It's time for a new beginning (:

history maker, here i come.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

 
IM SO TIRED OF STUDYING....
and ive only been doing that for like 1 and a half hours.
and i only finished 4 pages... tian

its good that bio and math are so different though
gives some parts of my brain rest while others r working up.
oops. my 10 min break is ending in 2 min.
back to work. shall eat more sweets to make me happy. its ok.
my weight is maintaining :D

 
Omg this 8 weeks of.......... watever is gonna end in less than 2 weeks time! :)
mugging for 8 weeks continuously is not easy.
HAVIN SPA & SIAS DUE AFTER BLOCKS END IS EVEN MORE NOT EASY!!!!
rah............
today is may 1:)
how fast!
gosh. 2009 is so awesome.
im gonna go pop and buy more books now.
then im gonna mug. and mug.mug mug.
cos i really need to be more prepared for bio &math:(
a1 =D
a1 =D
a1 =D
PLS DUN LET E PAPERS B HARD!!!...
or please let me grow smarter...
You took my place...
Knowing You'd be crucified
You loved, loved,
A people un-deserving!!!!
A julie un-deserving... :( thank You Jesus :(

 
I havent peed in 13 hours
...................
But i shall blog first :D
Haha. okay thursday.
felt kinda relieved last day of th week woots.
so yeh first physics, starting on moments now.
then math, going thru retest ws omg i hav so much revision left to do
recess chionging hydro
then CHINESE.
omg so tiring. more and more ancient poems
haha then fun, IH!!
and ms wong happened to comment abt me and yining paper
zzz yining obviously got a "good"! while i got a "moderate!"
HAHAHAHA but wtv, well at least now i know i've got a clear pass WHEWWWWWWWWW omg
my essay was the fastest essay ive ever written, GOD ROCKS :D
ahh how i pray i can get like neary full marks for source based D:
PLSPLSPLS!!! haha
then lunch, did physics sia, cheries our model.
thanks cherry haha u too lame
cheriescherries@bs HAHAHAHA gosh
then LA
SUMMARY TEST!!
ok it was over fast, shd be fine, i mean, by faith, great :)
then tuitionnnn
weird shuai guy called john joined our class HAHAHA!!
n we were laffin at whether he noes naoki. lol, trish and her neverending dreams :D
then went down to shannons house, gave her bs
then meme came
and we ate peas and sandwiches
and then i gave both bs
WOOO
great lesson
had dinner, had fun , luv u two :)
kk. tonnes left to study. tonnes tonnes tonnes.
IF JESUS CAN DO IT JULIE CAN TOO!!!!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

 
OMG KENNETH LOW GOT INTO CHOATE ROSEMARY HALL!???

i blogged abt that dam chio private school how long ago.
AND HE GOT IN!!!!?!!!!!
WADANUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the prettiest school on earth. seriously.... my dream school. its siao!!!!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

 
REMINDER TO SELF : FLUSH TOILET .
Ok haha sorry had to write that. pooped too much so had to separate two times, then the toilet not enough water so currently my poop is still floating around hahahahaha =D
PHYSICS PAPER TODAY WAS...
amazing :O !? i don't know how to describe it.
ytd besides havin tonnes of time to study i was really too tired with my body gg nuts and the pimples popping out so i just slept... for two hours.
guys r sooooo lucky and they still dare to complain abt being tired.
then i woke up.
did qt, then called eve, and hung up on her (hahaha)
then i went back to sleep. at 10.30??? HAHAHAA
fell asleep at 11 slept till 6 today..
ok quite awake la i suppose.
pimple grew bigger, but still dam tired
ya then paper was... i dunno how it was so ok.
this is the first paper that i havent felt this burning faith
but then again maybe it was cos the past few papers i mugged so much for.. but this paper i really was totally dependent on God.
i didn't doubt His power to do miracles
but this time i think i unconsciously doubted His love for me
until i remembered that.... i felt so screwed about feeling peaceful.
-.- haha ya... but thanks God :)
so sorry i forgot that Your love for me alone can do uncountable miracles :)
yup the paper wasnt THAT hard. haha a1 plsplsplsplspls.
:D yess ok rest of day was just so tiring.
lang arts, summary lesson. recess, chiong bio
phy = got back worksheets.. 5/10, 6/10, 6/10 -.-
omg i haveta get like full marks for my paper to get a1 for report book man... NONONONO!! haha. it's ok. It's all in God's hands :D
i need to keep confessing that. it renews my faith. so dont blame me if i get repititive:D
then math, go thru more transform graphs.
lunch, chionging physics file and chem ws.
then bio, creating an experiment on light wavelengths
zzzz.
ok dismissal went home with sam and suss... they make me laugh :)
hmm ok i cant slacken up cos theres till a week to go.
big things coming up... or just GRADED assignments:
1) IH assignment (which i will finish today!)
2) physics SIA storyboard. next monday.
3) la summary test ... tmr.
4) bio paper
5) math paper.
6) math quiz one day before math paper -.-
Okay seems quite little eh!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but actually its crazy.
im off to study / do hw now, bye.
haha. oops. i mean, gg to flush toilet.

 
TUESDAY.
God is always faithful when u've got a heart to serve :D
today cca was cancelled, but was still meant to stay and help out in csm officialling.
God made it rain :)
wow!!!
pe = fun, high jump !!!!! haha
yes then CC was watching sum weird vid
then bio lab, then la was watching finish the movie.. really nice.
Yah then math @ com lab
then assembly.
then stayed back till 3+ waiting for csm announcement
then home with suss!!
eating mee rebus now.
man, the stress + some certain time of the month + heat = pimple!
and paper is tmr.......
IM GONNA HAV SUCH STRENGTH N SUCH APPLICATION ABILITY even though its my worst science :)
JESUS JESUS WOOOOOOOO!!!!!
ok back to my mee rebus...
in weeks time.. ill be mugging bio and then the next day
IT'LL B OVERRRRRR
YAY
YAY
YAY
i can go out and play.
and hav fun.
and socialize!
and destress
and... mug for SPA -.-

Monday, April 27, 2009

 
Heng :-)
i managed to study.. lets seee....
from about 4.30 to 6
then 6.40 to 7.40
then 10.30 till 12.40..
which is only 4 hours plus..
but in my defence, i didnt waste any time at all in between those breaks.
SO, i feel quite accomplished. haha.
crap -.-
haha. but i know so much more physics than i did just now.
even though im still like copying the answer for every question HAHAHA!!!
oh crapsss ok im gonna finish my assesmment on all 4 topics today idc just 10 plus more pages to go.
i must musttttt shine for Jesus... even if my physics sucks... God's physics rocks yeah :D AHAHA!!
Please God please.... :( Julie trusts in You..............

 
MONDAY.
Okay well, was kinda hoping it would come, so that i could get it over with.
IH SIA IS DONE. YES. God it's in Your hands :)
CHEM QUIZ WAS ........ HAHAHA!! i'm not sure.
not too bad la, considering i didnt study more than 5 min.
CHEM BLOCKS WAS.... OKAY
i must be satisfied. Haha. but i got my A1 :D for 82.282372783892??!?!
But.. depressingly.. miss i-am-too-smart-but-i-still-freak-out-before-my-paper-comes-back yining got BLOODY FULL MARKS?!?!?!?
i have never met a person who has gotten full marks for a science before. WHAT THE?!
HAHA.
yah class avc was dam high , but its okay.
my target was an a1, and i got it, and thus i get my $30 :)
here's Your building fund God!
haha.
yes soo.. its physics in 2 days time.
and i'm having so much trouble studying it.
Sigh.
went ambrose grandmother funeral to pay respects!
its so cool, she actually got baptised a few months before or something.
wow :) God bless you :)
yah and on the way thr, i was saying if i got on 77 i wld sure see d/l, and sure enough that familiar hairstyle popped out. and then darren hopped on.
omg dc lousy.
Yeah. i need to get back to physics.
I'm so... in need of God.
He'll never fail me. He'll never fail me.
I must believe that no matter what.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

 
I'm yawning away..... yawn yawn yawn.
but my body is still very awake. so i shall PERSERVERE:D
Distance is the total amoung of length travelled irrespective of direction of motion. > Scalar quantity
Displacement is distance moved in a particular direction. It is the change in position of a moving object.>Vector quantity
Free fall. An object is said to be in free fall if there is only one force acting on the object, and that is the weight due to gravity. This means that there is no air resistance actng on the object.
Terminal velocity is the point where the air resistance is equals to the weight of an object, thus there is no acceleration, and the object will then move with terminal velocity. The air resistance of an object increases as its speed increases.
memorising physics is so annoying. its like combining math and bio together ZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!
50 more pages to go... Jiayou Julie... JIAYOU! :)
My God fights for me. Because i love Him. Because He promised me.

 
Yay.

i'm finally patching back relationships i've neglected and bruised during this term. :D i'm so sorry, even if you didnt think i was mean because i really felt mean but i couldn't help it, i had to protect myself.

but for now, it's another 2 more weeks of isolation, then i can go back to normal again. But some things still must say the same, haha, too bad, i'm sorry.

 
What a tear-overloaded emotion filled prayer pacted QT...

HEEE... i think this is God's style for preparing me for a new week.
OK, i'll do everything for you JESUS:D

NO MORE DOUBTS.
I FAITH.
FAITH!
FAITH!
I FAITH!
GOD FAITH!
FAITHHHHHHHHHHH!
EEEEEEEEEEE!FAITH!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAhAHA!!!
I MUST LAUGH!
I MUST SMILE!
I MUST BE HAPPY!

BECOS
I AM
VICTORIOUS!
MY GOD FOUGHT THE FIGHT FOR ME!
MY GOD TURNED MY TUMBLING BLOCKS INTO STEPPING STONES!
BECOS MY GOD ALWAYS. WINS.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VICTORY!!
WOO
WOO
WOO
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA A=D

 
RAWR.. ok sunday is on its way to being over.
meeting cherie was so fail.
service e songs were so nice.... brightened up my day :)
the message was power too, i'm going to be so rich.
which means i'm gonna do well for my exams too, cos thats e way i get money.
haha. thank You God!
svc attendance was amazingly bad. -.-
but that's okay.
meme whine like madwoman.
thai food for lunch. 4 more weeks of building fund and i'll join you guys.
ah..... why does sunday always feel like this.
once service ends..
everything just goes down...own...wn...n....
but it's okay. i'm gonna get through.
God has never failed me. God will not fail me. God will never fail me.
ineedta
1) finish ydff proposal. (argh)
2) finish ih sia proposal
3) newspaper cutting. which is so long
4) physics paper
5) attempt math paper (which i bet i wont)
6) study for chem quiz = tmr?!
7) study for physics blox = wed.
8) finish poem analysis.
9) prepare for panel discussion.
10) finish math ws
11) prepare CME speech (... again)
Tell me something new ...
10) pray that i'll get a1 for chem blox return (tmr)
11) pray that i'll get a1 for chem quiz
12) pray that i'll get a1 for physics.
13) pray that i'll get a2 for ih (...)
My hiding place... You're my hiding place.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

 


Dates of Second Block Tests
by Mrs Ho-Sam Choon Juen - Thursday, 23 April 2009, 12:07 PM

Dear all,
the second block tests will be from 3 August (Mon) to 6 August (Thur). The detailed schedule will be released by term 3 week 1

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.=

IM SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok nvm.... :(

i shan't complain. Haha. it'll be okay.


 
it becomes seemingly impossible to say "i give up" the more i draw close to Him.
torturous for the body, but victorious for the Spirit.
and zomg i just slept from 10 to 7 am AGAIN.
whats wrong with me.
i was planning to nap and study.
then.. :(
sigh...
3days more to study for physics!!
AH!!!!
Haha... it's ok.
"everything happens for a reason" HAHA!!
i believe God is trying to protect me from falling sick so i can hav more rest !!!
but now i need to stop slackering and just STUDY!!! >:(
i've come so far, nothing's gonna turn me back :)
i won't give up. :D

 
hiz hiz hiz hiz hizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................
I woke up at 9 today. 10 hours of sleep.. felt supaaa good haha!
did stuff, studied till like 12.15
memorised verses till 1.............
then i cell. sooo hot.
WORD POWER..:(
we got second..
HAHA!! ITS OKAY!!!
yea, but todays msg was VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY GOOD =)
i like it!!
so much!!
haha.
after cell sushi yummy.
yummy.
weird highingggg with weird gay ajay chels meme and shannon!
o and jessie came today mweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D
ya. i nothing much to say.
HAHA!!
referring to my previous post,
krys, now i know this week has been awesome alr :D
im glad i finally had e courage to tell. wahahahaha!!!!!!!
ok...
study now..
i need physics knowledge man...
im not tired.
im just.
i hav no idea.
okay.
i just drank SHAKE SHAKE JELLY POKKA GRAPE DRINK!!
HAHAHAHA!!
ok.. ive always had trouble finding my favourite for anything
but something finally qualifies to be my favourite drink
i cannot help but feel happier when i drink it lei
God-anointed drink haha!
Kbye
i think, i've finally let go. :D

Friday, April 24, 2009

 
Waoooo i slept my awesome 11 hours again :D
I gain back all my rest on saturdays. feel very happy.. and guiltily unaccomplished!
hahaha. Aiyaaaaaa...
Looking back at this week.
im still wow-ing about how i got through it lei!??!!
i mean its not like it was emotionally stressing or anything.. AND THATS THE POINT!! it wasnt emotionally stressing or tiring at all!!
my gosh it went so smoothly so quickly so funnily
and i know its really only becos of God :)
every single day the same thing goes thru my mind
ok... qt... how long.. follow up.. how long.. and then im like o crap whr got time to study :(
but each time i find myself wanting to make my qt longer and longer
cos its really the only time i can really escape from everything and just RELAX!!!
and after that, i dun even really need to use com and relax anymore, cos the best relaxation is really in God :)
this weeks prob the first week i have successfully been sleeping late not cos of computer usage, its just doing homework, class work, project work, God's work :D HAHAAAA!!!
man i feel so accomplished.
now i finally feel some sort of essence of what krys feels
when you draw close to God
seriously doing work till late isn't all that emotionally or physically tiring!
back to work now...
alot to dooo!!
i feel my life falling into place again :D
finally. after 2 years. it's finally going the way it's supposed to be.
and i know that's because God's faith never failed me
:)

