It's time for a new beginning (:

Even though many people are falling away currently.... I really just want to say today that i'm so proud of yixuan!!!!!!!!! I'll elaborate on why later ... but this girl is just so amazing. To be able to climb back and give herself to God after all she's been through - you think you're going through alot, unless your family member left you or your parents are fighting... i really think there can be nothing much more testing than what she's been through. The willpower to needed to get over failure and defeat... everyone knows is not easy. The willpower and the love one must have for God to come back again and again even though some of the most horrible situations have happened to you, its really really really so hard.

I need to do my qt now, but just wanna tell u yx i love you and admire you so much! even though when i teach you things i always make it seem like not a big deal, trust me i know what you've gone through is a big deal to you. but that's why i want you to look through God's eyes, which is exactly what i look through when i look at you, and if i'm thinking in God's manner, all i'm thinking is of how this amazing girl managed to put away her shame and her self and just keep on running with me, even though many times she wanted to sit down, to fall back, back time and time again, she always came back.

God's gonna use you so greatly yx, it's the people that have been through the most that God can use the best. Don't be afraid of tough times ahead, just know that God's always with you throughout all of it. You don't need anything else, you just need to know that God is for you and He always will be, as long as you are to him :)

love you yi xuan! i'm really so amazed by you :)