It's time for a new beginning (:
history maker, here i come.Monday, March 31, 2008
HELLOOO.
so happy april fools :D
it took me a really long time to remember that and as such i lost my reputation.
let me tell you, su mei may not be very good in her studies and such, but she's s total MASTERMIND for tricks.
omg -.-
yeah so at the start of school, she was like
"eh miss ee (?) want to see you and tricia, shd be because of prac last week"or somethin like that
then i was like omgomgomg -_-
cos i fell into the pond and tricia broke the thermometer and the mercury fell into the pond
so we were thinking that i squashed a fish when i fell in and she poisioned them and started freaking out
anyway, went to bio lab
and waited for like 5 min
but teacher didn't show up
went back to class
me "sumei teacher not there"
sumei:"HAHAHAHAHAA"
me and trish: ?!
sumei:" april fools!! :D"
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ARGHHH YOU STUPID SUMEI!!
ahaha.
oh well.
i was just reading through my april fools' post last year
HAHA, i cant believe jiaqi believed it when i said ben and huiqi were in love!
LOL.
yyuuckkk :D
yup.
got back chem today.
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haha, nvm, peace alr.
just pleading, begging, hoping, praying that this week will past faster! :D
so happy april fools :D
it took me a really long time to remember that and as such i lost my reputation.
let me tell you, su mei may not be very good in her studies and such, but she's s total MASTERMIND for tricks.
omg -.-
yeah so at the start of school, she was like
"eh miss ee (?) want to see you and tricia, shd be because of prac last week"or somethin like that
then i was like omgomgomg -_-
cos i fell into the pond and tricia broke the thermometer and the mercury fell into the pond
so we were thinking that i squashed a fish when i fell in and she poisioned them and started freaking out
anyway, went to bio lab
and waited for like 5 min
but teacher didn't show up
went back to class
me "sumei teacher not there"
sumei:"HAHAHAHAHAA"
me and trish: ?!
sumei:" april fools!! :D"
...........................
....................................
...........................................
ARGHHH YOU STUPID SUMEI!!
ahaha.
oh well.
i was just reading through my april fools' post last year
HAHA, i cant believe jiaqi believed it when i said ben and huiqi were in love!
LOL.
yyuuckkk :D
yup.
got back chem today.
.................................................
haha, nvm, peace alr.
just pleading, begging, hoping, praying that this week will past faster! :D
Sunday, March 30, 2008
ahah you know what.
don't waste your time reading it.
let's just leave it in simple words.
i'm troubled.
BUT.
i know God will make a way.
one way or another :)
i know that this week is going to be hard..
this last week before a whole new year starts for me..
i know that the devil's going to attack me again and again to try and do things which i have prevented myself from doing since i was born again
i know that people are going to judge me, people are going to gossip about me, people are going to throw huge tempers to make me feel lost, people are going to give me that "whatever .. Christian" look, but.
there are all 'people' doing things to me. why should i care how they judge me.... because.
It's all about God. only God. always God. just. God.and one day... they're going to thank me, and be touched by me, and i think that the happiness of seeing a friend saved is worth the pain going through.
i wonder sometimes if 205, they realise how much their hurting each other.
truth be told, i sometimes really want to bash all of them when i see them.
sometimes i feel that i really will lose my temper.
but, i don't.
because, i know the devil is pathetic. just so super pathetic.
using these type of retarded ways to try to split the world up.
and i'll never ever let him take over.
not because i've got strength of mind, but because, i'm with the Lord.
i wonder, when the world will come into the light.
but, i guess, its my duty here.
to keep on asking and praying, that one day, i can go to school and be in a class that is filled with laughter and joy.
filled with the love i feel, when i'm with w445.
people are going to judge me
people are going to feel uncomfortable with me
people are going to keep their distance away from me
but HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
do i sound like i care?
i can have the whole world hate me and turn against me
just as long as God loves me, and i know i'm doing His will, i can never feel happier.
this week.
the devil is gonna tempt me to CURSE.
the devil is gonna tempt me to LOSE MY TEMPER.
the devil is gonna tempt me to GIVE UP on those whom im reaching out to.
the devil is gonna tempt me to let him take hold
the devil is gonna tempt me be EMOTIONALLY HURT by what people think of me
but.....................................I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE.
i know i'm not going to.
but for now, i don't know how to get through it either.
i need guidance.
but for now, lets let GOD take hold (:
for He most definitely WILL make a way :)
April 6th. Most precious day. Of my life. COME QUICK! :D
don't waste your time reading it.
let's just leave it in simple words.
i'm troubled.
BUT.
i know God will make a way.
one way or another :)
this last week before a whole new year starts for me..
i know that the devil's going to attack me again and again to try and do things which i have prevented myself from doing since i was born again
i know that people are going to judge me, people are going to gossip about me, people are going to throw huge tempers to make me feel lost, people are going to give me that "whatever .. Christian" look, but.
there are all 'people' doing things to me. why should i care how they judge me.... because.
It's all about God. only God. always God. just. God.and one day... they're going to thank me, and be touched by me, and i think that the happiness of seeing a friend saved is worth the pain going through.
i wonder sometimes if 205, they realise how much their hurting each other.
truth be told, i sometimes really want to bash all of them when i see them.
sometimes i feel that i really will lose my temper.
but, i don't.
because, i know the devil is pathetic. just so super pathetic.
using these type of retarded ways to try to split the world up.
and i'll never ever let him take over.
not because i've got strength of mind, but because, i'm with the Lord.
i wonder, when the world will come into the light.
but, i guess, its my duty here.
to keep on asking and praying, that one day, i can go to school and be in a class that is filled with laughter and joy.
filled with the love i feel, when i'm with w445.
people are going to judge me
people are going to feel uncomfortable with me
people are going to keep their distance away from me
but HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
do i sound like i care?
i can have the whole world hate me and turn against me
just as long as God loves me, and i know i'm doing His will, i can never feel happier.
this week.
the devil is gonna tempt me to CURSE.
the devil is gonna tempt me to LOSE MY TEMPER.
the devil is gonna tempt me to GIVE UP on those whom im reaching out to.
the devil is gonna tempt me to let him take hold
the devil is gonna tempt me be EMOTIONALLY HURT by what people think of me
but.....................................I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE.
i know i'm not going to.
but for now, i don't know how to get through it either.
i need guidance.
but for now, lets let GOD take hold (:
for He most definitely WILL make a way :)
April 6th. Most precious day. Of my life. COME QUICK! :D
two important things today!!
1)isaac, ajay, and jiahao's baptism!! :D wooo
2) ruoxi's birthday!!
happy birthday ruoxi!!! (:
haha
anyway
woke up at 6.20
and managed to be on the way by 8.20 -_-
yes thats right, i spent 2 hours coaxing miss see sumei to come!
tsktsk
and i still wasted 28 bucks on cab fee after that
oh building fundddddd -.-
fetched jiahao on the wayyy
anyway!
service was great
except abt the fact i was stuck next to ajay
ARGHGHGHGHGH
spent the whole svc drawin on my hands , my feet, my book
and he stuck my pen cap into his mouth, not touching, but INNN
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ajay you pig
yuckyuckyuck
hahahahaha
after service bus-ed down to jurong west for baptism!
squashes with daniel and matt arhggghh
nvm
i like their hair very... patterny
ahahahaha
haha
took this outside jurong west church
w445 !!!!!!!! best brothers and sisters on earth :)))(hahaha leon looks funny)
jiahao isaac ajay... touching each other. aha
wow a nice photo! amazing!!
haha had lunch
daniel bought me a milo!! yay :) or was it krystle
haha
one of em la
haha and i got a remaining chicken wing
omg im like dam scavenger -.-
yup
walked into e buildin
ask leon to by his bible study book
he was reluctant...
me:"leon, buy ur book?"
leon:"i dunno lei...."
me:"..."
leon:"can you give me some time?? .. i go toilet think abt it first can.."
everyone: !?!?!?!?!
haha but well, krys always has the final word
so he bought it anyway -_-
hahaha
WEE!
anyway
after that went to rooftop for baptism!
haha
hahaha awww ajay is so cute! look at his face haha
isaac n ajay :)
hahah isaac eye pain is it ??
i see jiahao in the orange pants!! (:
jiahao n isaac queueing up :)
JIAHAOO!! WOOO! hahaha
ajay jiahao isaac :)
JIAHAO'S BAPTISM :
ISAAC'S BAPTISM:
AJAY'S BAPTISM:
RIGHT AFTER BAPTISM: :D
isaac!! (:
isaac n ajay :D
went down to first floor :)
ajay n jiahao.. lights of e world!! (:
ajay eat in his salt.. u smelly piggish SALT OF E EARTH!! :)
gerald pourin jiahaos salt into his mouth.. abit rough eh mister?? which then resulted in..
jiahao spittin e salt onto e floor -_- HAHA we were laughin like crazy and everyone was stariinnn :D
jiahao eatin his apple :)
this is the salt that jiahao spat onto e floor! HAHA
isaac looks like he's gonna puke aha
GO AJAY! GO AJAY! :DDD (smelly)
cake ajay's mum bought :DDD wooo
wee! w445 with jade and gerald!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
jade looks so... weird haha
we found out today that ajay doesnt noe how to use a knife. HAHA
AJAY YOU'RE SO CUTEEE (not.) hahaha
jiahao and his two fiances (:
they're not lookin at the camera, but ajay.. cant seem to SMILE in the other ones so this will do (:
HAHA
the cake
the old people kept on walking up like we were givin some free cake distribution
and kept on ordering poor daniel for cake
HAHAHA
so he had to cut the pieces smaller and smaller till they were like 1 cm wide
this then caused so much pressure on him that he finished a whole box of matches after that. AHAH. poor daniel :)
thenn, had to go!
