It's time for a new beginning (:

heya people.... i feel sad today. and its all because of li wen. i dunno whats gotten into her nowadays. she hates me. i hate her, usually u r meant to be happy when u hate someone and someone hates u back. but im not happy. i cried. i called ruoxi, but she wasnt free. i called jiaqi. we chatted for awhile but her mum asked her to hang up. i didnt know who to call after that. i really needed someone. someone called huiqi. yes but that idiot person hung up on me b4 saying 6 words. so here i am. i think my sis thinks im an idiot. my eyes were all red and puffy when i came into the room. and i kept sniffing once in awhile. i usually cry only cos of my family. but both of my parents were out and i liked my sis tonight. yah. and liwen hates me hates me hates me hates me. im convinced. no need any more proof. now her bff(best friend foreva) is jiaqi. and im her bef(best enemy foreva) :'( she dosent hangout wif me anymore. she ignores me. i was like trying to have fun wif her cos i thought things were going pretty nuts between us. but she just made a really pissed face and stomped away to jiaqi and vivan fong. and they laughed the whole way down the stairs, i felt lonely and left out.



the lonely loner..... julie