It's time for a new beginning (:

LO AND BEHOLD - I AM HERE :D
and i have conquered 6 papers already!!!!!

hahahaha. let me give a quick recap from monday.

monday = PON!! i didnt get much studyin done anyway zzzz!

tuesday = started hyperventilating about the 200 slides of history. finish GEOG.

wednesday = first paper , CHINESE. compo and gonghan was okay, paper was o.O!!!! i didnt manage to totally finish but haha somehow i still felt sooooooo good :D after school went to isaacs condo to study with jessie and evie (dont ask why haha!) we kept staring at the fishywishies in the aquarium and going nuts over this big long weird fish :D that day was also faiths birthday!! i was so totally wanting to go up to pass her her present but then. the like. WORST thunderstorm ever. we were just sitting at the pool deck and my heart was already POPPING!!!! continuous amazing boomingly LOUD thunder for so long that i was stuck. OH! and i found the ice cream, the grapey, cooling one i used to buy at eves mama shop! i was getting the gut feeling that i would find it and guess what, I DID =D

thursday: language arts. 10 sides of fullscap in 2 hours, 8 of them single lined, LEI AH!!! then followed by another 1 and a half hours of compre, haha, the summary was .... :P last minute realised i forgot to leave line so i copied over... then SUPER rush.. so i spelt reveals as reveas.... darn...... after school play with my GLOBY!! woooo, then stayed in schooled and studied with beibei until 6 :) at night... was in a rushrushrush cos got like 80 more slides of history.... then stayed up till 3 revisin my geog! audrey kept me company :D haha yay! managed to get almost everythin done.

friday, today: history paper first. guess what! i didnt study the entire set of ppt of Jap colonialism of sg and malaya because... i simply didnt ... and it didnt come out! ahhh, how amazing is God!!! the paper was okay la... except for the sourced based ... that was .. whew! haha
but i had a lot of fun =D then geog! lalallalala :D happy happyyyyyyyyyyy omg i thought that the paper ended at 11.30 so i was like CHIONG AHHH when it was 11.15... until i realised it ended at 12 :D it was a gooooddodododod paper!!!! came home and slept... until 3.30 and guess what, the whole time i was dreaming about some RAINFALL QUESTION!!!!!!!


in conclusion: after 6 papers, i am:

1) exhausted!!!! but i got my sleep back :D
2) both my hands are acheing like mad now
3) ive now got a coughhhhhh!!

with God, anything is possible. every single verse, every single topic these 3 exam days that i read abt in the Bible really applied to EVERYTHING in my life now... God's timing is so impeccable. even though today exhaustion really took over me in th morning but i really sat down in th corner of school and prayed.. and somehow the leakage in my mind just stopped. i wasnt tired all the way till the geog paper ended and then WHAM, the exhaustion hit my like lightningt... but without the grace of God, how could i have lasted till then?

i really love what jill mccloghry says

'Sometimes i dont feel like singing to God
but somehow i know that my circumstance in this season doesnt change that God is still God
it doesnt change what God's called me to be here,
what He's called me to do,
and He's still on the throne in Heaven,
He still rules,
and He is still bigger than everything that i am facing'

Thank You God that you really walked with me through fire through this time
.... You know.. i can really look back and cry right now
i don't understand the peace i felt when i did the papers
i dont understand how i managed to revise finish everything
but God's really bigger than anything that i ever face
and i know that if i believe and really put my trust in Him whether the circumstance may be good or bad... God will really deliver me from ANYTHING that's in my way.

theres so many more things that God has helped me through these view days that i cant even mention cos its just too much!
but i'm happy, and God, that's really becaus of You!


3 more papers to go!