It's time for a new beginning (:

Yesterday when i came home after the amazing stuff, I found a note on my table. When i looked to the right, I saw a build-a-bear on the floor!!!:O

THANK YOU!(: you made my day.

But most importantly, i thank God for making my day yesterday!

TODAY WAS :O

:O

:O
:O

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Amazing.
Heeheee.
Best birthday of my life.
First time in my life i would actually say that.
Thanks 304 for the bday song and some presents :)
thanks 205 for the huge cake which rita finished off and the amazingly loudly embarrassing birthday song in the canteen -.-
Thanks hannah for eating cold rock with me after school
Thanks .... yixuan and anlynn for being so weird during tuition
and most imptly
thanks
Yixuan chelsea rui shannon meme greg wenglin mindy rose felicia ambrose rita anlynn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LUV U GUYS!!!
i cant believe how much i cried today.
thanks for the cake
thanks for the song
thanks for the thanks with the tears
thanks for taking away my headache and stress for tonight!!!
:D:D:D:D

Hellooo. Haha yeah today woke up with my mind whirring didnt get deep sleep. couldnt really sleep when i reached school also. Mmmmm lessons were okay, very fast. Haha. Learnt alot of stuff today. Went for tuition after school. Learnt ALOT. Thank God for ben. Haha. kk taking like a one hour break now :s guilty guilty to learnt my brain rest cos tonight is finish maths night :-)

TMR. Is a long but short day. Ice cream with steph, physics tuition, dinner with rents, qt, sleep. Sat waking up 8 am to go yingyans house so she can give me 3 hours of chem tuition. THANKS:D!!!

Okay bye! Strength of God is all i need, cos honoring You is all that matters now. :)

HIHIHIHI I AM A HAPPY GIRL !!! Yeahhh well like school was... okay :) God helped me through, alot. And i wasnt even tired... it was so weird Haha. either that or the teachers have become less boring haha. Yeah bio spa was...preeeety okay, hope my graph was right D: Haha yeah then math log quiz which i thought i could escape from taking cos i din go school last mon... -.- haha yeah but i gt full marks :D thank God. my surds quiz would kill me. Yeah then cc lecture, interesting... haha. seriously. then lunch um ih and then la. passed my assignment, gonna redo!! hope it comes out even better :)

went to kap to withdraw money and bumped into krys HAHA. yeah then went home and slept for half an hour and miraculously had enough discipline to get up. Then studied abt 2h55 min :D straight, no distractions no nothing omg awesomeness hahaa. Yeah kk gonna rest do qt then its back to work!!! Im sucha happy girl. :)

Ps. anyone wanna go acsi foa with me? Stupid timothy. i'm getting you back to church for this. and can u believe it he used to go chc childrens church in p2 OMG HAHA !!

HEYOOOO. Okay skoool was fast. didnt take pe. Which resulted in getting insulted by carrie :( hahahaha. erm chinese, gg thru mock paper. La, socratic seminar, went preeeeety well many excellents!!! Lunch pooped with suss HAHAHA Yeah then chem, luv revision dun like mole :( must learn how to luv it. Then math, circles quiz pretty easy then revision, recess, did phy sia, then bio, human heart.

after school stayed back do phy sia but cam ran out of batt omg ):
Haha yeah well God is good i believe it'll be done tmr :)

Yeahhh kay to study in 5 min!

Hello :) Today woke up lazily. Love my bolster too much.. its like a magnetic attraction to my bed. Should have bought it after blocks haha. YEAH lessons were fast like zoom zoom zoom zzooooommmm, gosh i wish they hadnt cancelled cross country now there some... .... competitions. Should be fun, but whr got time! ): After school went for tuition was really headache-ing away. Even qt it was killing me but right after, IT ENDED :p as predicted. lousy devil hahahaha. Yeah welll... i'm not gg cca tmr.

Tomorrow theres:
Circles quiz. Which we had to self study the whole topic (wahoooo, feel forturnate)
socratic seminar. and our poem is about TV. omg weird poem it keeps giving me the creeps.

Wed:
Bio SPA

Haiiiiii. Its just one week. One week. God finally gave me something i wanted to do. Now i guess its time to put in the backbreaking effort to get it. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME !! :-)

Im going into isolation till thurs . Need a break from all the talk. Yeah blablabla you know who you are. Stop judging. Look at yourselves. At least i made the effort to please God as much as i could after that.

