It's time for a new beginning (:

Today is friday. Today... how should i describe it. Okay basically. If i didnt have God, i would kill myself. Since i do.... I'm still smiling. I don't really know how i'm doing it. I really am becoming more stable.

Well today was youth day fun fair.
bad points about today:

I got scolded by chen lin in the morning for not sending a representative ytd
I didn't bring my file and my parents had to send it
I just couldn't get the class to move up.
The class was just chionging all the files.
Half the class didn't turn up properly for their duty
I stayed there for the entire funfair except first 20 min when i went to buy stuff so that they could make more files and an ice cream.
The files did sold okay, but everyone wanted the stars.
Somehow suddenly everyone seemed to be giving inspirational ideas about the files - too late.
Counted the money. I dont want to disclose.
Found out that a whole group of people slacking in class. Who can i trust in class now?
Got back physics results.
But praise God that i confessed He is not a failing God, tcher marked wrong 3 marks so moved from fail to pass.
Happy for that, but totally disappointed at the results.
Quit physics tuition cos my parents not happy.
Accidentally let the scholars go home cos some other monitor said so (not saying who, not ur fault!!)
Hope i dont get scolded next week.


Good things that happened today
God.


And now i'm home....
Thank God i know that He's good.
Thank God i can still smile.
Thank God i'm not even crying.

And i praise God for the future.
I know it's going to get better. This is just like the connect group. And i'm not giving up.

But i thank God for the people who have put in so much effort & whom i love very much
denise mianjun jamies beibei cherie suss jamie & those who shd noe who they r :)

Thank you for serving your class. I'm very touched!