It's time for a new beginning (:

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skipped school today....
kinda regret it lol, i love singapore biennale... the art pieces are super nice
but i was too tired , too too tired ahahha

anw yeah, schools ending in 2 days or so!!!!!!!!
i dunno if i feel happy or not ahaha!
althou its quite sad, i must say that ive enjoyed e times with 205
even though our class is like totally messy, disorganised but its also fun and spasticccc and everyone here is just so different which makes it so interesting!!
haha.

ive been thinking alot about my future lately.
(sound like i just finished a lvl or something -.-)
but yeah, i wonder what the future holds for me! :O
i still dont know if my decision to take triple science was right....
hmmmmmm.
i cant wait to grow up. :P
but i dont want my childhood to end.. okay... youth hood..

=]! and when i look back! there'll be those that have been there with me every step of the way... heeeeeee... such a warm feeling =)

SIGHHH
i am not satisfied with my results
i have to do better seriously so much better
only one a1 shall never exist in julie's report book.. NEVER!!!!
im going to do as well as i can.
and see what i can do about my jc years
whether im willing to take the battle and turn to acsi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going to earn BIG BUCKS next time
i want a 5 digit salary, no less!!!!!!!!
haha. this is not blind rambling, this is coming from the heart man
not satisfied not satisfied not satisfied .
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i need to do better
thhese results are okay
but i dont like okay
i want better i want better
and im going to work for it
dont know how my intelligence can improve, but my effort put in can
and i must do better for next year, even though its gonna be tonnes harder
whew!

today its time i really mature
and realise that everything that im working for now is going to determine my salary digit in the future.
some of the stuff learning may be useless, and thats why it determinies and differentiates your maturity and intellectual level.
i may not be brilliant, but i know what im working for, and i declared to some people im going to walk into taka and paragon and buy like a hundred shopping bags (and hire rui as my bag carries for $2/hour) and my heart will not HURT!!!!!!!!!!!

its time i realise the importance of my future ahead
seriously
if i earn big bucks and put my parents in a mansion where they have nothing to do all day long
they'll just come to church with me!

its time to grow up
next year's turning 15.
14 and 15 are so close, but yet the maturity level difference is enormous if you manage to develop yourself to what you are meant to be.
which few do.... enjoying childhood is nice... but i gotta balance.

okay!
this explains my mood for these few days
need to grow up
more and more and more!
haha but not so fast that its unnatural.
get a grip on the future!!!!!
its time to start shining for God the real way and not let anything come in the way of that.
dont be daft.