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Sunday, February 20, 2005

 

:'( Í ŗËåĿĺŷ MïŚş Mŷ Ĺï ŴéŊ :'(

ARGH!!! i still miss wen wen so much. but not as bad as the past few days. i guess when you let it out itb does feel better. you sought of tell someone your problem at that person has the same problem as you. its kinda kool. but i so badly need to talk to her. i cant believe jia qi actually asked her whether she still likes me. and obviuosly her answer is yes... come on who wouldnt say yes out loud. i bet she hates me.... detests me... haixx... i dont think i fit in 5 f either. like everyone is so smart. i was a lucky kid. in p2 and p4 ( last year) i got in but just missing a few marks.... but heck i am not saying what it is. i never want li wen to know what it is, the only pplz ive told is lianne, vivi, joey and about okay..... 300 other pplz. but not anyone whose cose to li wen. except ruo xi, but she forgot so i guess its ok. then again, i dont think i even told her. :D i hope li wen realises how many pplz shes hurting soon. i feel kinda bad. pushing all the blame to her. i should let her on deciding who she wats to be friends with. but its just that well, i just feel like that theres kinda a bond between jia qi ruo xi and liwen and i. i really want my 2nd best friend back... really miss her so much i can just kill myself. ARGH..... i sound like a lez. i sound like im addicted. i sound disgusting.... but, who cares? i do.ok, i am getting weird. seriously weird. really weird. damn cant wait to go to school tomorrrow. i havta see my pals again. two days is too long, why cant they shorten the weekends? haixx... though i do kinda feel back to vi goh and joey. i just keep on pushing them more back and back in my friends list. ok vi not really but joey oh yeah. vi only moved back once in my entire time from p3 to p5.... now shes my third, joey on the other hand ( so poor thing ) is my 6th. thats their problem. im so pissed at felicia and hui qi... seriously pissed at huiqi but i like her better anywayz. ^_^ vi well, shes fine except that terrible habbit of dumping my pen out of my pencil case, taking of all their caps for pens and taking out the lead in my 0.5 pencil and put it into the 0.7 lead box and doing exactly the same to the 0.7. joey arh.... actually, shes the nicest out of all the shorties.she can be seriously bad at times but basicallly shes nice. but vi is just funner some how. hey joey no offense.
ITS BURNING..... hot.........

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am i really tat bad?i feel so sad...
 
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