Yup,
dad fetched me,
came home, and went to borders after that to buy storybooks!
yay i bought 5 books :DDD
weee
ate kfc+sushi after that
yummo.
yeah so today was pretty amazing!! (:
huge grats to ajay, isaac and jiahao! woooooooo :D
haha!!
i love w445 ((((((((((((((((:
1)isaac, ajay, and jiahao's baptism!! :D wooo
2) ruoxi's birthday!!
happy birthday ruoxi!!! (:
haha
anyway
woke up at 6.20
and managed to be on the way by 8.20 -_-
yes thats right, i spent 2 hours coaxing miss see sumei to come!
tsktsk
and i still wasted 28 bucks on cab fee after that
oh building fundddddd -.-
fetched jiahao on the wayyy
anyway!
service was great
except abt the fact i was stuck next to ajay
ARGHGHGHGHGH
spent the whole svc drawin on my hands , my feet, my book
and he stuck my pen cap into his mouth, not touching, but INNN
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ajay you pig
yuckyuckyuck
hahahahaha
after service bus-ed down to jurong west for baptism!
squashes with daniel and matt arhggghh
nvm
i like their hair very... patterny
ahahahaha
haha
took this outside jurong west church
w445 !!!!!!!! best brothers and sisters on earth :)))(hahaha leon looks funny)
jiahao isaac ajay... touching each other. aha
wow a nice photo! amazing!!
haha had lunch
daniel bought me a milo!! yay :) or was it krystle
haha
one of em la
haha and i got a remaining chicken wing
omg im like dam scavenger -.-
yup
walked into e buildin
ask leon to by his bible study book
he was reluctant...
me:"leon, buy ur book?"
leon:"i dunno lei...."
me:"..."
leon:"can you give me some time?? .. i go toilet think abt it first can.."
everyone: !?!?!?!?!
haha but well, krys always has the final word
so he bought it anyway -_-
hahaha
WEE!
anyway
after that went to rooftop for baptism!
haha
hahaha awww ajay is so cute! look at his face haha
isaac n ajay :)
hahah isaac eye pain is it ??
i see jiahao in the orange pants!! (:
jiahao n isaac queueing up :)
JIAHAOO!! WOOO! hahaha
ajay jiahao isaac :)
JIAHAO'S BAPTISM :
ISAAC'S BAPTISM:
AJAY'S BAPTISM:
RIGHT AFTER BAPTISM: :D
isaac!! (:
isaac n ajay :D
went down to first floor :)
ajay n jiahao.. lights of e world!! (:
ajay eat in his salt.. u smelly piggish SALT OF E EARTH!! :)
gerald pourin jiahaos salt into his mouth.. abit rough eh mister?? which then resulted in..
jiahao spittin e salt onto e floor -_- HAHA we were laughin like crazy and everyone was stariinnn :D
jiahao eatin his apple :)
this is the salt that jiahao spat onto e floor! HAHA
isaac looks like he's gonna puke aha
GO AJAY! GO AJAY! :DDD (smelly)
cake ajay's mum bought :DDD wooo
wee! w445 with jade and gerald!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
jade looks so... weird haha
we found out today that ajay doesnt noe how to use a knife. HAHA
AJAY YOU'RE SO CUTEEE (not.) hahaha
jiahao and his two fiances (:
they're not lookin at the camera, but ajay.. cant seem to SMILE in the other ones so this will do (:
HAHA
the cake
the old people kept on walking up like we were givin some free cake distribution
and kept on ordering poor daniel for cake
HAHAHA
so he had to cut the pieces smaller and smaller till they were like 1 cm wide
this then caused so much pressure on him that he finished a whole box of matches after that. AHAH. poor daniel :)
thenn, had to go!
Yup,
dad fetched me,
came home, and went to borders after that to buy storybooks!
yay i bought 5 books :DDD
weee
ate kfc+sushi after that
yummo.
yeah so today was pretty amazing!! (:
huge grats to ajay, isaac and jiahao! woooooooo :D
haha!!
i love w445 ((((((((((((((((:
Saturday, March 29, 2008
hiii :)
well today was just kinda nothing-ed.
woke up at 11.
ate till 1?
haha
did hw till 3.20
gave eve bs at btp till 4.40
met tricia chua who poked my cheeks
yup
thats a day
finished like almost all my hw
accomplishment
but you know what, a saturday without having cell group, without seeing w445, is meaningless.
i think i'll have to cut short the torture i put on myself
cos another sat without God is just going to drain the life out of me.
blueeee :(
on a happier note
my parents have told me "don't tell me your results"
aahahahhaha
cool right
just for my mum's health sake
so i'm free!
but yup
i will go study now
study study study
i kept it going for 1 week last time
lets target eternity this time :)
'world's largest reeffish'
AHHAHAA. joke :D
okay. bye!
well today was just kinda nothing-ed.
woke up at 11.
ate till 1?
haha
did hw till 3.20
gave eve bs at btp till 4.40
met tricia chua who poked my cheeks
yup
thats a day
finished like almost all my hw
accomplishment
but you know what, a saturday without having cell group, without seeing w445, is meaningless.
i think i'll have to cut short the torture i put on myself
cos another sat without God is just going to drain the life out of me.
blueeee :(
on a happier note
my parents have told me "don't tell me your results"
aahahahhaha
cool right
just for my mum's health sake
so i'm free!
but yup
i will go study now
study study study
i kept it going for 1 week last time
lets target eternity this time :)
'world's largest reeffish'
AHHAHAA. joke :D
okay. bye!
Friday, March 28, 2008
HEEEELLO :D
whoops this is the second time today!
but i really don't know what else to do
i was preparing to go sleep but suddenly i just felt like blogging!
yay so this post is gonna be full of rubbbissshhhh cos its all the stuff off the top of my head!!
hmm!!
ok!
dunno wat to talk abt lei
oh
lemme tell u abt my wonderful experience of mornin exercise today
hahaha
so i was waitin n waitin and waitin for e bus
wait very long lei, impatient alr, then ah, blind ma, thought, THOUGHT, i saw 171 comin
got on top of it lor
then the bus doors closed
and then the auntie was like "girl girl, this is not 171, its 177"
haiya i was listenin to music at that time so i was like blurblur " orh ok i noe thankyouthankyou"
and i went to sit down
as such
very fun lor
early morning go tour ministry of defence -.-
can see army dogs patrolling lei
haha cute :)
anw
took until jessie house
and got off
and asked her to come take bus wif me!
haha
so we had to walk up e dam big hill
and we were bettin whether gerald wld be there
surprise surprise, he was too early today i guess, haha
and then!!
we met chuanling!!
so cool rite
haha
ok
so thats relatively borin
but nothin else to blog abt wat
so anyhow type lor
just type what my fingers feel like typin
waaa
just finished 3 word searches
u noe what
my intellectual level has significantly deproved in 3 years
i timed myself and for e first one it took me nearly 10 minutes
hahaha ok so what im chicken brained nvm -.-
yeh
really kinda relieved that this week is over
and that theres only one and a bit more days to the time where i can just let all the stress of this week go away
seriously, im workin till got pimple come out alr la
mama mia
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i go watch show alr
i aim to finish 20 word searches tonite
so ill probably be up till... forever.. haha
for now
i shall go call up some funny irritatin butts and hav a nice chat
hahaha =)
its funny
but hav i mentioned i hate talkin on phones?
no la not hate, uncomfortable and weird more like
as in not with everyone
there r a fewww, so fewww( actually 3 ppl only) exceptional cases i enjoy tokin to
if u wanna find out if ur that exceptional case.. well.. call my fone tonight, if i hang up on u... hahaha ok omg im going dam irritating i needta stop typin
haha, but my fave is stilll
dada dum
dada dumm...
