It's time for a new beginning (:

ONE HUNDRED AND ONETH POST.! Yay (: HAHAHA.

toYOU:

You know.
I don't know anymore.
Should I let you go?
Should I not.
If I did.
Would I regret it?
Would you still be my friend
If I wanted you back.
I'm so confused.
I'm sick of the noise.
I need SILENCE.
I need PEACE.

I just want to hear your voice.
Once in a while.
That's all.
I'm not even asking for anything else.
ButPLEASE.
I beg you.
Even if you are so busy,
for the CLASS.
for US 6F'ers.
Can you please just go back on Chinese New Year.
I just want to see you.
5 minutes is enough.
PLEASE ):
I haven't seen you for so long.
I haven't heard you in so long.
So just this once.
Qiu qiu ni ba T_T

I will KILL myself if you don't go.
I'm not scared of death anymore.
That kitcken knife gives me LIFE.

I probably know I don't need a reason to call you.
But what can I say?
Just call you like some idiotic bastard?
I can remember the stuff we used to alk about.
It'll be fun.
But I can't talk to you about that anymore.
Maybe I've changed,
Maybe you've changed.
Maybe we haven't changed at all.
It's the world that has changed.

Do you want me to let you go?
I will if you want.
Just tell me.
And save me from what I'm going through.