No more divisions within this cell group. Like krys says, if you have nothing better to do than gossip, then just get out of this cg cos this is not God's house if its a house of gossip. And MY GOSH if you claim you're not gossiping. Think again. .....

Looking at all my members problems, n lookin at some ppl, i really wonder whats the point of gossiping. If a friendship is going to go stronger because 2 people have something negative to laugh at a person about... Then ha-ha that's not a Godly friendship i know.

PRESSSSS ONNNNNNNNNNNNN! i have lots more to understand.

Okay i have let my fingers rest for 10 min :) back to studying!!!!

happy birthday dar and law.

u two suck so much but well ive known u two like some of the longest actually with the exception of a few so happy birthday. funny times i spent with you guys in the past. :) and i told you i'll always b first. haha l-o-s-e-r-s.

Stability.

Balance.

Lol. i guess my spiritual man needs to have a stronger centre of gravity, that stronger upward pull towards God.

I don't know how i'm going to make it through, with it happening well. Now all i'm prepared 4 is for the worst, and God, even if it is the worst, i'm still willing to walk through it. But i don't believe You are a God that fails His people, i know You will lead me through.

I'm so sick of feeling so tired physically. The same time, the same thing every single week. It's getting annoying. I hate being stuck in the same place. GET ME OUT!!!!!

God i don't know what to do...
I don't know what to do...

Parents. Today was really contemplating asking my parents to church since they alr dropped me at expo. But then i realised i havent been pleasing them so much.
Ngiah.

Whatever. I know i'll be successful if i keep hanging on through adversary. Cos isnt that what i said at the start of this term that i wanted to learn how to fully depend on God?

Please God... let me be that light for Your glory.. Stretch me.

I need physical strength so much. So much.

I know You will give it to me.

HELLO. quick post... K ytd was cg good msg!!! At night tried to study managed.. ABIT but was really battling away. morning sent sis off went all e way from t3 to t1 BUT POPEYES WAS NOT HAVIN MASHED POTATO I WAS SO ANGRY @@@@@@@@@@@@@@

haha.. yeah then dad bought me belgian chocolates worth 46 bucks on discount :) and 4 lollipops for matt dar and laws bday!! ahhaha. dad sent me to expo and service was great.... I was really distracted but i guess the presence of God doesnt need the natural to be going to smoothly to change lives.

I hope this week turns out well... Quite a stress week. But God's with me, whom shall i fear?

Hellooo............. im back at 5.30 :D gg to eat do qt and then go for tuition. ROARR.

anw today was an.. AWESOME DAY.
even though, i did not get full marks for math quiz :(
Broke my awesome streak

and then.
I failed a chem quiz...

Lol the defeat i was gg thru was totally.. ..... .............
Hai God i need to shine :(
after school practised teachers day and the audition went quite well:D
then after we did teachers day banner painting till abt 5 and then went home with suss.

Mmm yeah thats abt all. I really need a breakthrough in my studies. This crap results cant go on. Please help me God, i know its not my ability at all, but all You :(

ps. cherie n jamies amusin story.:D

Do IH As from 8.30pm till.. wat 11? Then after that homework. Then study for chem (possible) quiz, which is not even tested in block test. -.- ... Math... Trust God one billion for that. and if im alive after that, do revision.

tomorrow, school till 2.35, teachers day auddition till abt 4.30, physics sia till... we finish.. then phy tuition at 8.30.

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Thus, i have come to a conclusion that , TOMORROWS GONNA BE AN AWESOME DAY!!
because if its so hard, how can God not be with me? :)

Hello ! Well yeah today = thurs = preeeetttty good. Mmhmmm. Just a lot of stuff to do. I dont seem to know what to say anymore Hahaha... Well i slept at 12.40, unintentionally with the lights on and like at a 30 degree angle haha. so today... i was really awake. Chem lab was titration = fun fun!! Yeahhh zha jiang mian embarrassing incident susss !! >:( Haha . Um after school practised teachers day audition till 2 and then went for math tuition Yay.

Okay yeah gtg do ih assignment now Cya.
Surds quiz tmr, she just told us today!
Just work.. work.. work..
On the bright side. No CCA next friday and tuition hopefully at night so steph is treating out to iceeeecreeeeam YAY
(:

HELLO. Oh gosh i was prepared to die of tiredness. Yeah i kinda was stoned during bs but after i came home n did qt... WAAA IM SOO AWAKE. YES. this is the kind of qt im meant to have. gr8 :)

I want to have faith in God.
But more than anything, i want to have the faith OF God. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUMEI !

Even though you cant see this cos i just refuse to invite you. When i unlock it again you can. Oh my gosh this idiot dreamt of me just Haha. Yeah well. We celebrated her birthday a day early and she was so... Red... -.- Lol. Yeah.. Well :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YTD XY!

Same here same here. thanks for being a great friend! :)

HELLO. Yeah um back to school and i missed bio and physics and i was totally LOST. !! Sigh. I dont know what else to say. Love 304 for being so cooperative during assembly n recess. thanks guys (:

Bye!

8540 words later, we're done with IH SIA. woohoo.

COMPLETE n GONE FOREVER!

ih sia
bio sia
chem sia
math sia


Nearly doneeee

Phy sia
La sia
Chi sia


Yay.
im very frustrated.

By God's grace, i'm not sick, but i injured my foot, so i'm not going school tmrz. And for once i dont feel the LEAST bit of guilt usually when i dont go to school even when i'm sick i feel soooooooo guilty but i dont this time which means its just so God-given :D

Hellooooooooooooooo. Okay Krys got me motivated to study. Haiii its just 2 weeks ive gotten through 7 before why'm i just so afraid to get into it. These 2 weeks shall just be hardcore. No slackin no anything.... It's a sacrifice i've gotta make. I believe God will make it the best even though it may seem like its going to be the worst.

Dont call me till my exams r over.

JULIEEE.
YOU'VE CONFESSED.
AND UR GONNA GET IT.
when u start moving in the practical and in the spiritual. :-)

Lockin up for awhile.

Need to study.

So many questions. So many doubts. And i guess some people out in the world just dont know what their missing out on, thinking they know so much, being so religious and not looking at the heart of God, at what God speaks to them.

Its so sad some people just base their lives on religious ways rather than listening to what the heart of God has to say. It so sad some people only know how to read the words from the Bible, but not even know when God is speaking to them. Its so sad how some people think that their ways are right, but they simply have no testimony to show it. Its so sad some people never ever get to experience the manifest form of God, and never learn how to do even the smallest things through the Holy Spirit. Its so sad some people can't even find the Holy Spirit every week and be touched by it to tears.

And by religious ways i dont mean religious pharisees. I just mean looking only at the surface of what the word has to say, thinking and interpreting through your own means. Tell me something new when the logos word becomes a rhema.

God, is a God of emotions. God is a God of manifestation. Ever trembled under the power of the Holy Spirit? Ever flew back when the power of God just slammed down on you? Ever FELT the demons being delivered out of you to realise what a warrior God is? Ever prayed for someone who was smiling and happy till the Holy spirit touched them to tears?


Love the word of God, analyse the word of God, read the word of God, study the word of God. You can think you understand and analyse everything with the word of God, but if its using your own mind, your own heard, your own analysis skills, it'll never work. Till you learn to read the word of God using God's eyes and reading it flowing through the heart of God, then perhaps the religious ways would be less and more love would come out of it, and people would actually believe.

I thank God that He placed me in a church with so much opposition, so much persecution. I love it. Haha guess what pplz if you're in a church and it hasnt even been persecuted before, you're not in the total heart of God. You may be in the will of God, but not the heart of Him. Stop being so religious, stop being such cowards, stop being so full of doubts, stop judging based upon a few people, stop trying to convince me with logos, but convince me with rhema. Show me the huge revival, and perhaps then people can tell me i'm wrong. But till then, guess what city harvest is just going to grow bigger, and bigger, not in quantity but in quality, to please the heart of Jesus! :)

Stop trying to please men, start trying to please God.

And that, was a blog post which the Holy Spirit flowed through me. How do i know? Faith. I guess anyone out there can say "faith". But to me faith isnt a logos, its a rhema, its a power from God, it has substance. How many people out there actually understand faith? And no not the meaning of it, anyone knows the meaning of it hebrews 11:1, but how many of you can know its in you. :)

ps. this post is not directed specifically at anyone, just a general mindset i learnt from talking to many people.

