It's time for a new beginning (:

haha, the game, and eve's sis! :) cute right... (so unlike her sister lor. :P)




them bein retarded -.-

haha.
had awesome food for dinner (:
watched road to terabithia!
haha.

then we walked over to feli's house to get her clothes.
woke her dad up (oops)
went up to her room.
haha, that place was like my second home last year :P
just chatted and talked about stuff while fel packed -.-

then went downstairs to visit amber and murphy.
AMBER :D :D
ooh my most fav dog on earth ^.^
haha, gave amber doggy kisses
my mouth pretty much tasted like doggy cooties after that.

eve and i were bein retarded.
the road to terabithia was all about imagination so we were freakin crys out by telling weird stories. ahaa.

walked back to eve's house!
feli and i were reminiscing our past times
haha.

drank grape juice or whatever
haha, the cork wouldnt come of the bottle so it just broke in half :p
went home after that.

today:

woke up and dad sent me to lakeside
went to meet serean there (:
haha she's so cute can!

mrt-ed to expo.
went to hall 8
gerald isaac ajay were there i think
serean started arguing with them and torturing them.
roflmao
then she said some *TOOT* stuff *TOOT* which nearly caused gerald to have a heart attack.
hahahaha.

service was awesome.
reuben morgan came today!
his band is so good la
krystle just kept mouthin to me
" the drummer is SOOOO CUTE " hahaha.
gen thinks the red guitarist is hot.
i like both :P

but their band is seriously WOW :)
haha.
preacher was great :D
i really cant believe i wont be going to service next week.
God really touched me today and i'm so glad that i went :D

haha.
after service, me chloeqiqi krys serene leon gerald ajay jiahao + friend walked to the mrt.
serean was torturing everyone -.-
that ajay, zi zhao ma fan can.
ahaha.
then krys and chloe left
and as u can tell, the torturing became much worse after that :P
hahaha, poor gerald -.-'
shoulda seen their face when i was just kiddin and told them i would leave serean for them to take care of :P
haha!

mrt-ed home with serene.
the guys went to eat lunch at changi :P
haha.
but serean really is an awesome little girl la (:
as long as there are no guys there
haha.


to some people:

hey guys, i'm just really... disappointed in you.
you know, i'm not disappointed because you don't want to be christians or go to church, everyone has their own beliefs and their own way of thinkin and i totally respect that.
what im really disappointed is that you guys actually said such nasty things to try to get me not to go to church
i know you only wanted me to stay but how can you just say " God wants you to stay la!!" How do you know what God wants?
I know i told ______ i could sleepover and i'm very sorry that i didn't keep to my word. i really am and i really wished i could have stayed.
you know, i was really in a dilemma whether to stay or not, but then you guys started sayin things that really dissed the church so much that i realised that there was no reason left to stay anymore.
and one of you even starts to tell me how your family member has become an extremist in christ and refuses to bow down to her father at death.
yes, that person is wrong, but please, you don't need to use such things against me.
you don't even know what they teach at church!
you don't even ask or try to understand how much church has done for me!
how can you say the krystle is annoyin?
just because she doesn't want to let me stay?
do you even know her?
do you know what a great person she is?
do you even REALISE, just how much she has done for me?
she was the one that encouraged me to go on, she was the one that taught me to be who i am, to live righteously and never to hurt anyone, to be a forgiving person and to care for everyone has much as Jesus cared for me.

HOW CAN YOU BLOODY CALL KRYSTLE AN EXTREMIST. do you very well know how many people in this world love and respect her like there's no tomorrow and would pretty much just hunt you down and kill you? but no, they wont do that, they wont curse you or hate you, because you know why? krystle wouldnt want them to, and God wouldnt want them to. thats why guys, dont discourage me to go to church and stay because you have yet to seen the miracles of God.
and btw, it's not called 'extremist'.
it's called havin FAITH!
do you think she goes to church when she's so sick because she's obsessed?
NO! it's because she is showin her faith to God
she's showin her love for God
and because she when she goes to church, even though she is so physically weak, spiritually she's so strong and SO ON FIRE FOR GOD. one day, u will meet her, and i assure you, with my blood and my life if u want, that you will regret to death the things that you have said about her because even though she doesn't know it, she's the person that has made such a huge impact on my life.
after God, after my family, she IS and always will be the person i respect and love the most.
i know you probably think i'm talking nonsense, but even JAN, i know she is pretty much anti christ, EVEN JAN, she will never say such stuff and discourage me from going to church even though she'll laugh and probably think that me going to church is stupid in her mind but she'll never say it out loud or directly to me because she knows how much i love church even though she doesnt understand why and i really love the monkey brains out of her for that. and VANESSA! you guys dont know her but her father really hates her going to church and she probably have no intentions of coming to church too. but she came for cellgroup one day, and by the end of cell she actually said ' the songs are so nice' can you see? can you see how much she tries to appreciate us even though she's not a christian?
and don't even bloody say this is being totally obsessive and going to church is makin me so different
because u noe what? ive never been happier
you guys keep rantin on about how ppl have hurt u, how much u hate a person, how many problems you have. and i used to do that, i used to have all that
but now, i have no anger within me, no sadness within me, because i KNOW i have an almighty God that i can lean on to and talk to when i'm in need of help and that he WILL, yes he dammed well WILL help me to solve my problems whether you believe it or not. (:

please, just try to understand how much coming to church has helped me.

you'll probably think this is a total joke... but you guys don't know how much you pained me last night. you guys have been my closest friends for years, but right now, im just so confused.

jiaqi's right, i dont have to care what you guys think, i dont have to care what your parents think because i promised God that i would bring all the people i loved so much to church. but of course, im not gonna force you to come, because that is stupid and pointless and pretty much very disrespectful but i believe that you will come one day, as long as i keep prayin. because i really hope that one day you guys will learn to love and care so much for those around you, and you will never knowingly or unknowingly hurt someone so badly again. and what does it matter what you or your parents think of me, your parents can hate me to hell and curse me to go there for all i care because i've got an almighty God that loves me more than this world can contain (:

Amen.

"praise God in your darkest hour and all will be well. " faithfaithfaithfaith!

posted by TMcharlie  # 10:45 PM