It's time for a new beginning (:

today....

woke up at 5.10....
met isaac....
'help, very smelly...'
LOLL!!

met jolyn
had prayer meetin at jw audi!
haha it was good
though not as good as last time... but still v v v v v v GOOD!!!

after that bused to school with val and gen
we were all sleeping like pigs
(ok me only la haha)

had drama!!
fun :)

after that.
guess wat.
I WALKED HOME
=.=
=.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from school.... 2 hours... haha.
it was a really.. interesting walk

everything that i saw, did, that happened during the walk
really applied to my whole walk with God, even to the point in risin to Heaven and meeting Him lol!!!
i guess its really up to us to use our imagination
and when we do that
its really cool to see how God has planned every single thing, even the patterns on the floor, the location of your home, everything, to happen the way its meant to =)
haha i learnt so so so much

APPLICATION ONE =) (Jesus... pick me up???)

oh and i fell down -.-! (which also applied to my walk with God)
my right foot kinda strayed off the path
but my left foot was still on
so i tripped, and i fell on my knees
and the scab i got on saturday durin p6 party which was finally healing broke open again
and another 2 new scabs along with it -.-
this meant.... sometimes part of us will stray of the path, and we will fall and really hurt, sometimes the old hurts in our lives hadnt even healed and were broken open again, but yet, because one foot was still on the path, because you were still attending church and cg, God could pick you up again =)
as such, i continued walking home even though i fell down at hume ! :D

APPLICATION 2 (the PROVISION!!!)

at the start of the walk, after setting out from school
which was along dunearn road
the road was basically flat
abit of sweat, abit of achiness, but still ok
and i had a slurpee and sardine puff in hand
it really kept me going

this means that
when you first set out on your christian walk
life will be easier for you, God will clear the way for you
even though sometimes you may get a bit tired and want to give up
God's provision (the slurpee n puff) will still provide you with the energy and happiness to keep going and pressing on (happiness due to the sardine puff tasting real good)

APPLICATION 3 (THE MATURITY!!!!!)

however, towards the end of the bukit timah road
the slurpee was gone, n the sardine puff too
it was the time to turn up to upper bukit timah road
(i never realised before but upper bukit timah road actually continuously goes uphill till like hume!! -.-)
tired, exhausted, no more food to eat =(
alot of traffic lights also, must stop and wait for a long time

this means...
after the youngster stage in your walk with God...
now comes the maturity test
life gets tiring as you slowly slowly try to climb up and inch your way forward towards the goal at the end
but when God's provisions SEEM to disappear, you start to get dry, you start to get tired
also... at some points in time... (the traffic light), you just seem to be standing there
waiting, and doing nothing, wanting to really move forward and rise up in life, but somehow you just cant because things, problems (the cars), just keep coming your way
but at this point.. when you are so tired n dry..., when you feel God's provision is gone...
you then realise!
your water bottle is in your bag! that God provision was actually always there
just hiding some place till you took the action to try to find it !

APPLICATION 4 =) ( THE PATTERNS OF LIFE!!!! RETIREMENT STAGE)

ok.. this one i shall not explain much...
but its basically after i entered my condo
i climbed the hill
and noticed all the different patterns on the floor
some same, some colourful, some with gaps, some with cracks

this means...
so you have finally trodded on msot of your life alr!
you're finally NEARLY at your destination point
the patterns on the ground really refer to your walk of life =)
normally its just the brown sand/gravel ground...
then suddenly at the amphitheatre circle thing got a lot of patterns! meanin somethin interesting was going on =)
so this part of life is the retirement stage!
its when you look back into ur life, ur walk, ur mistakes, and think through everything
but somehow... you really looked back and laughed! and smiled!!
because u really were able to see how God aided u in this entire walk
at this point in time
u really see the countless times God tried to help you which you could not see because the devil was blinding you!

LASTLY =)
APPLICATION 5!!! ('I DIED FOR HER!!!!')

finally..... you are on ur deathbed (lol!)
ur waiting for the lift
the lift comes...
stepped in...
saw the mirrors
and of course, went to stare at myself
got one piece of the sardine puff stuck to my teeth! (darnn!!!)
face a little oily (eww!)
used my tongue to get away e sardine puff
wipe away e face...
perfect! =D
walk out the lift lookin... GOOD.................

this means....
now ur finally at the judgement room
on the way UPPP to Heaven!!!
ur being examined (mirror)
and God plays back ur life
shows u all the flaws and mistakes (sardine puff and oily face =.=)
but then, Jesus says...
'I FORGIVE HER!! I died on the cross for her =) shes a good n faithful servant!!'
then suddenly, all e flaws, mistakes, sins, are GONE!!!!! (wipe face n use tongue lick away sardine puff)
u walk out the judgement room
perfect, renewed, flawless becos of the blood of Christ =)

lastly.....
STAGE 6!!! (ENTERING HEAVEN =) )

haha!
ok so now ur done with the judgement room
the doors of the courthouse open for u (lift doors)
and u step out!!!!!
u walk towards ur own house (Heaven.. HOME!!!)
and u press e doorbell....
ring!
someone rushes for the door!
ur mum... (ok today was my maid... but lets just use mum... more applicable)
rushes for the door... and says... ' ur home!!!!!!!!! =)' with a big wide smile on her face

and thats really God feelin so happy that His child is finally home =)
hahahaa!!!

-THE END-

as you can see
i had a pretty interesting walk
the world has so much mre amazing things to notice out of the simplest things in life when u look at it with eyes of a child
seriously, ppl need to grow up, but some child qualities which some 'act cool' ppl deem 'uncool'....keep it with you...
once in awhile
spend some time doing nothing, but something at the same times
... then u'll live a life that u'll never ever regret (: