Asss... i'm so dam stressed that i'm not going to bother to be stressed anymore!
and i escape from it by playing... GUNBOUND. epic. finished qt about 2.40am, omg God rocks thought i was gonna be too tired cos i slept like 6 hours the day b4 so yay ^^ then after that went online, was planning to sleep but somehow ended up bombing ppl in gunbound with Brose rita and jolyn.
Heh, for the record we actually won ^^ cos... well.. jolyn couldnt move or attack. So i used her as a defence shelter HAHA!!! Kk went off at like 3.40. but some pig asked me to go play again :S so i went back to play and i trashed myself... stopped playin 4.40 fell asleep at 5am. -.- haha was supposed to wake up at 7.30 but suss overslept so i could oversleep too :D
she just left my house, this is so unproductive.
and no it's not the gaming thats causing this stress. and i'm not running away from everything. i try my best to face it and it breaks me everytime. But of course not crushed (: everythings been so unproductive. we have like 200 mored boards to make? and so far 5 people have been at my house besides the earlier forecast of 20. i haven't started on any projects because its time wasting OR homework. weekends packed with housing people and then 60 sec of fame. so stop giving excuses. Haha. oh well. what can i say. responbility that must be held.
i feel like slapping people right now. (no one in particular) just feel that violent catfight mode... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Love the people Julie!!!! Use God's eyes to look at everyone. You're different. You're gonna be an amazing person.
help me to face it :( help me :(
i which i could this burdenless all the time.