 
HEYHEY!!
OKK QUICK POST BZBZBZBZ!!!
erm. ok FRIDAY ALR!!
so fast.. i dunno how it went so fast n so smooth, God is so waaa :)
so many times this week i felt so so so insecure, but i'm glad i trust in a God that never fails :D
ok so schooooooooooool
omg on th way to schu
some weirdo china guy.. FLICKED MY PONY TAIL!?? WA BONGS?!!!! =(
chats with ross shannon ning
then was SUPER LONG PRIZE PRESENTATION
gosh... nanyang theatre got silver... lol1?!
but chinese drama got gwh :D
then pccg, FINALLY SETTLED ON YDFF
thank God for His creativity :)
then chinese... .... -.-
recess, chem lab, i love boiling tubes.
got a crazy fetish over them i cant stop staring and holding :D
hahaaa. then SIL
most interesting one ever, SPCAA!!!
im totally joining! and Jimmy Juggler, some really cool famous juggler :)
chionged lunch wif suss... mmm.. then math. sian. but i actually understand everything shes gone thru so far. lol.
then LA!!
panel discussion, not my grp, haha:D
bth cip, tiredd.
ended 4.45
the guy dam nice, giv us biscuits n sweets, weeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D younger ppl always rock haha!!
then called rita brose by random
n actually at kap. gosh. hahaha.
went thr chat wif em then suss sf peian jing came we did IH sia till abt 640
"qing chao" "qin cao??" "isnt that grass jelly" ?!?!!
everyone laughs for no reason.
"QING DYNASTY!!" "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA"
omg it was so stupid -.-' ahaha!!
and suss met ambrose, LOL!!! funny. baldie. square bag.
thennn e rest left
brose left
so i stayed with unice and we just mugged individually and on some weird impulse i went to talk to her
and we actually talked till 9 pm oh gosh HAHAA :D
ok im home now and lotsa stuff to finish.
plus physics paper to study for.
I CONQUER ALL THIS IN JESUS NAME!!!!!(: Amen(:

Thursday, April 23, 2009

 
HELLO!!
ok so didnt hav time to blog properly ytd and i cant rmb wat happened ytd so lets just forget abt that :D
TODAY!!!
IH PAPER :O
i slept at 11pm!
OMG!!! IT WAS SO SCARY!!
the win was so strong
i was lying in bed and e wind was going WHIUU WHIUU WHIUU WHIUU so loudly, then can hear successive BOOMBOOMBOOM (x20 over) becos all the windows in e block and next block r being slammed shut by e wind!!
HAHAHAHA so creepy
yup woke up at 6, quite tired... dunno why sleep so long still so tired.
yup,... well.. IH paper was ok..
it woulda been better if i hadnt mistook the BACKGROUND INFO GIVEN for the SOURCE A and spent like 5 min trying to study it ?!-.-
5 min dam precious ok its only a 45 min paper haha.
YUP BUT THANK GOD FOR GETTING ME THRU
i know im gonna do well cos of JESUS!!:D:D:D:D
then... la.. panel discussion postponed to tmr
then. recess. then. IH LESSON, haha, go thru assignment
chinese, dam wuliao ...
then lunch, run around with suss to lib and find csm ppl
yah then chem, ok learned abt salts dun really noe wats gg on haha!!
tuition, super blurred.
so much work...
IH SIA!!!! by monday. and we havent started :O
chem ws 4.5, prac 9a, 9b, 10
chem quiz on monday,
PHYSICS BLOCK TEST ON WED
la panel discussion tmr.. (Godly charisma pleaseeee)
and YDFF PROPOSAL.. which must redo..
omg:( haha. oh well.
ive been hanging on for 5 weeks alr another 4 weeks of business wont kill me
in fact, God's making me feel very accomplished..
HAHA.
OK. I MUST GET BACK TO WORK NOW!!
i'm really so grateful to God, really. :)
OH and grats to NYC, NYGZ, NYCO, NYMD for getting GWH!!!!! :) cool ppl man.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

 
I GONNA SLEEP IN 6 MIN!!!!!!
WOOOOO~~ :D
~:D:D

i studied ih since like 3 today.
my memory is so burstiful that i feel lyk i m gonna BAOZHA!!!
but is ok, i know God's charisma is gonna flow thru me :)

these few weeks hav been simply amazing....
Thank You God Krys shannon meme wenglin for being there for me :)
That's all i need:D!!!!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

 
No admitting defeat. No No No. (:
Nothing can stop me from keeping my faith in You!:D
Nothing at all.

 
HAHA! ok (: tuesday.
mmmm ok so woke up, quite tired but it goes away after awhileee.
I FINALLY FINISHED MY STORYBOOK! gosh, after wat, 2 weeks.
ive never read chinese so slowly before lah lousy pok ):
ya so first was PE!
FLOOORBALLL!!! SO FUNZ!!!!! hahaha!!
steph! wo gen ni you chou :D
then chinese, discussed random stuff... OH CHI SPEECH.
omg i sucked :( sigh... chinese chinese, come back to me!!
recess went to train pullup with suss mz and xinyue
hhaha still so weak.. FLAB!! FLAB!!! FLABBBBBBBBBBBB!!!
then. la :D WATCHED "to live" directed by zhangyimou
SUPER NICE MAN!
yah then........... CHEM.
quite ok. lol. lunch was read chi and hang with chereh n suss.
thenn MATH
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I GOT FULL MARKS FOR E FUNCTIONS QUIZ FRM YTD?!!
the one i had no idea how to do any of on sunday and was like crying over!?!!?
omg!? haha God is so good :)
haha... its thanks to alotta people, krys shannon and randomly samuel, and brose for trying to calm me down at sentosa hahaha
yeah, WOO!! but mostly its thanks to God :) wao :)
bio, go thru alotta stuff, quite intersting.
yeahhzz okk thats end of tues no cca today went home with SHUFANG!!
can u blieve it
first time ever HAHAHAHA cos that woman always so busy yeahyeahyeah
so brose walkin at kap bus stop haha!
YES so im home.
and its time to read a bit of chinese and start mugging IH!!
GOD IS MY STRENGTH MY STRENGTH MY STRENGTH :)
I'll stand... with arms high and heart abandoned! in awe, of the One who gave it ALL :)

Monday, April 20, 2009

 
OK so i'e only done the dynasties for JAP!! JIAYOU JULIE (:
Edo Period (1603-1868, The further development of a unique japanese culture)
Mainly because of an increasing threat of Christinianity, Japan progressively closed its doors to the western world. No foreigner or citizen was allowed to enter or leave the country. The Shogun wanted japan to remain free from western influence. Despite isolation, domestic and agricultureal production continued to imrove. Popular culture also flourished during this period, new art forms kabuki and ukiyo-e also became popular. In 1720, the banning of western literature was cancelled, and several new teachings entered from china and europe. (dutch learning) New nationalistic schools which combined shinto and confucianism teachings were also developed.
Meiji Restoration (restoring of the Meiji Emperor, modernization and establishing shinto as a state religion)
1858- Commodore perry forced the government to allow trade. it is important to note that he was not forcing the merchants to trade, but he was forcing the Shogun to stop preventing trade. The shogun lost face as a result of his inability to enforce his will and there arose sentiment to depose of the shogun. The fastest way to do this would be to call for the restoration of the Meiji Emperor. The Meiji Emperor was restored to a place of prominence, but the leaders of the rebellion ruled in the name of the emperor.
The leaders sought economic development as a concomitant for strengthening Japan, but circumstances allowed them very little policy choice. Their first problem to be solved would be financing the national government budget. In 1871, the national government in tokyo assumed the debts of the domains which accepted its rule. The national government also assumed responsibility for the stipends paid to the samurai. The samurai class also loss its source of livelihood in the land reforms and the creation of the conscription army of commoners. Even though the revolution was the restoration of the Meiji Emperor, what it was more was actually the overthrow of the 700 year rule of the samurai class.
During the Meiji Period, shinto became the state religion. Shinto priests became state officials and important shrines were funded by the government. Japan's creation myths were fostered to form an emperor cult, and efforts were made to separate Shinto from buddhism. Shinto, like the political and economical transformations in japan, were essentially nationalistic in nature.
Showa period (rise of nationalism)
Showa period saw the longest reign of all japanese emperors. In the showa period, japan descended into a state of political totalitarism due to a momentary collapse in capitalism as well as the rising threat of communism lead to ultra-nationalism. The showa period believed that the ABCD powers were a threat to all asian nations and that asia could only survive if it followed japan as an example. Japan saw itself as the leader of asian nations because it had been the only asian country to succesly industrialize itself and rival great western empires. tobe independent from all western powers, japan decided to look to asia for new markets, resources and most imptly, a place to expand its empire. Japans military expansion in the east was the pacific war.
1937- war with china for the second time
1941- launched the invasion of far east asia by attacking the united states at pearl harbour, thus sparking the beginning of the world wide conflice (WW2)
1945- Japan suffered the only two atomic bomb attacks in history.
OK... actually i dn even noe if this stuff is useful.. but by faith it will be needed :)
tonnes more to memorise, but i've God a great God with a memory that extends back and forwards forever and ever, and guess what, He lives in me :)

 
STUDYING IH. haha. ignore.


