It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Wednesday, July 09, 2008
well...
today.
leon left.
he left.
i dont believe it lol.
woke up today still not quite ready that he's leaving
then it sunk into me
and i felt like crying so bad
but it just couldnt come out
so it just suffocated and suffocated me.
pe was height and weight!
haha i was quite satisfied :P
considering the amazingly large amounts ive been eating
played soft ball.
physics was so tired i felt like falling asleep so much.
then la was talking.
then chloe called.
and she said.
'OI LEONS FLIGHT IS LEAVIN AT 2.15 NOT 3.40 WE CANNOT MEET HER LE'
i was totally ....
called leon....
he said it was true
haha let out half e gallon of tears inside of me
sheesh embarrassin
i was really so confused...
then emotions went from pain to sunday's service ' stick e knife in your heart'
china style
but...
i guess God really never lets down His children...
i know i prayed so much last night that today would go smoothly and that we would be able to catch leon's flight because the actual timing was so closely packed.
and when i came out of assembly.
bettie sms-ed.
'FLIGHT POSTPONED TO 4.15'
I WAS LIKE OMG.
Haha God.... you truly are so amazing so amazing SO AMAZING.
cabbed down...
went to viewing mall...
prayed for leon....
he was crying...... ahhhhhhhhhhh
lol it was a really emo time e rest of e time...
i just can't believe it lol.
watching his back go through the immi, then as he turned back to look one last time before he walked away... with all our faces pressed against the glass windows just trying to catch a glimpse of him.
oh leon..
as of 7.37 pm right now.
ive officially known you for 354 days and 9 hours and 7 minutes haha....
you just couldnt wait till ive known you for a year to leave could you?
the leon that has been guiding me through when krystle could not be around
the leon that called me up and made me feel cared and concerned about when i was down
the leon that took so much care of my connect group not because i asked him but because he truly loved his people so much.
the leon that ive been so dependent on these few weeks....
what am i going to do now?
i dont want to not see him at cell group...
dont want...
why did the first person i ever lose in my life have to be from w445.
leon... come back soon
please come back soon
please dont wait two years.
aiii..... bye leon.... i love you and i miss you like crazy crazy!!
but now... for the LEON SONG.
I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight
I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight .
Tonight - FM Static
today.
leon left.
he left.
i dont believe it lol.
woke up today still not quite ready that he's leaving
then it sunk into me
and i felt like crying so bad
but it just couldnt come out
so it just suffocated and suffocated me.
pe was height and weight!
haha i was quite satisfied :P
considering the amazingly large amounts ive been eating
played soft ball.
physics was so tired i felt like falling asleep so much.
then la was talking.
then chloe called.
and she said.
'OI LEONS FLIGHT IS LEAVIN AT 2.15 NOT 3.40 WE CANNOT MEET HER LE'
i was totally ....
called leon....
he said it was true
haha let out half e gallon of tears inside of me
sheesh embarrassin
i was really so confused...
then emotions went from pain to sunday's service ' stick e knife in your heart'
china style
but...
i guess God really never lets down His children...
i know i prayed so much last night that today would go smoothly and that we would be able to catch leon's flight because the actual timing was so closely packed.
and when i came out of assembly.
bettie sms-ed.
'FLIGHT POSTPONED TO 4.15'
I WAS LIKE OMG.
Haha God.... you truly are so amazing so amazing SO AMAZING.
cabbed down...
went to viewing mall...
prayed for leon....
he was crying...... ahhhhhhhhhhh
lol it was a really emo time e rest of e time...
i just can't believe it lol.
watching his back go through the immi, then as he turned back to look one last time before he walked away... with all our faces pressed against the glass windows just trying to catch a glimpse of him.
oh leon..
as of 7.37 pm right now.
ive officially known you for 354 days and 9 hours and 7 minutes haha....
you just couldnt wait till ive known you for a year to leave could you?
the leon that has been guiding me through when krystle could not be around
the leon that called me up and made me feel cared and concerned about when i was down
the leon that took so much care of my connect group not because i asked him but because he truly loved his people so much.
the leon that ive been so dependent on these few weeks....
what am i going to do now?
i dont want to not see him at cell group...
dont want...
why did the first person i ever lose in my life have to be from w445.
leon... come back soon
please come back soon
please dont wait two years.
aiii..... bye leon.... i love you and i miss you like crazy crazy!!
but now... for the LEON SONG.
I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight
I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight .
Tonight - FM Static
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