...
EVE!!
haha
so since i said that, can u pay like $2 out of the $3 im supposed to buy frm u? haha :)
hahhaa piggy
yay!!
i am seein that silly pig tmr that talks the language from her own land tmr :)
alright!!
whew
this is gettin so borin i actually feel like slappin myself
ok well
shall go find mre words now
gnight !
whoops this is the second time today!
but i really don't know what else to do
i was preparing to go sleep but suddenly i just felt like blogging!
yay so this post is gonna be full of rubbbissshhhh cos its all the stuff off the top of my head!!
hmm!!
ok!
dunno wat to talk abt lei
oh
lemme tell u abt my wonderful experience of mornin exercise today
hahaha
so i was waitin n waitin and waitin for e bus
wait very long lei, impatient alr, then ah, blind ma, thought, THOUGHT, i saw 171 comin
got on top of it lor
then the bus doors closed
and then the auntie was like "girl girl, this is not 171, its 177"
haiya i was listenin to music at that time so i was like blurblur " orh ok i noe thankyouthankyou"
and i went to sit down
as such
very fun lor
early morning go tour ministry of defence -.-
can see army dogs patrolling lei
haha cute :)
anw
took until jessie house
and got off
and asked her to come take bus wif me!
haha
so we had to walk up e dam big hill
and we were bettin whether gerald wld be there
surprise surprise, he was too early today i guess, haha
and then!!
we met chuanling!!
so cool rite
haha
ok
so thats relatively borin
but nothin else to blog abt wat
so anyhow type lor
just type what my fingers feel like typin
waaa
just finished 3 word searches
u noe what
my intellectual level has significantly deproved in 3 years
i timed myself and for e first one it took me nearly 10 minutes
hahaha ok so what im chicken brained nvm -.-
yeh
really kinda relieved that this week is over
and that theres only one and a bit more days to the time where i can just let all the stress of this week go away
seriously, im workin till got pimple come out alr la
mama mia
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i go watch show alr
i aim to finish 20 word searches tonite
so ill probably be up till... forever.. haha
for now
i shall go call up some funny irritatin butts and hav a nice chat
hahaha =)
its funny
but hav i mentioned i hate talkin on phones?
no la not hate, uncomfortable and weird more like
as in not with everyone
there r a fewww, so fewww( actually 3 ppl only) exceptional cases i enjoy tokin to
if u wanna find out if ur that exceptional case.. well.. call my fone tonight, if i hang up on u... hahaha ok omg im going dam irritating i needta stop typin
haha, but my fave is stilll
dada dum
dada dumm...
...
EVE!!
haha
so since i said that, can u pay like $2 out of the $3 im supposed to buy frm u? haha :)
hahhaa piggy
yay!!
i am seein that silly pig tmr that talks the language from her own land tmr :)
alright!!
whew
this is gettin so borin i actually feel like slappin myself
ok well
shall go find mre words now
gnight !
HEY :D
weee haha
hmm today was ok
i said it would be screwed
but i also said i would get it thru if i had faith
and i did! :D
and guess what, all the screwed things were just like REMOVED! :D
omgosh, for one,
chinese paper!
i improved like nearly 20 marks from last time :)
even though its still not an a (as u can see how bad my last one was -_-)
but i still improved! so yay :D
haha
then two!
home econs file
okay so we handed in two weeks late
and i thought that we were gonna get FRIEDD today
but guess what, a relief teacher is gonna be taking us for 6 weeks!
so that will possible give mdm ong 6 weeks to cool down and 6 weeks for me to pray that she'll cool down :D
haha
then third!
asian forms presentation
was meant to present today, but we were really screwed, nv do anything at all, some more i'm drama rep hahahaa
but then!
guess what
so many people were sick/absent/competition that it was postponed to next week!
omg hallelujah!!
haha its funny how such a screwed up day can become so .. un-screwed :)
but i guess with God, miracles like this are so common that i shouldn't even be surprised
after all, this isn't the first time something like this has happened!
haha.
Weeee!
i love my God :D
stupid devil, keep trying to make me so fearful and faithless of today!
HA, but i won you again, lousy devil!
stop irritating me la, but actually irritate me better,
dun irritate others, cos i wun lose to you, HAHAHA
well :)
i went to get new specs just now!
haha
well
they abit taitai la
but no choice, the others so ex, and well, just as long as my dad is satisfied :)
we all got to work together to make a peaceful family aye :)
sacrifice abit of my youth also can la haha
well!
have fun at chinatown tmr guys!!
skinny ppl must eat more :)
and i shall stay home and play with my new WORD SEARCH book
muahahaha
my favourite thing to do in p5 -.-'
but still, reliving childhood memories
i love it!!!! haha
ok! byeeeeeeeeeeee =)
weee haha
hmm today was ok
i said it would be screwed
but i also said i would get it thru if i had faith
and i did! :D
and guess what, all the screwed things were just like REMOVED! :D
omgosh, for one,
chinese paper!
i improved like nearly 20 marks from last time :)
even though its still not an a (as u can see how bad my last one was -_-)
but i still improved! so yay :D
haha
then two!
home econs file
okay so we handed in two weeks late
and i thought that we were gonna get FRIEDD today
but guess what, a relief teacher is gonna be taking us for 6 weeks!
so that will possible give mdm ong 6 weeks to cool down and 6 weeks for me to pray that she'll cool down :D
haha
then third!
asian forms presentation
was meant to present today, but we were really screwed, nv do anything at all, some more i'm drama rep hahahaa
but then!
guess what
so many people were sick/absent/competition that it was postponed to next week!
omg hallelujah!!
haha its funny how such a screwed up day can become so .. un-screwed :)
but i guess with God, miracles like this are so common that i shouldn't even be surprised
after all, this isn't the first time something like this has happened!
haha.
Weeee!
i love my God :D
stupid devil, keep trying to make me so fearful and faithless of today!
HA, but i won you again, lousy devil!
stop irritating me la, but actually irritate me better,
dun irritate others, cos i wun lose to you, HAHAHA
well :)
i went to get new specs just now!
haha
well
they abit taitai la
but no choice, the others so ex, and well, just as long as my dad is satisfied :)
we all got to work together to make a peaceful family aye :)
sacrifice abit of my youth also can la haha
well!
have fun at chinatown tmr guys!!
skinny ppl must eat more :)
and i shall stay home and play with my new WORD SEARCH book
muahahaha
my favourite thing to do in p5 -.-'
but still, reliving childhood memories
i love it!!!! haha
ok! byeeeeeeeeeeee =)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
weee.
today was an accomplishment!
haha.
oh.
"classic" event of the day.
i. fell. into. the. school. eco. pond.
actually, it was e hole inside e waterfall inside e pond
but it was sure dripping wet and painn
haha hmm
haha, well school was actually quite interesting
haha it's funny how God can change your perspective of things
amazing =)
yup anyway first lesson was...
haha. nvm dun say la, say also someone will say i play truant take phony lesson.
oh and btw, i changed timetable mister, so currently there is no such 1st lesson on e paper :)
haha
yup well
handed in home econs like 2 weeks late
gonna get scolded like mad tmr i bet
but im prepared, cos i deserve it i guess, haha.
wee and we got back la today!
and i owe jianing one dollar -.-
what rubbish
haha
yup
so even thou ive been studyin until zombie like these days
im exhausted but i dun feel stressed
and i had a fun follow up today
it was e first time i enjoyed it so much
and guess wat, i din even feel like i was in a rush or had other things to do
God is really amazin :)
wee!
oh and i completed cl today!
yay :DDD
only leon left to go
haha
yup
hmm
todays really... lighthearted i guess
i really hope i dun lose this fire for studyin, dun worry, i wun study too much, gee
haha
well!
one more day in e week
i noe tmr's gonna be hard
but i'm prepared for it
and i noe that during those hard times
i've got God to get me thru
.. such a joy :)
always havin somethin to lean on
always havin somethin to love me :)
i love you God!!
and i love you to those special ppl who helped me get thru this week.
especially Anlynn & krys... what would i do without em?? :)
but of course the others too, i can't do without any of em.. especially.. God :D
today was an accomplishment!
haha.
oh.
"classic" event of the day.
i. fell. into. the. school. eco. pond.
actually, it was e hole inside e waterfall inside e pond
but it was sure dripping wet and painn
haha hmm
haha, well school was actually quite interesting
haha it's funny how God can change your perspective of things
amazing =)
yup anyway first lesson was...
haha. nvm dun say la, say also someone will say i play truant take phony lesson.
oh and btw, i changed timetable mister, so currently there is no such 1st lesson on e paper :)
haha
yup well
handed in home econs like 2 weeks late
gonna get scolded like mad tmr i bet
but im prepared, cos i deserve it i guess, haha.
wee and we got back la today!
and i owe jianing one dollar -.-
what rubbish
haha
yup
so even thou ive been studyin until zombie like these days
im exhausted but i dun feel stressed
and i had a fun follow up today
it was e first time i enjoyed it so much
and guess wat, i din even feel like i was in a rush or had other things to do
God is really amazin :)
wee!
oh and i completed cl today!
yay :DDD
only leon left to go
haha
yup
hmm
todays really... lighthearted i guess
i really hope i dun lose this fire for studyin, dun worry, i wun study too much, gee
haha
well!
one more day in e week
i noe tmr's gonna be hard
but i'm prepared for it
and i noe that during those hard times
i've got God to get me thru
.. such a joy :)
always havin somethin to lean on
always havin somethin to love me :)
i love you God!!
and i love you to those special ppl who helped me get thru this week.
especially Anlynn & krys... what would i do without em?? :)
but of course the others too, i can't do without any of em.. especially.. God :D
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
hey :)
well!
today was so-so.
i'm sitting at the A1 seat now.
it's like right in front of the teacher.
with amanda next to me, junqi next to her, esther behind junqi, jieying next to esther, and jessie tee next to jieying
so wow o.O
i'm like surrounded by guai ppl
haha
but laoshi has promised to let me keep my seat!
haha yay
im really gonna try to do my best this term :)
anw!
first lesson today was math -_-
went thru that horrible paper
then art, had to act out the Mayella rapin Tom Robinson scene
and yes, i just HAD to be Mayella
i'm so so so unclean now
tricia seems to always be my partner
haha
yeh, la was quite stoned but i learnt alot!
i love poems :) haha
and after school went to golden rooster to do science sia proposal with esther and sumei
finished it real fast and guess what
sumei and i were sitting on e bus on e way home
suddenly
she was like
"julie, you know something"
"no"
"julie, you know something"
" what"
...
...
...
..
"WE FORGOT TO PAY!!!!!"
HAHAHAHA.
okay the 'we' does not include me inside
so i'm safe
but i guess they'll go pay tmr
haha omg so blur
yup :)
i will go shower cos i stink
and then i will rest for awhile and study :))))
get well mom! i promise i'll try to never let you down again!
i really do.
well!
today was so-so.
i'm sitting at the A1 seat now.
it's like right in front of the teacher.
with amanda next to me, junqi next to her, esther behind junqi, jieying next to esther, and jessie tee next to jieying
so wow o.O
i'm like surrounded by guai ppl
haha
but laoshi has promised to let me keep my seat!
haha yay
im really gonna try to do my best this term :)
anw!
first lesson today was math -_-
went thru that horrible paper
then art, had to act out the Mayella rapin Tom Robinson scene
and yes, i just HAD to be Mayella
i'm so so so unclean now
tricia seems to always be my partner
haha
yeh, la was quite stoned but i learnt alot!
i love poems :) haha
and after school went to golden rooster to do science sia proposal with esther and sumei
finished it real fast and guess what
sumei and i were sitting on e bus on e way home
suddenly
she was like
"julie, you know something"
"no"
"julie, you know something"
" what"
...
...
...
..
"WE FORGOT TO PAY!!!!!"
HAHAHAHA.
okay the 'we' does not include me inside
so i'm safe
but i guess they'll go pay tmr
haha omg so blur
yup :)
i will go shower cos i stink
and then i will rest for awhile and study :))))
get well mom! i promise i'll try to never let you down again!
i really do.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
600th post.
need alot of stuff.
need to start doing well again.
need to stop disappoiting God
need to stop disappointing my parents
need to stop disappointing krystle
need to stop making my mum fall ill
need to get a grip on my life
need to learn to juggle everything
need to find that one missing thing that i yearn for
need to stop caring about myself once and for all and just care about others
need to learn to please God and not man in all things i do
need to learn how to do the above point
need to be daring
need to not worry what anyone thinks of me
need to not feel alone when i am alone
need. someone. to. talk. to.
but...
there's one thing that i will keep doing and there's no such thing as 'need'
havin faith in God!
the strength will rush through my veins
God WILL make a way
must move on, keep moving, keep tryin my best, to shine for God.
will be forgiven, can continue
help me God! i'll never give up on You
cos i have one amazing advantage over all those sufferin ppl out there
and that is You
i know You'll make miracles for me
i'll be patient
till You think i'm ready
love my Father up there :)
makes me smile even in my darkest hours
i trust in You
i trust in You
i trust in You, with all my heart
need alot of stuff.
need to start doing well again.
need to stop disappoiting God
need to stop disappointing my parents
need to stop disappointing krystle
need to stop making my mum fall ill
need to get a grip on my life
need to learn to juggle everything
need to find that one missing thing that i yearn for
need to stop caring about myself once and for all and just care about others
need to learn to please God and not man in all things i do
need to learn how to do the above point
need to be daring
need to not worry what anyone thinks of me
need to not feel alone when i am alone
need. someone. to. talk. to.
but...
there's one thing that i will keep doing and there's no such thing as 'need'
havin faith in God!
the strength will rush through my veins
God WILL make a way
must move on, keep moving, keep tryin my best, to shine for God.
will be forgiven, can continue
help me God! i'll never give up on You
cos i have one amazing advantage over all those sufferin ppl out there
and that is You
i know You'll make miracles for me
i'll be patient
till You think i'm ready
love my Father up there :)
makes me smile even in my darkest hours
i trust in You
i trust in You
i trust in You, with all my heart
Monday, March 24, 2008
I NEED MATH TUITION D:
like seriously. any recommendations?
no learning lab please. i don't like it, even though it's super cool :D
haha.
I NEED TUITION!
i am trying to be dependent on myself but right now, it's kind of hard.
sooo hummm.
like seriously. any recommendations?
no learning lab please. i don't like it, even though it's super cool :D
haha.
I NEED TUITION!
i am trying to be dependent on myself but right now, it's kind of hard.
sooo hummm.
haha.
tricia and i are currently going crazy over Here in my life :D
it's becoming my favourite favourite song
hahaa
hmm, well today was kinda boring.
oh guess what.
oh ya!
i changed number again!
hahahah for the LAST time in 2 years, i promise (:
so its no longer the 94525135 or 97336234, they are not in use as of today!
now its 8189196_ , well, the last numb, leave for you to guess
go sms every digit and see which one i reply =p
hahaha im just kidding. yup. ok
blablabla
got back math today.
it's funny how you can have so much faith, and give up, but yet still stand up.
!?!?!
hais.
krystle is gonna be dam disappointed, with the whole herd of us D:
aiyaaa
i dunno what to feel already
You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?
Still You made a way.
tricia and i are currently going crazy over Here in my life :D
it's becoming my favourite favourite song
hahaa
hmm, well today was kinda boring.
oh guess what.
oh ya!
i changed number again!
hahahah for the LAST time in 2 years, i promise (:
so its no longer the 94525135 or 97336234, they are not in use as of today!
now its 8189196_ , well, the last numb, leave for you to guess
go sms every digit and see which one i reply =p
hahaha im just kidding. yup. ok
blablabla
got back math today.
it's funny how you can have so much faith, and give up, but yet still stand up.
!?!?!
hais.
krystle is gonna be dam disappointed, with the whole herd of us D:
aiyaaa
i dunno what to feel already
You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?