Hahaaaaaaaa Wellllll . I dont know what to say. Who knew leaning and trusting completely in God could be so so so hard. Well. I'm going to do it.

H8 it how when the devil knows that you won't be affected by what non children of God think that He starts creating division within the own House.

Devil i'm so angry at you. go away. I'm a warrior and i'm fighting :)

Hellooooooooooooooo I'm slackin off for a few min during follow up time cos meme's doin something. ANYWAY. I FINALLY STARTED STUDYING AFTER 1.5 weeks of procrastination. done 3 hours so far. haiiii NEED TO WORK HARDER. i realised i really dont know how to do alot of things o man :( But God's sufficient enough for me i know that.

Yes so like IH SIA HAS BEEN POSTPONED TO NEXT MONDAY! Haha. :) i love living a life in God's kingdom. throughout these 2 weeks ive really learnt that God never ever does put stuff on you that you cant take. thats why next time alot of stuff comes on, i'm going to handle it calmly. Yeah.... Well school today! Was... english unsw first period. haha first time i actually did e whole paper. then la lesson, finished e speeches. then IH, watched finish Sicko, SUCHA GOOD DOCUMENTARY HAHA

then lunchhhhhh, draggin steph to popz to spend money with me $$$$$$$$ :D
CHINESE, CHEM. GO HOME. STUDY. YAYAYAYAYAY

i luv life. God is my all. :-)

Let me just sum up today, wednesday.

School was goooood.
Heeehee Cherie = Giant Genius *PUKES* .. so we changed it to SHORT N STUPID HAAHAHAHAH. i agree. thanks. yes then blablabla la speech omg was super chuan but hope i got e votes i need ;D yessss. okay after that went to krys house for bs. isaac and his loser calculator phone. lol nvm i had a good time krys n i plan to go for some weirdo art class... if we manage to get off the waiting list hahahaha. Bs was ... good. Reminder i need :) Please dont ever let me go past the place of repentance God!!!!!

Gonna nap abit, do follow up then really... try to study. i cannot continue on like this. i cannot disappoint God or my parents in my results... Please God... i'm leaning on You in everything. because i can't do it on my own already. and You will never fail me.

My eyes really hurt. Byeeeee :-)

BZBBZBBZBBZBBZZ.

Chionging IH SIA.
needta be faithful in follo up!!

eyes have been hurting all day.
everyones sick.
need to stay strong
PLEASE PROTECTTT MEEEEEEEEE JESUS!!!!!!

Wishlist (since people have been asking)

1) PAJAMAS. I'm serious. mine has 10 holes and is like 9 years old. Bought it when i was 7 in south africa. I only like silky kind cos cotton makes it toooooo hot to sleep. and no buttons.

2)PHOTOS. just develop photos where i look reasonably good with blue tac so i can decorate my wall cos its so plain and yellow.

3) RESULTs. haha. well. i can only give myself that there, please God.


Okay. nothin else. just hope that ill have done enuff revision to not be mugging. which its quite impossible... because there's never enough revision.

HELLO! SUNDAY MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. Yeah well the past 2 days have been hard. But i shant elaborate. A.R Bernard was gr888888888888888. Prophet, Priest, King! That's what i want to be! went to eat carrot cake (HAHA) with meme after svc YEAHHH shes so fun to bully (Y)

Feeling... the fire of the Holy Ghost :) need to hang on and keep hangin on.

Heyyy. (: james came to my house arnd 12 and we watched videos n stuff then we bused to williams house and we talked alot on the way there. Cell was gr8... Must really work on my parents!

Hiiiiiiiii. IM TIRED. but today was AWESOME! :D first i had fun in schooooooooooooooooooool. then after school went to yx house for physics tuition, YAYYYYYYYYYYYY , awesome. then after went kap met lynn n brose and we went btp to kfc for dinnner. then we bused to krys house... okay we bused halfway and me n lynn cabbed AHAHAH. stopped halfway up the hill cos rui n rita walking down. then rui went home n we went krys house. krys gave us chem tuition!!! YAY!!!!!! thanks man. then met isaac (the loser who waited 15 min down there) and we went to run. run. run. cam... ugly... whored.. at chelseas house and epic fail ah... okay 2 of us only lol. then we talked back n .. HAHAHAA. okay. looks like isaac n i hav some repenting to do lol. isaac chionged back, brose went home, krys n i ran back. hahaha. YEAH. FUN DAY LEARNT LOTS. MOTIVATED!(:

Hiiiiiii. Thursdays over. Okay so my mugging plan failed last night because... well i told my dad to wake me up at 10.20.... and i said "if you don't wake me up i'll kill you". hahaha. looks like i didnt :P Yeah well woke up at 1am by mandys call, did abit of chinese sia, she did a bit too much HAHAHAHAHA !! omg . Lol skoooool was okay.

chem lab, luv titration! Haha so fun. Yeah and then Mathhh. graphs blablabla. then chinese, finished all the speeches today. then lunch. then ih, interesting. then la, FUN!!! we played.... "just a minute" AHAHAHAHA omgosh it was so so so fun :D su-an is amazing HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA hilarious!!

Yezzzzzzzzz okay then went for tuition bought my fizzy orange kiwi drink ;) i likeeeeee. then went home, bought carrot cake on the way.

o my gosh. im so tireeeed. and seriously i have no one to call. olivias gg for tuition. yx never reply. eveeee at nite. chels tmr nite. ah...vyeah.

physics tuition tmr , im kinda excited :D

gonna rest for now n then go eat dinner n then start mugging (doing hw, since i refused to do during lunch HAHA).. wasted too much time ytd!!

HI. HI. HI. :DDDD Today was well... more screwed up in front, but thankfully God really met my needs :) TODAY ARE MY AWESOMEST FRIEND AND FUNNIEST FRIENDS BDAY! Eve and steph respectively hahhaaaaaaaa :D

Yeah well spent the morning molesting stephs presents lol :P first was chinese, more n more speeches. then lang arts, read each others speeches and then our group suddenly ended up talking about toilets in china. omgosh. must be cheries fault. physics lab, haha not toooo bad. lunch, accompanied suss to eat then we went to library to read comics! o and the some class was selling earrings :) bought these cross ones for 2.50, :D!!!!!

math next was. :/ someone owes me my math ws. and then bio ... ... not bad actually. yeah okay so im done with that. after school went krys house bs. FINALLY!!! woooo todays lesson was about faith :) needed that so so so so so much.

yes chatted and watched tv with krys after that. HAHHA HANDSOME ONG AND DANGEROUS DAN. omgosh ewwww!!

lol yeah okay, lotsa stuff to do. need to move with the faith feeling :)


the world says.... Seeing is believing
children of God say.... Believing, is seeing :)

PE was not bad. Basketball. Dodo-dodo-dodo-dodo-dodo. We lost despite having taiwan guys in our team (explains how ... we are HAHA) mian and cherie had to do double forfeit OK

then wuz chinese suss volunteered us yes thank you. it was spastic but fun :) then we had bio prac which i didnt screw up. lunch observing at 3/4 table and then visiting ziwei in the sickbay. IH was quick. Then LA, fun, small group speech presentation. Then we celebrated the recent birthdays and umm celebrated taiwan people byebye! Bye daosheng, zhonghan and xuwei! Heehee must write their names to rmb when i grow up.

Recess was me carrying cherie and cherie carrying me (wtp) around... attempting to throw each other into the grass patch. Assembly was discussing chers day... :)

after school went to kap gave wenglin rose bs. meme was thr along with the usual. celebrated rose's birthday and went home. Slacking now... my mugging plan is out so i guess its just HANG IN THERE for 3-4 weeks. yup.

Many things seem to be going wrong. So many. But well... i'm not feeling the happiest, but i'm really at peace. and i'm actually feeling joy. i guess happiness and joy are different. joy lasts throughout any circumstance. I guess thats really me walking where Jesus is and myself being moulded.

Give me strength!

Haha wow that was the best qt ive had in days. All you need is a touch from God to charge things up again. :) Yes well i'm really really happy i see the souls coming in and i'm going to tackle the devil down! Thanks dear members for working so so hard, putting in so much effort!

On a... more.. SHOCKING note. yingyan got full marks for IB. 45 points people. Arent i so lucky to have someone like this teaching me on saturday nights HAHAHAHAAAAA

Amazing song. Best i've heard in awhile :D
All the songs by New life worship are pretty good.
It's really fresh, their singing.
Different from true worshippers, delirious, starfield, or hillsong.

