Haha Okay, before i go do qt i shall hurry blog abit :)
So this week has come to an end.
It was a weird week
I felt so unbelievably screwed up at some part of it that it was totally (..........)
my bio results were totally utterly disappointing shut up people and stop saying that its not bad because i really really was so so so disappointed that it was blinding me
Yup but i've learnt to get over it and i'm so inspired to study so much harder, even from now.
This is my future ive gotta make... I've always dreamed about medical schools like John Hopkins or being school like patricia and going to LSE for masters.. (HAHA... big dreams ok)
but when i look at my results im like -.- -.- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah... i miss those primary school times when it seemed so dang easy to excel.
but then again, i guess everyone does.
Please give me strength to study...
2 more quizzes next week... Help me to shine God
for You, for my parents, for my members, for Your church
i really love being who i am now lei!!
its like the feelings inside of me are so complex... it makes me feel colorful
better embrace the feeling before i go to Heaven ahahaha
i think, after coming to secondary school, one of the greatest down points in my life was realising that there are many many many people out there smarter than me.
my hopes of going to all those cool unis were kind of dashed (im not kenneth low ya)
but i believe.... God has a special plan for me.
one i wouldn't believe when i look back.
one i wouldn't believe.
