It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Friday, July 11, 2008
but it felt... enriching :P
i slept all the way from e time i got home till e time i left for tuition.
and i still feel so tired.
i think his is getting more psychological, or else im just becoming a pig.
you know what.
im getting so empty.
not with God.
but with fellowship
im just getting so empty.
then again
probably psychological.
muahaha.
but i love God
i love Him so so so much
i'm so confused but yet when i look at e cross
i cry and cry because i know that God still loves me no matter who i am and what i've done
i cry because i know that even when my faith is down God is still faithful to me and blessing me
i cry because i know that even though people leave my life all the time... God will never leave me.
so i pray that this blessing can go out to leon
i pray that he will feel God following him even when he is so lonely over there
i pray that he will cry because he feels the presence of God when everything else feels so cold
God.... im crying as i type this, and i just want to tell You how much You mean to me
how much i know i've done wrong and how much more i wish to please You
God... its a declaration You've made that You will never leave me .. even if everyone else will
God... its a declaration You've made that even when my relationship with other people will feel hollow.. You will still be here to fill this empty vessel in my heart up with Your love
God... i thank You for planning my life like this... even though sometimes it's just so painful... but yet i know i can bear it... because You have beared it for me..
i'm so glad i stayed in church even when things seemed bleak.
because i know that God will never fail me(:
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