It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Thursday, June 05, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW CHEN!!!!
yep happy bday (:
haha i wont write anything shoutout here becos ill definitely be gettin that poot a card... next month
hahaa
HAHAHAHA
okay i dunno if im gonna post tonite cos i might be back late or i might not be back
ahaha.
WOO.
so um lasts nights one hour was interesting.
i started off the prayer...
but somehow i knew something was wrong.
i just couldnt seem to pray those type of 'powerful' prayer anymore.
then i looked back at wednesdays prayer meetin. same thing.
and then!
haha, i remembered brother Yun from the Heavenly Man..
how he backslided because he was more focused on doing God's work than God Himself.
so i was really wondering if that was my problem, because i just felt so weary praying for the cg, for my connect grp, for e cg girls.
so... the whole one hour yesterday, God was really like
'put all your needs behind, this time, just come in here for this one hour, and just to get to know me, and i WILL give you all the solutions to your needs once you come to the centre of your love for Me again.'
WAAA.
aahaha so i really spent the time talking... with God
haha. just asking questions, no powerful prayers but just a prayer thats really from my heart.
yeah... it was great.
even though i can say that in my past prayers i did ask for myself to know God more
it was a really shallow asking, sure, i wanted it, but it did not come from my heart
and after a minute or two of asking that, my heart would focus on the needs of w445, of chc, of my members.
but... it's really these times that we cry out to God that we feel empty, literally cry out, and then we just start to know God like a best friend, that He'll really fill the empty vessels inside of us again.
haha, i was feeling so empty at the start of the prayer... but afterwards.. i could feel that it was filled somehow.... definitely definitely the Holy Spirit!
haha.
yes so that was great....
and then, haha good revelation come cannot shut up ma
so i went around calling people...
and woke up quite a few (oops)
but finally... krys sms-ed!
my lucky chance
called n talked for 1 hour!
heee hoooo felt so happy afterwards.
she really put it into me that i should feel lucky that i'm going to china
because it's really a realization that God actually trusts me to go through all i did last december again, but this time, He trusts that i will not fall like i did last time!!
yay thank you God, i feel very very honored :)
haha!
okay...
maths tuition later
grrrrrr they forced me to replace one last lesson
haha but nvm... shall go learn my math and get more worksheets to do on hols
then after that... dinner... actually.. watchin them eat dinner at chorm chorm to celebrate MATTS BDAY!!! (:
oh. but before all that.
3 more 1500 word chinese analysis n reflection to complete....
grahhh. haha! nvm... i can do it :P
24 hour fast today!
jiayou julie!!!
lets really bring a storm of revival upon nanyang and scgs!!!
wooo.
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