SRI LANKA: Reasons for Conflict.

Political reasons:

Sri Lanka achieved independence in 1948. Only those whose grandfathers or fathers were born in Sri lanka were given Sri Lankan citizenship. The rest were thus rendered stateless. (stateless meant that they were deprived of citizenship privileges and benefits, as well as the right to vote. This meant that they had no say in the country)

In 1964, India decided to help its Indian Tamils which were residing in Sri Lanka. Negotiations were made. Thus, a certain number of Indian Tamils were allowed to return to India. However, not all could return due to overcrowding and poverty which India was already suffereing from. The rest of the Indian tamils remaining in Sri Lanka were to be given Sri Lankan citizenship. However, the Sri Lankan government did not honor the agreement.

Social reasons:

(a)Jobs in the civil service

(BEFORE INDEPENDENCE 1948)

English-educated Tamils were given jobs in the civil service and promotions. They gained some of the high posts in the civil services. The Sinhalese, although the majority in number, were disadvantaged because they could not read or write english well.

(AFTER INDEPENDENCE 1948)

The 1956 Official Language Act stated that Sinhalese would be the only language of administration in Sri Lanka. Tamils had 3 years to study the language or else they would be dismissed of their posts in the civil service.

(REACTION OF TAMILS)

The tamils were very upset and unhappy as they could not secure jobs or promotions. A peaceful demonstration act was held, but it was disrupted by the Sinhalese. Fighting and riots began, and there were many casualties.

(ATTEMPTS TO IMPROVE THE SITUATION)

In end july 1957, the PM of Sri Lanka made an agreement with the leader of the tamil tigers that Tamil would be the language of the minority, that it would be the language of administration in Northern and Eastern States.

(RESULTS OF AGREEMENT)

There was a strong protest from the Sinhalese, thus the agreement was withdrawn in 1958. The tensions between the tamils and sinhalese increased, more fighting took place, and more casualties.

(1987)

The Sri Lankan Constitution granted a greater measure of recognition to the Tamil Language. Since then, Tamil has been made a language of administration in North and Eastern parts of Srilanka. It has also become an official language in Sri Lanka. English was encouraged.

(B) University Admission

(BEFORE 1970)

Before 1970, university admission was based on examination and merit which were taken in English. The number of students admitted into medical and engineering courses was almost equal. Sinhalese were displeased as this was not proportional to the larger number of Sinhalese in the country.

(AFTER 1970, Change in education policies)

It now became compulsory for tamil students to score higher than the Sinhalese to get into the same courses.

(SIGNIFICANCE TO TAMILS)

Tamil youths were upset and dissatisfied with the education policies which they deemed as unfair. The significance was that it now became difficult to qualify for admission, especially in prestigious courses such as medicine and engineering.

(C) RESETTLEMENT

Sinhalese farmers were resettled from north-western and central areas to Tamil areas. The goverment's aim was to provide land for sinhalese peasants to live in as well as to cultivate rice. However, the sinhalese peasnats were also accompanied by buddhist monks and the army(mostly sinhalese)

(SIGNIFICANT OF RESETTLEMENT)

-The tamils were unhappy because they felt as if their homeland had been invaded. Their traditional way of life, culture, religion and language were being threatened and eroded.

RESULTS OF CONFLICT:

Deah, disability and displancement

There were hundreds and thousands of people displaced. Refugees overflowed into India. Many people were also dead or missing. Also, many people were either injured or paralysed, thus they are not able to go to school or support themselves financially.

Loss of jobs

Riots occurred in july 1983, this resulted in looting, burning and vandalising. Many companies and factories closed down. Many soul breadwinners of their families lost jobs.

Destruction of infrastructure

Roads and buildings were destroyed in the rebel areas and the capital. This meant that there was no running water or electricity in the rebel areas, which is the run-off effect of poverty and malnurition.

Loss of foreign investments

Riots caused Sri Lanka to be seen as an unstable and unsafe place. Therefore, investors shunned Sri Lanka due to a lack of confidence; They saw it as a volatile environment which was not conducive for business operations. Thus, investments dropped and there was little or no economic growth. The economy of sri lanka was affected badly.

Fall in tourism

Riots resulted in a loss of order in the country. This resulted in a decrease in the number of tourists in the country. Thus, there was a loss of jobs of those working in the tourism industry, such as waitresses, tour guides, tour agencies etc. This meant that there was a loss of income for the country which also meant that there were less funds for development.

Foreign intervention

In the 1983 riots, India tried to act as a mediator between sinhalese and tamils. Dialogue failed as there were no agreements between sinhalese and tamils. Sri lankan government therefore loss sovereignty because of the lack of ability to make decisions for themselves. We can infer from this that Sri Lanka attracted alot of unwanted foreign attention

Also, in June 1987, the indian government used indian ships to deliver food and petroleum products to the indian tamils in Jaffna. However, these ships were stopped and turned back to return to India by the sri lankan navy. Then, India deployed its airforce to deliver food and medical supplies. This invaded the sri lanka airspace.

In july 1987, the sri lankan agreed to a peace accord with the India. This meant that there was to be a ceasefire between the two groups. Tamil tigers were to surrender their weapons to the indian peacekeeping forces. Merging of Tamil dominated the northern and eastern states of sri lanka.

In October 1987, the tamil tigers refused to fully surrender their weapons. The indian peacekeeping troops thus had to take jaffna by force. Clashes in the northern and eastern stated continued up to 1988 between the tamil tigers and the indian peacekeeping troops.

March 1990, the indian peacekeeping troops withdrew.


Child Conscription

For years, the LTTE has been abducting children to be trained and recruited as child soldiers. Due to the decrease in number of male conscripts, LTTE also uses women soldiers.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. DONE WITH SRILANKA!!!
but thats the easy part........... GOD WILL NV FAIL :)

 
Julie will never, ever give up. And she never has. Devil you're going

DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
Dial L for LOSER!! Wahaha!!!

 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELI<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEAH!:)
MONDAY!!:(
woke up... not that tired..
just a bad throat :( but that went away :D
morning went pm
sang some nice songs i havent heard before... comforting mm:)
discussed abt e 10 commandments, haha omg!!
we dam fail man.. lol:D
yup then had math quiz...
which wasnt THAT BAD!!!
omg :) God was so good. to think i didnt even understand what it was last night :D
ONE BURDEN OFF MY SHOULDER!:D
physics, exam revision.
yup then lunch, finished my vectors ws
YAYYY it was like stress all gone omg.
then la, discussed poemy stuff . funny.
"guilt" "quilt" = high on opium LOLOL
chi = gg thru stuff.
need to study 20 cheem chi stuff for next week.. zzz...
haha! but some of them quite funny.
then cct, class clean and then chi book. which i havent finished since 2 weeks ago.
omg.
yah, went tuition
had so funnnn nearly done with graphas1 YAY!!:)
now im home
and im gonna officially start mugging ih...
God will make a way :)
HE WORKS IN WAYS WE CANNOT SEE!
HE WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME~~~:D

 
HELLO!!!! okay so didnt hav time to blog ytd so i shall blog now :)

ytd.. i slept at 5am! =.=
yeah.. but it was for jq, so it was totally worth it
i miss you so much!!!!!!!!! :)
yes so then i woke up at 6...
which was nuts but ok la, i wasnt tired at all. :D

bused down met yx and brose
BROSE BROUGHT ME FREE CARROT CAKE~~
omg first time U'VE BECOME A GENTLEMAN GOOD JOB WAHAHA!!!!!
thank you!!!

down to expo
wanted to mug. but freakishly fail..
COS I JUS DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO :(
ih math ih math i felt so screwed up.
yupp doors opened.
seats, then i was sitting down and stoning
and krys suddenly walked up and scared the crap outta me OMG i was crying like mad HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was so funny... NOT :( stupid yx!hahqaha!!

THENNNZ.
svc!(: rose cheekuen yixuan came!!! WEEEE
and esther took mrt (LOL)
svc was funny.... omg haha.
yes.. indeed God restores all relationships :)

yup after that lunch with chelsea meme rose jo and .. greg(extra!!) hahahaha jk.
ya i ate.. egg sandwich again. O WEL!!!
lol, bought MUAHCHEEE!!!! or muachee
haha yums.

then bused to sentosa
and i slept the afternoon away under the sun, on the sand, next to the pathway.. omg it was dam shiok n i didnt even feel tired after that.
qi was studying next to me and meme was whining away
haha o and i tricked meme that sentosa was a country, she was almost convinced, she even called up shannon and asked" is sentosa a country" OMG haha!
was trying to study but it was too hot.
and kenneth left with his cool hugo boss shades haha.

yeah event ended abt 6
isaac GRR!!!
zzzz. haha. no la, the fone works fine.

bused home with thaven yx rose chelsea meeemee!
when we reached vivo on the shuttle 963 was just leaving WOOOOOOTS hahahaha
it was awesum.
yes after reached home shower study qt till like 12.45 and i just wanted to sleep =.=
but it was really God's grace i managed to stay up till then to finish all my unfinished work and actually do abit of e studying for quiz :(

FUNCTIONS:( no one noe how to do. zzzz...
and dad went overseas.
so i was so dam stressed cos phy +math r my dad subjects!
haha but mum saved the day in math :D
and cherie + bei + steph saved the day in phy!!

HAHA!!! wait.. next post..

Saturday, April 18, 2009

 
HEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA DEAR!!!(:
Hmm... i realised i didnt blog about something really important.. which is gonna sound weird, but Chelsea cried during ministry today! i was quite shocked and surprised then, but during my qt as a i prayed for her i was like totally crying and going high at the same time! Haha Jesus, good job!!!! here's another soul you died for :) i guess it really must be times like these that Jesus really has no regrets about suffering all that pain.
God's birthday present to you chelsea, feel lucky! :) pray for the Holy Spirit too! i'm sure He's knocking at your door! so stop watching dbsk videos inside your house and let Jesus in HAHAHA!!
Love you darling so much, Happy 13th birthday. (:
Heh.. and i'm not really in a even slightly saddish mood now!
but this song is really nice, and i think for the past few weeks i've been like only posting nice songs whenever i feel sad and stuff.
but now i feel happy, and i really luvluvluv this song :)
i never noticed the lyrics.



"None But Jesus lyrics

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that you are God
In the secret of your presence
I know there I am restored
When you call I won't refuse
Each new day, again I'll choose


There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know you're sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do your will
When You call I won't delay
This my song through all my days

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

I am Yours and You are mine...

All my delight is in you Lord
All of my hope
All of my strength

All my delight is in you Lord
Forevermore."

HAHAHA omg how to bold songs like these, EVERY SINGLE LINE IS SO SO SO NICE!!!!!!!!!!!the only lines that im not bolding is cos they r repeated HAHAHA!


 
HE-LL-O H-I LO.
hahaa okay soooz studied till abt 1.20
i mean doing crappy chinese homework while my mum had a good laugh at my chinese -.-
RUSSSHED down to krys house haha and she made me feel guilty...
always so pro.. HAHAA!!
cell was gr8, THE LOVE OF CHRIST~~
haha but i had trouble understand .. no i had trouble like applying into todays message
i could tell todays message was so great but i just couldnt like... bring myself into understanding it?
see la i really cant infer apply imagine visualize :(
this is my strongest and weakest point.
if i become super successful in the future or if i didnt become its all becos of my imagination.
i guess i've really got to use it the Godly way and pray that some of these things go away so that i can really put my imagination and visualization and dreaming back to GOOD GODLY USE!:D
OMG AND KRYS SO MEAN!!
"God can make all glory come to u... and as for u julie, don't worry, God can make beauty come also" HAHAHAHAHA omgosh :D
hahaha yes so went to bpp after cell
matt pangseh me!!! to go shopping with rui (ee so sound so gey hahahaha)
k la fine. bought assesment books. and liklikliklik bought a jodi picoult book!:D
cos everyone says shes so good at writing but i just couldnt see how in th past.
time to give it a try. after exams end.
haha i hav a fetish for buying books but reading them is s totally diff case
ive got over 20 books ive yet to start reading , june hols come:D
haha!!
OKOK:) back to mugging IH!
i must stop confessing negative stuff and believe that God can do all things, even make a blur brain smart!
of course!!:D
BYEEE!!
cheer up Jo!!:) i luv u much!
TMR IS CHELSEA DAY!!!

Friday, April 17, 2009

 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAKHMIL!!!:)
heheee thats my maid!! thanks fr being such an awesome person:)!!!
ELLUUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
HAHA omgomgomg HIGHNESS~~ i slept from like 11pm - 10am
RECHARGED LIKE CRAPSICUM man after a week of not enuff sleeps i feel dam good.
SIGH :(
theres so much crappy hw to do, math quiz on monday to study for AND I DUN UNDERSTAND FUNCTIONS N RELATIONS AT ALL :(
worst thing is, tuition was changed from last thursday to MONDAY... which is after the quiz.. which is.. POINTLESS!!!! argh!!!!!
so i haveta mug and figure out this entire crazy topic by myself n i cant even find it in e textbook.. :O maybe its just me.. HAHA!!
and then.. theres IH... :(
i need to get back my IH genes gosh i dunno how i used to rock so much at it... geog must've taken over my mind i need to get back my history awesomeness....(HAHA)
AND THE PROJECTS!!
my gosh can they at least make sure e project deadlines arent BEFORE exam ends?!?!? its so stupid.
800 word IH proposal, physics sia must create storyboard and draft, chem sia need to FINISH!! and we still have one experiment plus report.. LA panel of discussions during next week... giv me a break man.. nah i dont mean that literally just the figure of speech HAHAHA!!
i dun need break... I JUST NEED MORE TIME:D
GOD WILL B MY TIME MULTIPLIER!!!!
MUGPROJECTMUGHOMEWORKMUGEXAMMMMWOOOOOOOOOEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yup but i feel awesum studying I FEEL GOOD NANANANANANA~ =D
cgggggg today .. no more sushi.. :(
BUT TATS OKAY.. and im skipping rgps carnival to finish my hw so SIGHH... how guai!!
haha.. need to boost my own ego today :D
OK!! BACK TO HOMEWORK :)
PS. GET WELL JESSIE POO:(

