It's time for a new beginning (:

Stability.

Balance.

Lol. i guess my spiritual man needs to have a stronger centre of gravity, that stronger upward pull towards God.

I don't know how i'm going to make it through, with it happening well. Now all i'm prepared 4 is for the worst, and God, even if it is the worst, i'm still willing to walk through it. But i don't believe You are a God that fails His people, i know You will lead me through.

I'm so sick of feeling so tired physically. The same time, the same thing every single week. It's getting annoying. I hate being stuck in the same place. GET ME OUT!!!!!

God i don't know what to do...
I don't know what to do...

Parents. Today was really contemplating asking my parents to church since they alr dropped me at expo. But then i realised i havent been pleasing them so much.
Ngiah.

Whatever. I know i'll be successful if i keep hanging on through adversary. Cos isnt that what i said at the start of this term that i wanted to learn how to fully depend on God?

Please God... let me be that light for Your glory.. Stretch me.

I need physical strength so much. So much.

I know You will give it to me.