Still You made a way.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
THE LORD HAS RISEN!!! (:
today was such an AWESOME day
haha, went down to expo with faith in e morning
service was good, timo gayo came with his dad!
hahaha
that was the 10am service
then after that went out and came in again for 12.30 service
haha
that was fun too except i couldnt see anything -.-
haha
yup mrt-ed to kallang wif gerald brandon chloe anlynn brandon small
then 4 of em went to bt market to eat and i went home
oops sorry haha
well!
today is a day of rejoicing!!!! :D:D:D
im so happy!!
i can literally feel all my pain, shame, guilt, tiredness, anger, fear just GONE! BAM!
haha, i definitely cant be the person i am without Jesus guidin me :)
without Him, i would just be like any other bad tempered, angry, gossiper, person
of course people find it hard to control their tempers, to not be scared, to gossip, because they're not with the Lord amen?? haha
well seems hard to believe.. but whatever!
today is a happy day! TODAY IS WHEN JESUS IS ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
GOD ROCKS GOD ROCKS GOD ROCKS GOD ROCKS
devil, SUANNN YOU !
ahahahahaha
THE LORD HAS RISEN!!! (:
today was such an AWESOME day
haha, went down to expo with faith in e morning
service was good, timo gayo came with his dad!
hahaha
that was the 10am service
then after that went out and came in again for 12.30 service
haha
that was fun too except i couldnt see anything -.-
haha
yup mrt-ed to kallang wif gerald brandon chloe anlynn brandon small
then 4 of em went to bt market to eat and i went home
oops sorry haha
well!
today is a day of rejoicing!!!! :D:D:D
im so happy!!
i can literally feel all my pain, shame, guilt, tiredness, anger, fear just GONE! BAM!
haha, i definitely cant be the person i am without Jesus guidin me :)
without Him, i would just be like any other bad tempered, angry, gossiper, person
of course people find it hard to control their tempers, to not be scared, to gossip, because they're not with the Lord amen?? haha
well seems hard to believe.. but whatever!
today is a happy day! TODAY IS WHEN JESUS IS ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
GOD ROCKS GOD ROCKS GOD ROCKS GOD ROCKS
devil, SUANNN YOU !
ahahahahaha
Saturday, March 22, 2008
YO! :D
hahaha erm today was like quite fun!
its was my first time at jurong west and got quite lost but nvtheless still good
the drama was good and stuff
hurr
umm yup
hahaha, dad came to fetch me around 10.10
so i was walkin around and around and around
there was like kinda a mix up cos i thought the community club was a police post and i kept tellin him it was one
haha
oh ya
and i was waiting and waiting and waiting
then something was tellin me "walter's gonna appear walter's gonna appear"
and then i turned around and he was there, HAHA
hahaha sorry walter thats why i was starin at u so horrifically :p no other reason ahaha
yup.
well tomorrows easter!
hohoho
and.. i'm so proud of Evelina my Jellybutt.
she's really growin a wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lot (:
hahaha erm today was like quite fun!
its was my first time at jurong west and got quite lost but nvtheless still good
the drama was good and stuff
hurr
umm yup
hahaha, dad came to fetch me around 10.10
so i was walkin around and around and around
there was like kinda a mix up cos i thought the community club was a police post and i kept tellin him it was one
haha
oh ya
and i was waiting and waiting and waiting
then something was tellin me "walter's gonna appear walter's gonna appear"
and then i turned around and he was there, HAHA
hahaha sorry walter thats why i was starin at u so horrifically :p no other reason ahaha
yup.
well tomorrows easter!
hohoho
and.. i'm so proud of Evelina my Jellybutt.
she's really growin a wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lot (:
Friday, March 21, 2008
WEEEEEE.
i think yesterday's service was AWESOME!
especially the 4pm one, omgosh haha
evelina, nicole, yunge, yuka came for that one
it was really funny
(cos eve is dumb)
haha
7pm service jess van audrey jianing yixuan sumei came!
thanks guys, love ya (:
mwahaha, but i think the 4pm service was better
the crowd was more.. enthusiastic in a way
ha.
yup
went to changi with krystle, anlynn, unice, rita, ajay, leon, jackson, xy, jolyn, michael, matthew, marie and van!
haha it was quite funny
ajay has the UP-syndrome and anlynn and i have the DOWN syndrome
haha erm inside joke?
YEAHYEAH AJAY IS SUCKY!
he eats in the most disgusting manner i think i can puke D:
haha
OH YES!
Don't look at leon's innocent face and humble look...
Leon:" Hey, i just found out, your name is Noel right?"
Noel:"Yup"
Leon:"Oh... N-O-E-L... spell it backwards and you get the genius's name.. (:"
everyone: .......................... LEON!!
HAHAHA. omg leon is super cute (:
hahahahaha.
hmm!
so yup...
yesterday was the anniversary occasion of my first year in the house of God
really such a happy day, really just sooo happy
looking back at last year's service
i really can't remember much, i just wished i had treasured it more =p
i remember meeting krystle, chloe and tiff for the first time
ok that was funny.
and i remember GEN (HAHA HONORED) because i remembered she was so darn skinny i couldn't stop staring HAHAH
and i remember i was sitting next to yuka and marie
and in front of me were these really nice people
and behind me was tiffany, alex and i think chuanyu
haha
and i remember altar call being so weird and exciting
and then meeting gerald and kenneth afterwards while chloe confessed my love (ER?!)
yup
but all in all
this one year has been amazing
i've met such a great family that i couldn't love more
AHH I'M SO LUCKY (:
THANK YOU
KRYSTLE!
ANLYNN!
ISAAC!
AJAY!
LEON!
MATTHEW!
JIAHAO!
JOLYN!
XINGYING!
ESTHER!
DANIEL!
BETTIE!
EVELINA!
RUIYAN!
FAITH!
and of course, beloved w417 too (:
CHLOE!
GERALD!
GEN!
YIXUAN!
VAL!
ROSABEL!
ANGEL!
JADE!
HANNAH!
BRANDON!
LAWRENCE!
DARREN!
AMANDA!
CANDICE!
muahaha
i was gonna write like one-on-one dedications
but i'm really exhausted
so i'll do that some other time.
cos this amazing weekend has yet to end (:
OH YES!
AND MY CHINESE BLOG IS FINALLY UNBLOCKED!
WAHAHA (:
i think yesterday's service was AWESOME!
especially the 4pm one, omgosh haha
evelina, nicole, yunge, yuka came for that one
it was really funny
(cos eve is dumb)
haha
7pm service jess van audrey jianing yixuan sumei came!
thanks guys, love ya (:
mwahaha, but i think the 4pm service was better
the crowd was more.. enthusiastic in a way
ha.
yup
went to changi with krystle, anlynn, unice, rita, ajay, leon, jackson, xy, jolyn, michael, matthew, marie and van!
haha it was quite funny
ajay has the UP-syndrome and anlynn and i have the DOWN syndrome
haha erm inside joke?
YEAHYEAH AJAY IS SUCKY!
he eats in the most disgusting manner i think i can puke D:
haha
OH YES!
Don't look at leon's innocent face and humble look...
Leon:" Hey, i just found out, your name is Noel right?"
Noel:"Yup"
Leon:"Oh... N-O-E-L... spell it backwards and you get the genius's name.. (:"
everyone: .......................... LEON!!
HAHAHA. omg leon is super cute (:
hahahahaha.
hmm!
so yup...
yesterday was the anniversary occasion of my first year in the house of God
really such a happy day, really just sooo happy
looking back at last year's service
i really can't remember much, i just wished i had treasured it more =p
i remember meeting krystle, chloe and tiff for the first time
ok that was funny.
and i remember GEN (HAHA HONORED) because i remembered she was so darn skinny i couldn't stop staring HAHAH
and i remember i was sitting next to yuka and marie
and in front of me were these really nice people
and behind me was tiffany, alex and i think chuanyu
haha
and i remember altar call being so weird and exciting
and then meeting gerald and kenneth afterwards while chloe confessed my love (ER?!)
yup
but all in all
this one year has been amazing
i've met such a great family that i couldn't love more
AHH I'M SO LUCKY (:
THANK YOU
KRYSTLE!
ANLYNN!
ISAAC!
AJAY!
LEON!
MATTHEW!
JIAHAO!
JOLYN!
XINGYING!
ESTHER!
DANIEL!
BETTIE!
EVELINA!
RUIYAN!
FAITH!
and of course, beloved w417 too (:
CHLOE!
GERALD!
GEN!
YIXUAN!
VAL!
ROSABEL!
ANGEL!
JADE!
HANNAH!
BRANDON!
LAWRENCE!
DARREN!
AMANDA!
CANDICE!
muahaha
i was gonna write like one-on-one dedications
but i'm really exhausted
so i'll do that some other time.
cos this amazing weekend has yet to end (:
OH YES!
AND MY CHINESE BLOG IS FINALLY UNBLOCKED!
WAHAHA (:
Thursday, March 20, 2008
TODAY IS THE DAY!!!
NOTHING CAN RUIN MY MOOD
GET BEHIND ME SATAN
TODAY YOU CAN'T RUIN ANYTHING
COS TODAY IS THE DAY YOU LOST YOUR POWER
MUAHAHAHAHA!