 
HIHIIHHIIHIHIH :D
omgomgomg FRIDAY OVER, awesomely!!!!!
GOD ROCKS !!!:D
hahaha pccg was so tiring
organising CIP yepyep
then maths!
k la not bad la
then recess wif suss she very mean haha
dunwanna tell me wat fruit
zz
chinese.. SPEECH WAS POSTPONED!?
omg God is soo COOL!OL!O!L!
but lesson was so tiring..
man the only reason why i didnt fall asleep was cos songyang fell asleep and me and steph couldnt stop laughing
super dupaaa tireeed omg HAH!
then phy pracs, so mafan, me and yuehan jus combine in e end .. ILLEGALLY haha
lunch wiff suss sf and cherie
HEEE cherie say i very mean then i say she very annoying omg amusing
read chinese~ EUNICE DREW A STICKER FOR ME
its so cool it looks printed, HA SUSS!:D
then la com lab
discussion!:) very fun
thenchem, GOT BACK QA QUIZ FROM TWO WEEKS AGO
OMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGOMGOMG
i got 12/15:)!!!!!!! i was totally praying God mus get 12 and above its 80% YAYYYYYYYYYYY
after sch sf walked me to go :) weee
and then i went chelseas house to giv her bs!
good lesson, open ur mouth to e Holy Spirit
:) saw chelseas sister, who she was revealing to me secrets abt just now HAHAHA omg so embarrassing
reach home 6,
jogged at like 6.40 my timing improves YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
back home and nows qt and fu and STUDYSTUDY~~
then tmr rgps fair oh yay man!:)
sushi making~~ WOO!!
must jiayou for IH!!
I SPEAK FAITH INTO MY HUMANITY MIND:)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

 

"Jesus was not treated with rationale and reasons. It was unreasonable for Jesus to die on our behalf. Yet true love does not have to come with good reasons, it comes with the willingness to give at the expense of self. Whatever we need to give up for the greater purpose, do not reason first, love and obey."

That would be from Pauline's blog... I love it, how true! Do not reason, just love and obey. Thank you pauline, thank You God!:)


 
WAHA WAHA WAHA!
CHEMISTRY IS OVERRRR.
OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR omg YAYYY (:
the paper wasnt too hard...
except there was this one ques abt condenser.. then they say 'liebig conderser'
wth i thought SO CHEEM so i totally changed e ans last minutes...
from a correct to a wrong... :(
HAHA AHA but its okay!!!:)
a1 FAITH PLS :)
yesss, math was .. I UNDERSTOOD!!
I UNDERSTOOD!! yay :D
HAHHA omg
recess chionging proposal
then chinese, go chinese room :(
discussed daily plans and holiday plans with sf
the class was so noisy omg.. poor lwj :(
haha!
and tomorrow we haveta do a speech ?!
...... better practise hard
Trust in God for charisma :)
IH was.. :(
Got back essay... :(
which i stayed till like 4am to do :(
HAHA but its okay, i believe that this is really a reminder that i haveta work SO hard for next weeks blocks.
i really donno how to write essays :( nghh :(
lunch, pe meeting, com lab with jessie
print out bs
laughing at cheriee... heeee:D
then.. LA!
GOT BACK OUR PAPERS
I PASSED OMGOMGOMGOMG and i actually got a b3:) :) :)
haha apparently e average is like 10-11/20
and i actually got 13 AHHAHA
o my target was a2... but its okay .. i fought hard with miss teng but she didnt giv that ONE MARK to me.. :(
haha. kk after that met yixuan esther jess melissa(whom i keep calling RACHEL)
HAHA!! went to kap gave bs to yixuan and melissa...
wow i really like to hear what they learnt, it was so nice :)
TWO NEW ADDITIONS TO w445 OMG WOOOO~:D
then hung out with shannon meme and wenglin
prayed!!:) and jessie was there.
finally jessie can pray wif e connect grp :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then studied.. attempted.
ih was so dam hard omg -.-
and we bumped into SO MANY PPL -.-
first was on the way to kap, pass mgs, then shannonmemewenglin were at the bus stop
so they were like totally preparing to get on e bus
BUT IT WAS TOO FULL HAAHAHHAAHA omg hilarious
yup :)
then saw rita and unice at kap, and unice got a new hairstyle i couldnt tell it was her la HAHA!! sorrry :D
then justin + dave walked in...
then a min later greg + li ear walked in!!
then like 10 min later jolyn walked in!!!
then familiar looking mingrui joined jo's table!!
then after that daniel lim came to ritas table HAHAHA
so basically kap was filled with like tables of w445 n some w417 HAHA!!!
so kewl.
meme and wenglin went back to sch for choir so me and shannon just did work
and she actually helped me alot goshh i so suckzz. hahaha.
omg and i received the funniest sms in my life frm cherie.
"hahaha the doc only check if i gt armpit hair nvr do anything else! haha."
OMGGG that was freakishly random and LOL!!!?
KK, fn2 due tmr ... and e speech :O
JIAYOU JULIE!!
THANK YOU JESUS!!!(:
coincidentally on this very thursday..
OMGOSH THIS IS MY 1001th POSTT
EEEP SO KEWL SO KEWL!!
what a way for God to tell me today's my victory in spite of the thousands of victories b4 :)

Shannon sent me another verse today before my chem paper, omg thanks so much luv you man (:
"Cast your burden on the Lord,
And He shall sustain you;
He shall never permit the righteous to be moved."

-Psalms 55:22

Memorising this right before the papers is a billion times more effective than last minute memorising of chem :) Julie is very blessed.


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

 
THAT'S WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU LET YOUR HEART WIN... WOAHH...
Okay no i'm not going into some paramore craze
haha but the lines so true :)
if you let your heart win, that's what you'll get!
come on... Let's let God have the victory and stop letting our emotions and the people around us get the better of us :)
"I shall not be in want." Psalms 23
hee hee ok off i go now, need an early night tonight just study abt an hour moreee:) BYEE:D

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

 
MY HEAD :( stinking hurts. and it's not even a migraine
its not my brain, or the top muscles or wtv that hurt
its like this sitnking sharp pain :(
according to google.. sinus headache? :(
it's been sharping me everytime i cough or bend down :(

AND THATS WHY I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO STUDY PROPERLY FOR 2 DAYS!
haha.. chem is tmr... but i have faith...
discouragements wont let me down, my God is greater than all :)

school was funz.
woke up and talked toot with cherie and shufang haha
i talked alot of crap with them today.. undeveloped ppl lol!
KIDDING HAHAHA
first was chinese,
just reading newspaper omg? laoshi too nice
haha then LA
really interesting lecture (:
gave us.. ironically.. a broader perspective. lol.
recess ate wif suss and cherie n went to help set up
phy got quiz back n it sucked :(
but it wasnt that screwed up.. ok.. quite :O
lol me and steph same!!
hahaha
yesss and steph was like sick today or sumthin :(
so lonely man:(
that poor girl is too stressed. grrrr.
then then
then math, t'was okay.
LUNCH!
studied chem
then shufang and cherie and came over to distract me
by telling me about their "checkups" cos their "underdeveloped"
"the nurse pull down there, then she pull up here, then she pull the arm to check "
HAHAHAAHAA
and sf is the best
"the nurse was telling me dont need to worry too much abt my boobs not being big enough.... QIAN BIAN!!!!!!!!!!!"
LOLOLOLOLOL funny
haha then bio was quite fast
and home with suss :)
met jess on e bus
and suss and i were debating issues and attempting to pray in chinese haha!
CHEM TOMORROW :)
all in God's Hands.
please heal me:(


Tomorrow.. it'd be 4 weeks.
you said we'd take a month?
should i wait till the exact date?
Cos i don't feel myself getting over this part anytime soon. :(
God.. can move faster please?:(
Julie is v annoyed n lonely.
but it's okay.
now's the time to focus on e harvest and studies :D
sheesh.. excuse the egoness, but im feeling so strong.
i havent felt so strong and... hard-hearted (:D) in awhile
HAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!
it's actually kind of sadistic. but. um?? -.-
Bear.... believe... hope... endure... ALL THINGS!
because Jesus, i love You.

