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Saturday, February 19, 2005

*SIGH* I dun noe whats wrong wif me. i used to luv teasing Li wen last year. Now i feel like havta talk to her or else like ill die. im not a lezbian k. its just that now shes like so pally up wif wan ting and everything ruo xi and i say dosent matter to her anymore. all the funny stuff that USED TO make her laugh only makes her get irritated at us. Like Jia Qi ruo xi and i alll are feeling that way now. seriously, ruoxi and i really dun hate wan ting. we really like her. just feel dat welll shes stealing our friendship with Li Wen away from us. I mean, if Lianne wasnt first, Li Wen would be my best friend and she is ruo xis best friend and shes also one of jia qis best friends. haixx.... i dunno why i miss her so much. i really dont. right now i feel so desperate to talk to her. i mean, she didnt even want to tell who her best friend was now. i dont mind if its ruo xi or rachael. ruo xi long time friend and rachael well, shes just a really nice person. but if its wan ting.... i seriously will go and get my sis to cook me up and bake me with chocolate sauce now and then..... feed it to li wen. :D. lol, ARGH!!!!! why cant i get my mind off her. im like totally obsessed with her. I WANNA TALK TO HER NOW. i suggest after reading this blog pplz dont read the one for the next few days. theyll all have the same topic: Li Wen. :( :( :( i just really desprately need to talk to her. like all the friends she makes with, even though she always steals pplz stuff, its just like a bond thats starts to grow. heck.... im becoming so mushy. I CANT HELP IT. i also suggest pplz who are reading stop reading now. from now onwards illl all be talking about the same thing. i just feel like crying. i almost did just now. as in really did. oh heck. what if she reads this. shes coming to my house and when ruoxi reads she will too. ill never know how to face her again afterwards. haixx.... ill be back tmr.... or mebe tonight. my list of friends
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1) Lianne
2) Li Wen
3) Vivian Goh
4) Ruo Xi
5) Jia Qi
6) Joey

those are the most important pplz in my life.... especially liwen..... i miss her so much. i really wanna tell her how much shes hurting everyyone but really i dont dare. does she think ruo xi and i are to pally? were not. we both like her more than we like each other... :(

posted by TMcharlie # 7:31 PM

Comments:

julie, i know how you feel. dont worry okay.

# posted by

Jiaqi : 3:38 AM

alyssa? what happened??

# posted by

TMcharlie : 9:16 PM

It's time for a new beginning (:

Saturday, February 19, 2005

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