It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Sunday, April 27, 2008
i really feel
i dont have the capacity to contain this any more
i really wonder what right you have to speak to me like that
what right do you have to demean my reputation like that?
i just wanna burst out loud with a whole mouth of !%^&*(^&!
but....
there's always a but
it doesn't matter
i wont feel angry
because God keeps telling me 'its a test its a test'
so ill bear with it like a test
an anger that turns into anxiety, pain, guilty and so much shame
but yet
with the grace of God
i can always get through
No one can judge but the creator God Himself.
the shame that men have put onto me shall be gone in the name of Jesus
HAHAHAHAHA
ok
now im happy
i love to post abt stuff like this
cos when i post
i really think it thru
and i really just imagine God's face lookin down on me
and the start, God was really feelin so anxious about the choice i would choose, whether i would be God seekin or man seeking
in the middle, when everythin turned to tears, God would weep down on me and feel pain for me
and at the end... when i tell God that i trust in Him, God smiles, God jumps up from His throne, and then God starts clapping, starts laughing, starts whirling around, starts whooping for joy that His child has overcome the devil.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i guess its stuff like this that makes all the difference
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