la but it'll still stand haha!
and sry gay could only fit two tiny candles at e top.. there was no more space :(
for the flavour of each layer, u can try n decide it urself! hahaha


weee! you have been such an awesome gay even thou you suck HAHA
u claim u r so cool but i am so much cooler!!!! (in every single way)
anw, jy for ur o's, get a grip of ur studies!
make those pralets tastier n tastier n deliver them to my house
u suck la u owe me so much crap
but im gonna let it offf .. because... IM NICE GAY!!!
ADMIT IT!!!
ANYWAY!! HAVE A GREATGREAT BDAY K!!! IM USIN PURPLE NOW BCOS ITS UR FAVOURITE COLOUR RIGHT? U INTERNATIONAL GAY!! weee!!! waahaha,
happy bday (:

hahaha.
ok i wonder why that dedication above was more abt me
HAHAHHA.

yeap!!
well.....
LET ME GIVE A DAILY UPDATE ON ONE HOUR PRAYER!
last night...
sheesh
i stopped at 34 minutes... and planned to do half in the morning
but somehow
i rested for one minute
then God just kept calling me back to pray more
haha!
so i managed to knock one hour
wooo :D

BIBLE STUDY LATA
PRAYER MEETIN LATA
N... DINNER AT CHORM CHORM.. which i think i will not be gg
haha jacksons obsession... doub choc.. minimelt... n chorm chorm or whatever
ahah!

byee

HHAHAHA

study group today was like SO not productive.
i was like 20 minutes late, jiahao 40 minutes late, and anlynn and jolyn like an hour late
only matt was there on time!
haha.

did mathmathmath
but like all of em felt like going home
so they left like at 4....
talk about slacker :p
hahahaha

yeah so left with only me n matt
it was really awesome
we just talked n talked n talked n talked n talked
went down for dinner at macs (he treated me) hahahah
and we talked n talked n talked n talked some more to like 8.20?

yeah....
i think w445 is awesome...
their seriously one of th most perfect cg's ever
but i feel that we don't.. spend enough time with each other, not for the sake of fun and activitiy, but just to get to know each other better

booo. :(
anw today was great
i learnt alot about my self
matt makes you think so deep n intellectually that you just think that you suddenly became real smart
hahahaha

well.
prayer meetin tmr.
i need to stop going out.
seriously.
thursday better be a lock-in.

WAHHA

im up at 10.20
and i'm EXHAUSTED.
stupid leon tan wake me up also dont present me with pleasant news.

spent the whole last night reading... SUGAR DADDY
its a really awesome book... just kinda.. um gross in some parts?
evelina likes books like that... cant be helped... HAHAHA just kidding :P
got pretty distracted cos lawrence and his um? polo friends or somethin kept on calling and screaming
'PAPAYA HEAD PAPAYA HEAD I LOVE YOUUUUUU'
hahaha what a pea brain. :P

ANYWAY!
woooo one hour prayer last night was.. extremely tiring but still worth it
during the prayer i was already thinking oh hell its so late i do half now half when i wake up
but somehow i just kept on going :D
weeee it was great!
praying is so.. awesome
miracles might not happen just like BAM you win a million bucks
but suddenly my heart just feels like its protected by a thin layer of something... or the Holy Spirit... and nothing harmful can get through to me or hurt me
feels great :)

OKAY!
today is the day to START STUDYING.
actually, just getting my homework done would be pretty satisfying for me. :P
wish me luck!

HAHAHHA.

TODAY WAS THE J J J J DAY :P

Jolyn Jackson Julie Jade

haha retarded.
actually leon and eve were there too... but they pangseh-ed :( which leon spells as ' BANGSEI'
LOL.
haha. saw sara and yiyuan ! hahahaha
that was reallllyy funny

went to toys r us
jackson saw his pri school teacher.
so i pretended to walk up and say ' HI im jacksons girlfriend'
AHHAHA

yeah. sat by the water... i read some Sugar Daddy book of eve's, and th rest talked
and DREW ON JACKSONS ARMS N LEGS
'IM ITCHY FOR JULIE'
'JULIE'S PROPERTY'
'JULIE'S LAOGONG'

HAHA. POOR JACKSON :P
oh and JADE CHEN hijacked my phone and she was smart enough to delete all -.-
so i was busy sending around ' sorry sorry sorry sorry' to ALL th guys cos i din noe who she sent to.
and i found out she sent like ' Do you like me the same way i like you?'
LOL.
oh well.... it would have been pretty funny if i had been her
so i shant scold her :P
hahaha

bye (:

WEEE!

LAST NIGHT WAS GREAT!
haha no dont think THAT way.
yeah, anlynn, sumei, krystle!
love love love them!
first got problem always starts with anlynn cos shes just my favourite person to talk to anytime
then after that will call sumei cos im sure she will say somethin that is super weird or (dumbo) to make me laugh. HAHAH KIDDING!!!!
then after that sumei will always tell me her problems which will lead me to call krystle and the comversation usually end around everything!!
ok i dunno wat im talkin about .. but i feel like HERCULES... or some great WARRIOR! muahah

one hour prayer was awesome!
i could really feel my vision burning inside my heart!
such a wonderful passion n desire :)
wahhahaha!

yeah, best of all, i only looked at the clock like twice :P
once after i reached the 38th minute, then the 55th minute!
improvement... haha.

i feel my calling is here!!!
i know there are a lot of things that i really have to settle down on and improve first
but a vision from God is something that i will never stop working for no matter how screwed my life may be
i'm going to jiayou in china!

wahaha. ive really seriously been a total ass to a few people these few days
seriously, nv hated myself so much before
but i really could feel the irritating-ness feeding on me inside my heart
and i hate it when the devil gets to me through relationship reasons
its just stupid, seriously.
and this is probably the first time i didnt try to stop it immediately.
so..... sorry old man... sorry b.... sorry ajay....
thou the so called' fights' with ajay actually cheered me up alot, ahahaha
ajay is so awesome :)

everyone is!
woooo
going out soon!!
vivo watch sunset!
goodness i gotta start studying.
muggin tmr with anlynn matt jiahao.. haha WEIRD.
finish my hw this week! bibble babble bubble!

HA!

today was great, i think.
bus-ed down to newton.
but realised on the way that i left leons umbrella and jades poster at home.
zzzzz so i got off before scgs and bus-ed back home.
Leon loves me, RIGHT !! haha
actually, id better thank him, cos i hitched a ride from krys when i got back home!
muahaha.
okay shush no one tell him that.

service was... renewing.
i havent picked up litter for others in a long time.
it's really time for us to stop being such self-centred pigs with such an overflowing amount of egoism and pride and really just start serving others.
especially friends.

okay, i will stick with a timeline today, not too much feelings
i've been especially edgy these few days.

after svc went orchard with jolyn ajay rita jackson eve and ry.
ajay scolded me th entire trip -.-
you bull, i aint that weak. aha.

borders, bought 2 books, awesome.
everyone pangseh.
weird guy came in and threw down a book next to me and ran off.
turned out to be crazy leon.
haha. read, talked, mum came, ate din tai fung.

went home.
going out with jackson leon n eve tmr.
and.
time to fastfastfast this week!

must do 24 hours one day.
HAHAHHA. someone please pray i dont get sick again.
:p

bah.
i feel sick, n irritated.
giv sumei a call lata, missed her!
1 hour prayer now.. jiayou!!