ONE WHOLE YEAR.
I LOVE GOD !
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH FOR OPENING THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN FOR ME
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM FEELIN SO LUCKY
SO FORTUNATE
SO BLESSED
SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH GOD!!!!!!
NOTHING CAN RUIN MY MOOD
GET BEHIND ME SATAN
TODAY YOU CAN'T RUIN ANYTHING
COS TODAY IS THE DAY YOU LOST YOUR POWER
MUAHAHAHAHA!
ONE WHOLE YEAR.
I LOVE GOD !
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH FOR OPENING THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN FOR ME
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM FEELIN SO LUCKY
SO FORTUNATE
SO BLESSED
SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH GOD!!!!!!
HIHIIHIH.
wahlao that stupid blog still blocked
irritating
ruin my chinese campaign
haha
well.
today was last day of exams...
joyful feelin
had pm after school at xy's house (:
then went to kap, and went jec to watch step up 2 wif e others
ajay and isaac are so... uh
xingying, good job, haha!
always see the konkin of heads happen in cartoon, first time in real life, nice experience
haha
walked to e bus stop wif ajay and isaac
ajay suddenly felt high so they decided to sprint rounds around the library.. which then became until e bus stop only
bus-ed home wif isaac
aiya his head abit.. ding dong one la
knock also nv knock some sense into it =p jkjk
haha. (oops)
went home..
today.
exhausted, weak, felt like givin up
but God nv lets u down.. and jianing and audrey r comin tmr!!
even thou its only a short while.. but they r still comin!
all i was fastin for today worked...
for now.. just 7 h 45 min left in e fast
24 hour is painful.. but overwhelmed wif blessings (:
tmrw's the occasion where i came into the house of God exactly one year ago!
haha even thou its not e actual date... im happy to say.. i made it!! (:
blog more tomorrow... it's a really special day.
i'm so lucky..... really feel like crying happiness right now... :)
wahlao that stupid blog still blocked
irritating
ruin my chinese campaign
haha
well.
today was last day of exams...
joyful feelin
had pm after school at xy's house (:
then went to kap, and went jec to watch step up 2 wif e others
ajay and isaac are so... uh
xingying, good job, haha!
always see the konkin of heads happen in cartoon, first time in real life, nice experience
haha
walked to e bus stop wif ajay and isaac
ajay suddenly felt high so they decided to sprint rounds around the library.. which then became until e bus stop only
bus-ed home wif isaac
aiya his head abit.. ding dong one la
knock also nv knock some sense into it =p jkjk
haha. (oops)
went home..
today.
exhausted, weak, felt like givin up
but God nv lets u down.. and jianing and audrey r comin tmr!!
even thou its only a short while.. but they r still comin!
all i was fastin for today worked...
for now.. just 7 h 45 min left in e fast
24 hour is painful.. but overwhelmed wif blessings (:
tmrw's the occasion where i came into the house of God exactly one year ago!
haha even thou its not e actual date... im happy to say.. i made it!! (:
blog more tomorrow... it's a really special day.
i'm so lucky..... really feel like crying happiness right now... :)
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
-.-'
irritating!!
they blocked my chinese blog cos they say it's spam
UH!!! insult to the chinese society!!
maozedong will go haunt u!!
hahaha
yuppo
3 exams today
wa... quite stress la.. but not nervous at all, it's amazin how God truly can make wonders :)
yup!
and jess van saiying and i pray, i hope, i pray again, God be willing, sumei (: comin for easter!
and i believe there's more to come!! :D
muahahaha
i love you guys, thanks so much for comin
u dun realise really truly how much it means to me that you guys can take the effort to come
this fasting, praying, ahhh
all has been so worth it (:
GOD IS MY SUNSHINE!!!
He will get me thru tmr!
i noe He will!!!!!!
muahahahahaha
irritating!!
they blocked my chinese blog cos they say it's spam
UH!!! insult to the chinese society!!
maozedong will go haunt u!!
hahaha
yuppo
3 exams today
wa... quite stress la.. but not nervous at all, it's amazin how God truly can make wonders :)
yup!
and jess van saiying and i pray, i hope, i pray again, God be willing, sumei (: comin for easter!
and i believe there's more to come!! :D
muahahaha
i love you guys, thanks so much for comin
u dun realise really truly how much it means to me that you guys can take the effort to come
this fasting, praying, ahhh
all has been so worth it (:
GOD IS MY SUNSHINE!!!
He will get me thru tmr!
i noe He will!!!!!!
muahahahahaha
Sunday, March 16, 2008
HAHAHA.
so i like created a CHINESE blog
tryin to get into the chinese spirit... haha
yup
http://dan-ah-yi.blogspot.com
umm.丹阿姨？
it was a spur of the moment thing
esther xy and trish r lousy name suggesters =p
haha
yup!!
so i shall be postin in chinese frm now on
muahahaha
sure no one read my blog alr -.-'
nvm, for the sake of my chinese results, 坚持下去！
omgosh ppl r gonna start hatin me soon
hqahahahah
blame the stupid chinese portfolio
too much chinese on my mind
it'll go away.. soon enuff =p
so i like created a CHINESE blog
tryin to get into the chinese spirit... haha
yup
http://dan-ah-yi.blogspot.com
umm.丹阿姨？
it was a spur of the moment thing
esther xy and trish r lousy name suggesters =p
haha
yup!!
so i shall be postin in chinese frm now on
muahahaha
sure no one read my blog alr -.-'
nvm, for the sake of my chinese results, 坚持下去！
omgosh ppl r gonna start hatin me soon
hqahahahah
blame the stupid chinese portfolio
too much chinese on my mind
it'll go away.. soon enuff =p
MUA哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
终於写完了！！！！再也不想看到华文了！！
但是，为了教训我自己(刚才埋怨太多=P)
我决定最后一次用华文写薄刻。
上帝真是好神啊！
对不起，说了不会在这星期中用薄刻
但是，但是，实在太高兴了
反正，用华语写也不算是在写薄刻 吧
哎哟，打华文字都打得手指抽筋了
哈哈
没关系，丹阿姨很有力的啊，不要小看我，=P
现在，要开始准备星期三的考试了
两天之间六个试卷，试卷，南洋真是想逼死我们
没关系，我有上帝在，怕什么呢！！
(：
再见了。哈哈
终於写完了！！！！再也不想看到华文了！！
但是，为了教训我自己(刚才埋怨太多=P)
我决定最后一次用华文写薄刻。
上帝真是好神啊！
对不起，说了不会在这星期中用薄刻
但是，但是，实在太高兴了
反正，用华语写也不算是在写薄刻 吧
哎哟，打华文字都打得手指抽筋了
哈哈
没关系，丹阿姨很有力的啊，不要小看我，=P
现在，要开始准备星期三的考试了
两天之间六个试卷，试卷，南洋真是想逼死我们
没关系，我有上帝在，怕什么呢！！
(：
再见了。哈哈
真是头破血流，晕头转向啊。
做了三个小时的华文功课了！
加油啊，再写700多个字，就写完了！！命也可能跟着一起完了呢。
请愿吃牛大便，做牛做做马做猪做狗，也再也不要写了！！！！
做了三个小时的华文功课了！
加油啊，再写700多个字，就写完了！！命也可能跟着一起完了呢。
请愿吃牛大便，做牛做做马做猪做狗，也再也不要写了！！！！
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Awwww man
i promised that would be the last post (:
but i've got something else to say
I LOVE SUMEI!
haha.
y'know i was so sad when you sent me that sms last night that i cried :(
but nono not ur fault girl, it was just that it mixed with alot of other bad stuff
and that in turn lead to a very sleepless night..
but you know what
God is good... when you are faithful.. God is good...
sososo good :)
and yay!!
sumei really makes me feel so loved with her every word :)
thanks girl
i'm glad to be making an impact in someone's life :)
i promised that would be the last post (:
but i've got something else to say
I LOVE SUMEI!
haha.
y'know i was so sad when you sent me that sms last night that i cried :(
but nono not ur fault girl, it was just that it mixed with alot of other bad stuff
and that in turn lead to a very sleepless night..
but you know what
God is good... when you are faithful.. God is good...
sososo good :)
and yay!!
sumei really makes me feel so loved with her every word :)
thanks girl
i'm glad to be making an impact in someone's life :)
Muahahaha
today was like SUCCESSFUL! :D
not enough, but still successful!