 
Omgosh man i just CAN'T STUDY :(
it's not that i don't want.
i've been studying and studying.. it's just that nothing goes in :(

mind-blockage alert mind blockage alert!
i've got starbucks & hichew in preparation of the self decided long-night ahead...
BUT NOTHING GO IN :(

Mind blockage means either:
1) I am too stressed
2) I am too un-stressed

HAHAHA gosh so i conclude i'm neither.
Cos even though life's busy i'm feeling happy and really not all that stressed at all
God's been guarding my heart well (:

but i'm not unstressed either
cos that'd just make me super human -.-

SO WHATS WRONG :(
omgomgomg i needta study tonight tmr night need sleep early man :(

"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails."
1 corinthians 13:4-8a
One of the best verses ever....
GOD NEVER FAILS!
God = love.
replace it all the love with "God" or "Christ"
MAN. So superpower.
Christ. Never. Fails.

 
Julie luvs her girlies so much :)



Eve, shannon, meme, chelsea, jessie, rachel, wenglin!
and i'm starting to develop Godly love for e friends tooooooooo! :-)
Mindy Nikki Yixuan Melissa Rose Nerice !!
GRR I TYPE THEIR NAMES WITH GODLY POWER!!!
Gonna put as much effort in as i can...
devil... BACK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF :D!


thanks to esther and eve for being such gr8 supports :)
and all members for working so hard, very touched by e luv u guys have for ur friends :)!!!!
this owns chem anytime..
and this is what i've been waiting for for so long (:
God indeed is faithful!

 
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :-)
Tuesday = longest day !
supeerrrrr tired, but those around me kept me alive and happy:D
slept till 7 at school lol
then so tired
but susanna came in zi high ing abt some ri guy on the bus -.-''
HAHAHAA so funny
and then i found out acids and bases not tested OMGG!!!
I TOTALLY STUDIED SO MUCH OF IT YTD!!!!!!!
WTPWTP!!!!!!!=.=
haha its ok:D faith!
PE:):):):)
finally after so long.
ran 3 rounds only ..:(
plus i was late.. haha
then we threw discus, omgosh so embarrassing man
teacher made us throw one by one... grr-.-
cc, watched finish gua sha!
OMGGG its e nicest movie on earth!!:)
son:" why did you come in through the window?"
dad:"... because our house doesnt have a chimney.."
IT WAS SO CUTE ):
and so touching i cried at the end, the dad was so sweeet:)
and the sun is.. ADORABLE!!
and hes called.. DAN DAN! HAHAHAHA!! :D
recess wif smellycherie n suss
then bio... omg quite sleepy.. but got thru it sumhow
then la, read some cool controversial stories, i like :)
lunch, i SLEPT ALL E WAY! ):
too tired to get up
then missed first 25 min of math cos of dental woo~
math got back quiz, FULL MARKS AGAIN:D
OMGOMGOMG GOD IS SOOOOOOO GOOD!:)
hahahahahahahahaha smiley smiley :D
assembly quite sianz, but sabbats r out soon!
hope i get into dance n watch sf do weird stuff HAHAA
YSZZZ after that chionged stuff and read chi book.
then cca finished library display e librarian annoying man.....
thenthenthenthen bused home with nat suss and sammy
FUN!!!!!!!!!!:) luv them!
omgosh 21 days more till END OF BLOCKS!
3 weeks from today ill be hyperventilating cos we have CIP had old folks home before BIO . YES BIO!!! =.=
horrible school. ya but it'll b over soon so okie :)
YAY!! God made so many awesum miracles today...
im so happy :)

Monday, April 13, 2009

 
HELLOO (:
Todays was actually quite awesome :D
although i was so tired when i was waking up.. man....
reached school went for school pm.
heeee :D
nothing beats starting a week out than with that!
and omg, MEIZHEN RECEIVED SALVATION!!:DDDD
shes going to ziweis church, and im so so so so happy!!!!!!!!!!!:)
haaha 304 is gonna hav a class pm soon~~ wooo amazing
first was humans, quite ok la haha.
then chem, also quite ok.
both were just doing ws/pracs
and gosh me stephs/songyangs/yining actually got like top in class for prac cos we were the few ppl that passed :P
hahaha i must credit them abit!:)
lunch went library with suss and omg the machine is nuts
i borrowed the book, then the sensor so strong or wat so i accidentally returned it, then i had to reborrow again so i had 3 receipts at once:(
hahaha so loser :(
then had bio, omg bio quiz was -.-
but not bad lah i studied the notes for literally 10 secs max
just noe where the intestines r hahaha.
cme was gg thru stuffs, suss and yuehan cant count
hahaha!!
then cct, briefin on napfa :D
then lib display. then KAP:):)
such a relief to be able to see w445 after school!
met val at e bus stop
gave chelsea bs (:
then studied till like 5.30 with rita (totally coincident met omg and we were just smsing before we came)
and yusim + dexun and ambrose chanced by?!
then anlynn also happen to drop by with her friend?!
and mark lim was there?!
ahahaha it was dam random -.-
and this ny girl was going all weird with this hc guy omg
creeeps
HAHA YEH.
ok so i needta get back on schedule :) bbb!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

 
Why's everyone blogs so emo full of emo songs gosh it's making me super sad.
i cant seem to find encouragement from anywhere except Pauline's and her members blogs which is like really weird but theres just not really any encouragement from anywhere else on the net anymore ):
I can't wait till this is all over....
I can't express, articulate, enunciate, speak. How i feel.
How i feel how i feel how i feel how i feel.
Yeah and thats the only thing i can say about it.
there's no simple way out... it's so harsh.
this really sucks.
i've lot the ability to ______ myself
i cant find the word to fill in the blank.
i just have no concrete feelings anymore :O
i need to find it back
this is even unexpectedly becoming a hindrance in my languages, like wtp chinese.
i didn't realise it till now.
i need to find a way to find my Voice again...
funny how lang arts actually applies once in awhile.
voice, where are you hiding?
come back, and come back the right way.
I BELIEVE! YOU'RE MY HEALER!
I BELIEVE! YOU ARE ALL I NEED!
I BELIEVE! YOU'RE MY PORTION!
I BELIEVE! YOU'RE MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME!
Jesus, You're All i need.
for God is Love.
therefore Love loves me.
how could i ask for more than that?



[edit] Haha i just read dorothy's blog, wah its very encouraging lei,

i like very much HAHA omg so weird! thanks dorothy (: [/edit]

[edit edit]!!HAHA i feel so much better after praying. sigh. but every sunday its like that. reach home. study. jog if im not sick. then feelin so down. then saddd. then qt. then MUCH BETTER!

haha ok i dunno if thats good or not la.... but God really cheers me up[:

on the other hand, its BACK TO SCHOOL! quite excited to see crazy ppl again la ahahaha i miss everyone :D~!!!


 
oh yeah,

Jiayou barker boys for drama SYF tomorrow!(:
you guys have been working so crazily unbelievably hard
man i see a gold with honors alr!
my prayers r with u :D!
Hmmm, i forgot to mention this also.
a few days ago, i was prepared to have an exhausting day to school
but someone suddenly sent me a verse
"Memory verse of the day, Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass" Psalms 37:5
Yeah... i guess its not those super WOAHHHH verses
but the point is that this someone, shannon, just unexpectedly sent it to me
and the verse brought such peace to me.
thank God for such a great member like you shannon (:
Only You... only You....