It's... really nice.

x. See. I really have nothing to blog abt anymore. (:


Jesus is fighting for me...
Jesus is fighting for me.

I. took away the skin. COS. i'm really tired. AND. i dont wanna blog negative things. BUT. i dont wanna forget about this part of my life. SO. i will try to be positive.

Ha....... Dam happy... connect group attendance reached 13 ytd :O woohooo....... Really drained. Need to have that touch again. Need a balance. People r turning against me... thats an awesome thing :p

Ahhh... That was not say an amazing qt... cos i was in too much.. physical pain throughout. HAHA yeah but i thank God thank everyone nags at me over and over again, cos its really the stuff thats repeated that stays in ur mind. And now.. it's really a season for my harvest la... But yeah there's 2 outcomes during this season 1) the harvest comes in so much and all stay 2) you burn out, the harvest goes, and you're stuck... Thank God He reminded me before any feelings of burning out ever drifted in... that i always have to go back to my first Love :)

HHHHHHHHHELLO!!!!!! TODAY WAS FUNN FUNN !! Haha morning woke up went high !! then then me & clep girls went to fetch taiwan students. (HAHA the guys arent as ugly as expected... they're so much better than the china guy last time!) attitude-wise too.... im not that outward-judging ok! Haha. Yeah then was ERRRRRR Math :S Ha-Ha i luv math!! :-)) ) ) )) )) then langarts, quite fun with some weird julius caesar cloze and then IH... which is well always fun. Then lunch, bought strawberry milk(ARGHHHHHHHH) lol and went around to do stuff. then chi, continued speech presentation... and in the middle of chermains speech was temp taking HAHA yeah.. AND DEBORAH HAD A FEVER!!! it was like automatic repel of us and her HAHAHA wherever she walked everyone ducked and hid haha :p for the fun of it la. Then was chem which was... interesting... Why is everyone so :O!! about mole?? maybe ill find out soon... HAHA.

YEZZZZ okay then math tuieeeetion was so awake in long time just more and more transformation of graphs gah and then log!! i love log!!! haha. Ok yeah i shall go finish abit more work now... Feeling really happy :)

OMG I JUST GT OFF E FONE WITH MINDY! ^^ and off msn with crystal, good news after good news!

Mindy 2 friends for cookie event :D
Crystal bring 2 uk exchange students for svc!!!!!!!
WAHAAAAAAA
WAHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHA
IM SO HAPPI! ^^

Peian might be comin on sat!
yinings coming on sun!
steph might come on sun!
jamie's coming back n staying !!

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
GOD IS GOOD
LALALALAL
ALL E TIME
LALALLALAAL
haha :D EH yay.
finally after the 15 rejections durin the june hols God shows His glorious ways :)

must continue praying!
for huiqi, jallene, amanda, wenjing, rose!

Even though many people are falling away currently.... I really just want to say today that i'm so proud of yixuan!!!!!!!!! I'll elaborate on why later ... but this girl is just so amazing. To be able to climb back and give herself to God after all she's been through - you think you're going through alot, unless your family member left you or your parents are fighting... i really think there can be nothing much more testing than what she's been through. The willpower to needed to get over failure and defeat... everyone knows is not easy. The willpower and the love one must have for God to come back again and again even though some of the most horrible situations have happened to you, its really really really so hard.

I need to do my qt now, but just wanna tell u yx i love you and admire you so much! even though when i teach you things i always make it seem like not a big deal, trust me i know what you've gone through is a big deal to you. but that's why i want you to look through God's eyes, which is exactly what i look through when i look at you, and if i'm thinking in God's manner, all i'm thinking is of how this amazing girl managed to put away her shame and her self and just keep on running with me, even though many times she wanted to sit down, to fall back, back time and time again, she always came back.

God's gonna use you so greatly yx, it's the people that have been through the most that God can use the best. Don't be afraid of tough times ahead, just know that God's always with you throughout all of it. You don't need anything else, you just need to know that God is for you and He always will be, as long as you are to him :)

love you yi xuan! i'm really so amazed by you :)

ok for once i didnt waste my afternoon away. Did 30 questions of math (haha) and called olivia! she's so nice :-)

tonight!
MATH SIA PPT
CHI SIA
LA THINGY ON LMS!

feeling efficient.