2 +++ hours of bs + 4 hours of studying :) ho hum
but bible STUDY is like studyin too right?
so umm 6+ hours of studying? heh? (:
first was bs!
haven't had it in agessss
and it was 2 lessons BAM.
one more lesson and im done with CL! :)
leon has 2 more lessons
and isaac is already done
talk about united
haha
but anw
bs today was really really good
krystle spoke so many things that really applied into everything thats going on now
but she ah
dunno i offend her or what, whole lesson insulting my intelligence level -.-'
ahahha
isaac u also good ah
sit there laugh laugh laugh
haha
anw
went down to jurong east library to study with anlynn jade and gerald afterwards
it was quite successful and we were like addicted to jades plum sweets haha
they left about 7 to eat dinner...
but God actually gave me the strength to stay and mug my life away..
actually not really la :p
studied by myself till 8.30
IT WAS DAM GOODDD
i have decided to go there to study at least twice a week.. ALONE.
i really can't study focused with people unless they really are zip stone quiet mmhmm
hahaha
and that is where i shall go tomorrow!
WEE :)
anyway
i think i shall not blog till next thursday
cos the next few days will be hard
and i was just reading pauline's blog
and she's right
i really don't wanna blog about the bad things in my life anymore
my life is so wonderful u noe.. i've got such awesome ppl in my life... w445... 6f.. sthc.. and i've got such an AWESOME church... and the most awesome God ever.
i dont wanna dwell in those unhappy things anymore.
i want my blog to be a place where non-believers can look and say"wow! her life is so great! why is it so great?"
and of course.. then.. i can share the greatness of God =p
of course, i dont want to be a fake-o
act like my life is so awesome because of course its not...
but the not so awesome part of life is actually the most awesome part of life because that's the part where God really can help you to see what type of person you are and whether you are or not a great servant
anyway
i dont want to tell my problems to a blog anymore
i think i really should start telling them to someone
as for who... i've yet to figure out but when i'm feeling sick and helpless... i know that at that point in time i'll know who i need to talk to...
i really owe a lot to gerald for that (:
thank youu :)
as for the next time i blog...
i want it to be easter...
because that was the occasion which my life had a turning point
the point where i gave my heart, my soul, my life, to Christ =)
through this year with God... i've never felt more loved... i've experienced so much... cried for the first time in happiness... and found 7 such important people in my life.... this 7 people saved... yes saved my life... one of them being Jesus of course =P, but as for the remaining 6... well, i think you should probably know who you are
the one who follow up-ed on me after i came to church and loved me so much, the one who brought me to church, the one who i could burden my problems with, the one who kept me in this church when i wanted to run to another one, the one who helped me to get touched my God, the one who is always.. always.. always here for me (:
of course, i have many other GREATT friends like gen yixuan jade val ajay leon jolyn isaac gerald chloe jiahao pauline angel and i love them so much... but to those 6 people up there.. well.. can't say how much i thank you, i love you, and love GOD, for putting you into my life (:
haha but now i shall just leave you to guess whether or not you are one of the six...
but if you know me well enough.. you should know who you are
as for this year, i hope to find another 6 people that can touch my heart so :)
and i guess its also through these people on why i'm so eager to touch other people's lives
because after i talk to them.. they make me feel so loved... so appreciated... and i can really feel their blessings smiles and laughters in my mind wherever i go
and i hope that one day i can be like that to some people too :)
waaa... im tryin to summarize it but my head is just crowded and exploding with blessin after blessin.. happiness after happiness... that i can't seem to stop smilin :p
haha u noe what
this is the first time i'm smilin so much when i'm bloggin in a long time
for the past few days, all i've been doin is drownin in my own misery
again and again.. because i truly was tired, and sad, and disappointed, but i was definitely not miserable..
and u noe what, i'm still the same sad, and disappointed as i am at that point in time
but now i'm lookin at it in a different way, and i feel so so fortunate
haha, its amazin how even bloggin can make u feel a sense of peace and joy... but, when God is the focus of ur mind, i guess anythin can be wonderful :)
i can say here and now, after one year, i have never ever regretted that decision, because, that decision brought me this true happiness... not the happiness when i get good results, or when i get a hashbrown, or when i make a new friend... but this happiness which comes from the goodness of God... it can make all darkness burst out in light :)
i love my God (:
like a whole wholeee lot (:
Easter! come quick! :D
today was like SUCCESSFUL! :D
not enough, but still successful!
2 +++ hours of bs + 4 hours of studying :) ho hum
but bible STUDY is like studyin too right?
so umm 6+ hours of studying? heh? (:
first was bs!
haven't had it in agessss
and it was 2 lessons BAM.
one more lesson and im done with CL! :)
leon has 2 more lessons
and isaac is already done
talk about united
haha
but anw
bs today was really really good
krystle spoke so many things that really applied into everything thats going on now
but she ah
dunno i offend her or what, whole lesson insulting my intelligence level -.-'
ahahha
isaac u also good ah
sit there laugh laugh laugh
haha
anw
went down to jurong east library to study with anlynn jade and gerald afterwards
it was quite successful and we were like addicted to jades plum sweets haha
they left about 7 to eat dinner...
but God actually gave me the strength to stay and mug my life away..
actually not really la :p
studied by myself till 8.30
IT WAS DAM GOODDD
i have decided to go there to study at least twice a week.. ALONE.
i really can't study focused with people unless they really are zip stone quiet mmhmm
hahaha
and that is where i shall go tomorrow!
WEE :)
anyway
i think i shall not blog till next thursday
cos the next few days will be hard
and i was just reading pauline's blog
and she's right
i really don't wanna blog about the bad things in my life anymore
my life is so wonderful u noe.. i've got such awesome ppl in my life... w445... 6f.. sthc.. and i've got such an AWESOME church... and the most awesome God ever.
i dont wanna dwell in those unhappy things anymore.
i want my blog to be a place where non-believers can look and say"wow! her life is so great! why is it so great?"
and of course.. then.. i can share the greatness of God =p
of course, i dont want to be a fake-o
act like my life is so awesome because of course its not...
but the not so awesome part of life is actually the most awesome part of life because that's the part where God really can help you to see what type of person you are and whether you are or not a great servant
anyway
i dont want to tell my problems to a blog anymore
i think i really should start telling them to someone
as for who... i've yet to figure out but when i'm feeling sick and helpless... i know that at that point in time i'll know who i need to talk to...
i really owe a lot to gerald for that (:
thank youu :)
as for the next time i blog...
i want it to be easter...
because that was the occasion which my life had a turning point
the point where i gave my heart, my soul, my life, to Christ =)
through this year with God... i've never felt more loved... i've experienced so much... cried for the first time in happiness... and found 7 such important people in my life.... this 7 people saved... yes saved my life... one of them being Jesus of course =P, but as for the remaining 6... well, i think you should probably know who you are
the one who follow up-ed on me after i came to church and loved me so much, the one who brought me to church, the one who i could burden my problems with, the one who kept me in this church when i wanted to run to another one, the one who helped me to get touched my God, the one who is always.. always.. always here for me (:
of course, i have many other GREATT friends like gen yixuan jade val ajay leon jolyn isaac gerald chloe jiahao pauline angel and i love them so much... but to those 6 people up there.. well.. can't say how much i thank you, i love you, and love GOD, for putting you into my life (:
haha but now i shall just leave you to guess whether or not you are one of the six...
but if you know me well enough.. you should know who you are
as for this year, i hope to find another 6 people that can touch my heart so :)
and i guess its also through these people on why i'm so eager to touch other people's lives
because after i talk to them.. they make me feel so loved... so appreciated... and i can really feel their blessings smiles and laughters in my mind wherever i go
and i hope that one day i can be like that to some people too :)
waaa... im tryin to summarize it but my head is just crowded and exploding with blessin after blessin.. happiness after happiness... that i can't seem to stop smilin :p
haha u noe what
this is the first time i'm smilin so much when i'm bloggin in a long time
for the past few days, all i've been doin is drownin in my own misery
again and again.. because i truly was tired, and sad, and disappointed, but i was definitely not miserable..
and u noe what, i'm still the same sad, and disappointed as i am at that point in time
but now i'm lookin at it in a different way, and i feel so so fortunate
haha, its amazin how even bloggin can make u feel a sense of peace and joy... but, when God is the focus of ur mind, i guess anythin can be wonderful :)
i can say here and now, after one year, i have never ever regretted that decision, because, that decision brought me this true happiness... not the happiness when i get good results, or when i get a hashbrown, or when i make a new friend... but this happiness which comes from the goodness of God... it can make all darkness burst out in light :)
i love my God (:
like a whole wholeee lot (:
Easter! come quick! :D
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
haha.
erm.
well.
met anlynn and eve at amk hub in the morning
gave eve bs at the library (which we took an hour to find ) hahaha
anlynn and eve ate pepper lunch while i dreamt abt my hashbrown
cannot find hashbrown in amk hub
went to toapayoh hub
wl also dun hav
wanted to to west mall to check got hashbrown or not and then study at the library
but the rainy day got the better of me and i decided to go home and sleep :)
so much for a day of hard work
rarrrr
haha well...