Saturday, April 11, 2009

 
HELLO. ok ytd felt quite screwed up falling sick.
but yess went for sat 5.30 expo svc
and i dont regret going one bit...
Met Shanna! Jolyns friend
she seems relatively witty n looks like a rabbit :D HAHA!!
Yes umm omg she has this really... eccentric piercing .. i was dam fascinated, and they keep saying i noob ):
HEHE whos the noob one jolyn.
"DENTIST USE LAUGHING GAS"
-jolyn starts doing dentist actions and laughing hysterically-
everyone: "........... ITS THE LAUGHING GAS FOR THE PATIENT OMG-.-"
resounding laughter, must've looked crazy HAHHA:D
then rita said something and jolyn misunderstood again and replied a whole chunk of words and we were like?!.......
omg laugh until want die.
haha yups a little window shopping at bugis street for me n rita (:
then both of us headed down to btmarket... for..
omg guess, CARROT CAKE HAHA
this time rita ordered i too embarrassed alr gosh!
yup went home abt 10.40 (: studied from 12 -2.30 felt dam good(:
and God totally let my temp fall:D
PTL!!!!!!!!!!!
morning woke up 6.15
haha, um, bused and usual.
then at market stop somthing told me to call brose
and it turned out he was cabbing to church YEAY!!!
so jess and yx cabbed with me
and im sorry i kept mocking u isaac HAHAHAA!!!
reached church like 7.50
jarrad arrived soon with smart china friend n we studied chem and jarrads friend was hilarious.
i was playing with his phone, and suddenly a msg popped out, sum more his will auto show on screen
"you have deo?" HAHAHAH omg i was like1?!
yess and i completely freaked out over the asthma thingum ahha
svc was great, last time seeing krys act.
yup ): but everytime i see the crucifixion part i cant help but cry...
it makes me feel so sad and stuff ):
yes well w445 had lotsa friends today:D
and the usher today was SO NICE HAHA!! cute little boy
yeaysssss hung around foyer 3 for super long
and then mrted to kallang
ew matt ur oil. and i finally sprayed in the asthma thing, it was so fun! who knew!:D
haha....
ok study time.
sigh its like every sunday my day is ruined cos of sum stuffs ):
when will it endddddddd, svc is awesum fellowship is arghh.
i just need God n only God :(
but anyhow, it is Easter
and its a most joyous occasion worth me cheering for:D!
plus with all e souls that received salvation, YIPEE!!!


Hmm.... I kinda missed it cos i blogged one day after,
but i've known you for a year now (:
first time knowing you in your weird blue feathery hat and cool skirt.
yeah well we've been thru lotsa shit together.. and apart
but looking back, even though i sometimes wonder if it was really a waste
but i know that God placed you there for a reason, and that i did benefit tonnes from you during all these times, and i know in the far future, i will continuing doing so.
for now, i'm sorry, for not making decisions i should've made
but thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks for everything :)
Thanks x for all, God bless, Jiayou for tmr!(: they're all gonna nail it, becos ur the one thats leading 'em, and God's the one thats leading you. (:

Friday, April 10, 2009

 
For the souls, Julie's giving all her time to God this Easter.
I'm gg svc today.. after much painful praying :D!
just like You sacrificed it all for me, i'm gonna sacrifice it all for You.
1 soul > 10 hours of studying.
Julie's studying productivity > Non-Christian's studying productivity
Infinite faith = a1 for chemistry. AMEN!!!
pray for me ):
i just need to cry.

 
humptydunk for you and for me says:
HAHAHA!
you secretly practise n admire urself in front of mirror right
THINK I DONT KNOW
tsk

-then at that same moment when she hasnt seen wat ive written yet -

Verena ~5th piece says:
OMG I JUST DID IT INFRONT OF THE MIROR

humptydunk for you and for me says:
HAHAH
Verena ~5th piece says:
LOL!
humptydunk for you and for me says:
LOL!!!
omg -.-
Verena ~5th piece says:
HAHAHAAHAH OMG
LOL!!!!!!!!1


HAHAHA WOMAN. WE'RE FATED AHHAHAHAA...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
SO GAY!!!!!!!!!!!
go away verena!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stalker! stalk my mind!!

 
broken. broken. broken. broken. broken
i need faith to get thru the week ahead.
i'm not prepared for chem.
so many follow ups this week
so much craziness to heal
need to hide under God's wings
just hide there
and hide there.
God...
chem exam this week...
i cannot afford anymore B's after my chinese
God i'm not prepared
and i don't have time to prepared
how God how
:(
how. how. how. how. how.
i feel so screwed.
God...
i know you placed my exams right in the middle of easter for a reason.
again, i dont have the time for things to heal.
i need to trust... trust..
i don't know how to trust
when to trust
trust? what thing.
trust? how long more till i get out of this? it seems like never... and yup, it is going to be a never, becos i don't think i can get out of this, not becos its the lost faith, but its like because.. i'm not meant to, it's a different way out.
i'm hurt. i'm broken. i'm down. i'm anxious. i'm nervous. i'm skeptical. i'm unprepared. i'm shattered. i'm weak. i'm lost. lost. lost. lost. lost. lost. lost. lost. i'm lost
but. I'm... also a child of God.
and seriously when did trusting ever involve knowing how to trust or circumstance dependency?
God says "trust me". Just do it, and let God take over.
AND I WILL BE VICTORIOUS.
i dont care how many disappointments have come.
again, who said faith was dependent on a limited amount of disappointments?
faith is trusting in God, even if you feel you've been let down a billion times before.
becos the billion and oneth try might be the one.

 
GOOD FRIDAY = AWESOME MUCHY!!!!!!
ok so morning went jogging with jessie in the end.
i had no choice omg sorry jo she forced me ):
ran 5km!!!!!!!!!!!!! (: HAHA
then back, shower, studied abit, napped 10 min, rushed n headed for svc!
met qi + jess at hillview , along with my twin qi's frien, NICOLE
our hair too cool alr. OMG!!
MY HAIR!!!
that jessie tan
say that "cut ur hair urself la" HAHA ok so i stupidly listened to her
and i had sooo much fun -.-'''
really srsly, although i got a bit OVEREXCITED and snipped off some unsightly parts of my fringe
but gah it looked ok not much diff :D
HAHA!! met jiaqi at kallang
that pig late as usual HAHAA
then mrt to expo
met ngiam and yixuan!:)
wow... God really surprised me so much :O
my MG GIRLS!
they r amazing!
bring all the highly weirdly high friends HAHA
and my sc girls, eve, such great helpers, luv u muah muah :0
SVC WAS GOOD!
even though 4 of us got kicked from 4 rows behind pastor during EASTER to the 2nd last row in the hall -.- zzzzz
but yup
the drama was wow ):
other than the fact that krys was... erm.. shocking
every single year the drama allows me to have a new revelation of how much pain Jesus had to go thru just for me, just for us!
every single year the realization of the heaviness and hopelessness of Jesus dawns upon me more and more that every year i end up crying more and more ):
Jesus did that.. for me :(
for me... for me...
AHH! :(
altar was good!
had fun getting to know ppl
and jessie im v happy (:
ESTHER SHOOK HANDS WITH PASTOR KONG
and pastor kong talked to her... eee... HAHA
then esther so nice she shook hands with me to pass on the pastor kong.. essence.. ?!
and then mrted to bt market with isaac yx chloe and jessieeeeeeeeeee
ate carrot cake again!! haha and isaac treated me drink weee so nice isaac u r growing buffer HAHAHA
k la but im treating him back
ppl too nice to me alr srsly omg!!
ok doke, wat a great day...
once again.. thank You Jesus ):
thank You for the hope that You gave to this dreamless heart of mine.
Thank You...
for the promises You made
for the gift of life You gave
always, i will sing Your praise
Thank You..
for the chance to live again...
i don't know how to express how i'm feeling now
only You could've given me so much hope in those dark gloomy eclipses...
only You
and yes.. I'm sorry too.
sorry for disappointing
sorry for hurting
sorry for everything
Jesus, You're mine, and I'm Yours.

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