It's time for a new beginning (:

this is for JOLYNNN.

hey girl (: i'm writing for you again, haha. what can i say? you know i've known you for such a short time, but you know it truly feels as we're best friends, better, we're sisters. i'm really so glad that you took the step of faith, and just asked your parents to let you come to church. so many people out there fear doing that, but you took 1 step towards God and i assure you, He's not only going to take 10,000 steps towards you, He's going to take 10,000 great leaps towards you.

right now, i know you're going through so much. but just remember, God will never set for you anything that you cannot bear. He gave you these obstacles because He truly believes that you have enough strength, power and love for Him to get through it. in your heart, you probably feel that starting a great revival in your school is impossible for you, it's impossible for you to do alone, but you know, i say that you should feel honored. Feel honored that God chose you, out of so many hundreds of other students inside your school, to be the one that spreads the fire and love of God.

i know that i really can't feel the greatness of the amount of pain you're going through, but i know that it hurts real bad. but you know, i was so worried at the start that you would be affected by your classmates and friends in school and just change back to the way you were when school started. but i was worrying for nothing, because you're such a great girl Jolyn, you trusted in God even though everyone was thinking negatively of you, you trusted that only what God thought of you mattered and nothing else.

sometime in the future, there will be a time where you feel that everything is pointless. that going to church is pointless, that God is something that is nonexistent, that you're making such a great commitment and wasting so much time in something that is totally useless. but remember that night on the 10th of december? where everyone was crying out to God at the camp, remember the presence of God you felt there and you will KNOW that God lives, because He truly does.

i pray that you'll love all your enemies Jolyn, because as long as you live as what God's Word says, everything will be well. i know that sometimes you just feel such anger boiling inside if you when your classmate misunderstands you or thinks you are weird that you just feel like cursing and slapping them back. but remember, don't ever do anything like that, because the devil rejoices in seeing you do that. just imagine that one less time you hate, is another victory you have won over the devil. i can feel that you're really very tired now, you're so tired and sometimes you don't understand why God just keeps giving you one problem after another, but you know, i believe that all of us are destined for GREAT things Jolyn, and you are too.

i've got to end here today cos' my mom's home. But Jolyn, i really really believe and trust that you will get through this without being affected by the devil. I know that surely, sometimes you will be tempted to curse and to hate, but i know you won't fall into the temptation. I know that whatever you do that you will always put God first in your life. :)

you're going to be a world shaker and a history maker one day Jolyn, you're going to be one that shapes the world into a greater place :D