I DUN WANNA SCREW UPPPPPPPPPP
Oh God help me.
OH WELL (:
WLG fanclub ppl... i think we have really really bad taste (GHAHAHA)
no la i'm kidding... this guy is the next cell grp leader risin up man :)
go g! go g! haha... um.. jade? haha.
ahaha.
okay byeee! :D
erm.
well.
met anlynn and eve at amk hub in the morning
gave eve bs at the library (which we took an hour to find ) hahaha
anlynn and eve ate pepper lunch while i dreamt abt my hashbrown
cannot find hashbrown in amk hub
went to toapayoh hub
wl also dun hav
wanted to to west mall to check got hashbrown or not and then study at the library
but the rainy day got the better of me and i decided to go home and sleep :)
so much for a day of hard work
rarrrr
haha well...
I DUN WANNA SCREW UPPPPPPPPPP
Oh God help me.
OH WELL (:
WLG fanclub ppl... i think we have really really bad taste (GHAHAHA)
no la i'm kidding... this guy is the next cell grp leader risin up man :)
go g! go g! haha... um.. jade? haha.
ahaha.
okay byeee! :D
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
TODAY. :)
i accomplished many things!
well, it's alot to me anyway! :D
i....
1) studied for 5 wholeee hours
2) completed half of the bible reading that i sorta well.. owed
3) prayed for quite some time
4) became jade's science tuition teacher
5) fasted 6 to 6 full fast... nothing entered my stomach.. except when i swallowed that yucky toothpaste.. doesn't count right?
6) decided what i wanted to do when i grow up
7) made gerald look super hotshot in front of his friends (HAHA)
like yay :D
so umm. happy today?
hahaha.
gerald is super funny man :)
hahahahahahahahaha.
okay well.
studystudy again tomorrow with my lover at amk hub 12 noon :D
anyone can come... just make sure you have a controllable mouth..
and tell anlynn please :)
byee.
i accomplished many things!
well, it's alot to me anyway! :D
i....
1) studied for 5 wholeee hours
2) completed half of the bible reading that i sorta well.. owed
3) prayed for quite some time
4) became jade's science tuition teacher
5) fasted 6 to 6 full fast... nothing entered my stomach.. except when i swallowed that yucky toothpaste.. doesn't count right?
6) decided what i wanted to do when i grow up
7) made gerald look super hotshot in front of his friends (HAHA)
like yay :D
so umm. happy today?
hahaha.
gerald is super funny man :)
hahahahahahahahaha.
okay well.
studystudy again tomorrow with my lover at amk hub 12 noon :D
anyone can come... just make sure you have a controllable mouth..
and tell anlynn please :)
byee.
Monday, March 10, 2008
hmmm....
i don't know how i managed to do it even through camp...
and i can't even do 10 minutes of it now...
haiya.. want to die le
need to get a grip
cannot let myself fail..
wanna bring my parents to church
wanna save my frens
so tired
so tired
devil loves me alot huh
like stuck to me like glue
cool
ha
well
same for everyone i guess
blablabla
fasting today....
just hopin that it will make the change it some things...
gg over to anlynn's house to study later wif some others...
hope i get it done with
I MUST DO WELL.
ok.
let's see if i can
let God take hold.
i don't know how i managed to do it even through camp...
and i can't even do 10 minutes of it now...
haiya.. want to die le
need to get a grip
cannot let myself fail..
wanna bring my parents to church
wanna save my frens
so tired
so tired
devil loves me alot huh
like stuck to me like glue
cool
ha
well
same for everyone i guess
blablabla
fasting today....
just hopin that it will make the change it some things...
gg over to anlynn's house to study later wif some others...
hope i get it done with
I MUST DO WELL.
ok.
let's see if i can
let God take hold.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
HI :D
sunday was like quite boring.
hummm.
met yixuan and michael around 9 and mrt-ed to expo.
haha i was speaking rubbish the entire way cos really don't know what to say ma.
later krystle scold me never take care of friends worse, so reputation ruin also nvm la -.-'
haha.
met eveee, (can't stop sticking my hands into her shirt)
HAHAHA. did that sound wrong?
cos she's got this shirt with such cool pockets in it, encourages pervertic behaviour ?
haha.
service was good.
but i was too exhausted to be totally in anything.
after that mrt-ed down to harbourfront with chloe yixuan jade leah and friend
HAHAHA worse mrt ride on earth.. so embarrassing!!!!
haha.
met jessie at vivo and chloe met her friend, nadine
haha.
4 of us went to eat at coffee bean
i ate my curry rice
which became ... mushy after the expo hall 1's blaster air cons -.-
monorail-ed to sentosa.
and played the games.
i didn't enjoy it much, but that was my own fault
too tired too exhausted too no mood.
but i think the game masters did a great job
haha. ESPECIALLY JIAHAO!
lmao. and we took pics with a foreigner family!haha
left early went to vivo meet my parents
bought some clothes cos couldn't possibly go to wedding reception in that sorta wet drenched smelly clothes
wedding reception at shangri-la.
i estimate the day costed my cousin's family over 200 k.
haha.
OH BUT IT WAS SO COOL!
hahaha.
they made dl (cousin) do all sorts of weirdo obstacles before he could reach Jeanne
all the army boys, and they did that weirdo march then swords overhead
then dl had to limbo through the first one, sing a song in the second one, to the ENTIRE 700 ppl AAHHAHA.
then last one had to kiss jeanne for 1 min
HAHAH.
ended around 11.40
considering it was a 70 table dinner...
4 hours is like WOW!
i wanna get married at shangri-la :)
everything was so organized
all by feifei i suppose
dl is so fortunate to have such an amazin sis
haha and zhenzhen came back from london!!!!
omg so shuai qi can haha.
san yi po's family is amazing.
my family is like amazing.
they have all come from the lowliest of the lowliest people and have risen up to be great people.
both maternal and paternal sides.
i am so honored, and so proud, to have the chance to be in this great great family :D
like yay :)
sunday was like quite boring.
hummm.
met yixuan and michael around 9 and mrt-ed to expo.
haha i was speaking rubbish the entire way cos really don't know what to say ma.
later krystle scold me never take care of friends worse, so reputation ruin also nvm la -.-'
haha.
met eveee, (can't stop sticking my hands into her shirt)
HAHAHA. did that sound wrong?
cos she's got this shirt with such cool pockets in it, encourages pervertic behaviour ?
haha.
service was good.
but i was too exhausted to be totally in anything.
after that mrt-ed down to harbourfront with chloe yixuan jade leah and friend
HAHAHA worse mrt ride on earth.. so embarrassing!!!!
haha.
met jessie at vivo and chloe met her friend, nadine
haha.
4 of us went to eat at coffee bean
i ate my curry rice
which became ... mushy after the expo hall 1's blaster air cons -.-
monorail-ed to sentosa.
and played the games.
i didn't enjoy it much, but that was my own fault
too tired too exhausted too no mood.
but i think the game masters did a great job
haha. ESPECIALLY JIAHAO!
lmao. and we took pics with a foreigner family!haha
left early went to vivo meet my parents
bought some clothes cos couldn't possibly go to wedding reception in that sorta wet drenched smelly clothes
wedding reception at shangri-la.
i estimate the day costed my cousin's family over 200 k.
haha.
OH BUT IT WAS SO COOL!
hahaha.
they made dl (cousin) do all sorts of weirdo obstacles before he could reach Jeanne
all the army boys, and they did that weirdo march then swords overhead
then dl had to limbo through the first one, sing a song in the second one, to the ENTIRE 700 ppl AAHHAHA.
then last one had to kiss jeanne for 1 min
HAHAH.
ended around 11.40
considering it was a 70 table dinner...
4 hours is like WOW!
i wanna get married at shangri-la :)
everything was so organized
all by feifei i suppose
dl is so fortunate to have such an amazin sis
haha and zhenzhen came back from london!!!!
omg so shuai qi can haha.
san yi po's family is amazing.
my family is like amazing.
they have all come from the lowliest of the lowliest people and have risen up to be great people.
both maternal and paternal sides.
i am so honored, and so proud, to have the chance to be in this great great family :D
like yay :)
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