YO :Dtoday was....exhausting...started out as the worst day of my lifeokay not worst, but worser...woke up at 8.10 cos the aircon was really coldand couldnt fall asleep cos i just kept panicking and panicking about the ptmmum came back about 9.20just hid in my room... too scared to face her.omg very loser right -.-yeahwell, got the guts in the endshe didnt scold.. which always makes things worse.haiyo...then went to sm house... sheesh e builder very lousy put guard house at such a weird placeSAW SUMEI'S BRO!!!so small n cute! hahahayeah..bus-ed down to ben's house to be his ticket delivererth pig woke up at like 12hahahbut the devil seemed to enjoy havin fun with meso decided to make e uncle miss e stop, and e next stop HAD to be nanyang(ben u liv at a sad place)loser devil :p im not such a sucker that will be provoked to curse no matter how crap i feel!muahahapassed ben e hillsong tix...dont ask me why i didnt go..haha, God just kept telling me that He would put many other chances into my life to see hillsong, as long as i really set cell group as a commitment and priority :phaha..so i walked back to ny bus stop to cross overand i decided to try praying for ny.. HAHAH omg it was super weird just walking along the outside and touching the school and just praying out loudbut yeah... that was really e first time i felt peace this morning... a burden yes, a vision yes, but just a nice nice peace.yeah... ssorry dudeand on th bus to krys househe suddenly sms.. JULIE I FORGOT TO PAY YOU!!!HAHA oh well.bus-ed to krys houseshe had some weird new haircuthahajiahao cameand we started talkingjiahao is super cool (:as in... krys is rite, he's really so darn dedicated that i feel so small next to him when comparing e word of Godthen.. leon n jackson came... follow-ed by evelinaand e 'fun' began...stupid leon n jacksonthey were massaging each other's chest with krystle's back massagerHAHAHit was ewwwand somehow i ended up owing leon 10 bucks (RUBBISHHHH!)and he decided to use my phone as a replacement for e ten bucks.. it was a one way trade, i had no say -.-haiya.. hijacker la u.sent beautiful messages to ajayhe'll get SUCH a shock when back from malaysiaHAHAwell.todays activities were fun :pthis time is picturing WORDS!hahapaired up with jackson.LOLLL.i want to kill you jackson..this is how want part of the prayer went..'... ... .. .......... and lastly Father Lord i'd just like to lift Juicy..JULIEJULIE'silencesilenceJACKSONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!hahahahayeap (:then we tried some prophesying thing.thanks daniel :phahahaha!he made me cry!(bully)just kidding.seriously, thanks (:YEAHHH!so i went home, just as exhausted, just as tired as i started outbut my heart felt so full! so light!today was such a day of encouragement.....no, this was such a week of encouragement!i really felt so much closer to alot of w445..Krystle... Leon... Ruiyuan... Anlynn... Daniel... Jackson... Bettie!(:weeee i love you guysespecially leon.. thank you for that... alot of stuff!! :p but i still do not owe you 10 bucks, whether u like it or not -.-KRYSTLE!!!hahahai'm a sparki'm a flame :pi'm a candle...'it was pretty dark in the room'LOL. scandalous jackson..IGNITE!!:D:Dokay im just rambling alr!ooh i can feel e devil HATING me .....i can feel him want to gourge my eyeballs out...as ironic as it sounds...its e best feelin on earth. (and in heaven)i hope that the devil will hate me more n more!
i can imagine how much he hates krystle.. pastor..
HATE ME DEVIL!!
HAHAHAHAH!!!
OMGGGG HAPPY!!!AUDREY GOT ME N SUMEI TICKETS FOR HILLSONG CONCERT NEXT SAT!!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHX LOVE ALOT ALTOTTTL!!!! :DDDmuahahahaha!!!im feeling so happy :) :)i hope darlene zschech comes!!!my fave singer everr!!but... not for me to decide la haha!!!!anyway.today was uhhhh.and uhhhand uhh again.and tmr will be uhhhhhhhand uhhhhhhhhand uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh even more.haiya :(nvm, will become better one, sureafter all, what am i worryin abt tmr for? -.-
haha!cya! :D
:DHIIII
omgosh today was super COOOLLLL hahaha
yeah
so i slept at 2 and woke up at... 12!
hahahaha
oh man
it was a painfulsleep
i keep on like violently pullin my hair when i sleep
no wonder im baldin -.-
haha
yeah....
so!
went for cell :)
today was about 'Moving in the Holy Spirit'
so everything was normal... until Krys started givin hints (numerous) about wat SPECIAL acitivity we were gonna do today
and me and anlynn were like staring fearfully at each other
and it was confirmed...
Praying for e person u dun noe at all (well) and asking for e Holy Spirit to help u to visualize the pain and problem they r going thru
HAHA!
and it was eve's first time at cell too... i think it was an interesting experience for her..
especially the one about her fear of heights..
haha
OKAY!
so like krys paired us up
and i got daniel !
HAHA ok so he forced me to start
and dunno why my visions r all so weird one -_-
then i did it for esther
OMG haha i think im obsessed with animals o:
but yup.. i think it was a great experience
imagine being able to vision someone ur not close to at all's pains and hurts...
i guess its really only possible thru God..
:)
and esther n daniel both gave such weird visions for me
i dun understand!!!!
i think they somehow link towards each other....
like daniel's one was sayin i was a FLOWER... ERM?!?!?! to be more specific.. i was a bougainvillea... like ?! haha... anw... it was an interestin vision... like how im always climbin and climbin up to be seen but thers only one bud on me.. then suddenly.. e bud disappears and there is a flower in full bloom (: hahaand esther... walao hers so scary one .. say i runnin inside dark corridor.. hahahaha
but i shall not finish that too... but i am proud of esther..... and rlli happi for her ... she found her 'oil' (: haha
and these two visions
i dun understand wat they mean?!?!
someone help interpret please o.o haha... even i myself find it super hard to pray and find a problem abt mecos my problems r usually.... not normal.. hahaha!
haha.. nvmi shall go pray abt it.. oohhh!! n i did offerin :):) hahahaha this is e first time i din totally stumble over my words!!!
weeeee im so happi... i think he Holy Spirit rlli was there :D
anyway.
it was a great experience.
and i cant wait for tmr.
ha!chloe liew cannot wait for my kiss! (: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i feel like mugging
but e prob is.. i dunno how to do e stupid matho!
hahha
oh well.
shall do la essay now.
haiyoo.
2 more days in e week.
6 more days in proper school.
HOW HAPPY CAN I GET! :P
hm.
not so happyyyy.
grahhh.
toooodles.PS. I GOT (NEARLY) FULL MARKS FOR MY MATH QUIZ!THHHHANKKKKKSSS ISAAAC!!!!!! :D:D::DD
'Roses are red
Violets are blue
You may be SLOW (argh !!!-.-)but God still loves you'
RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. THANKS Gerald.How veryyyy encouraging! hahahahayup so 2.4 was today!gosh i havent run in like 2 weeks... cos past 2 weeks pe was like volleyball(-.-) assessment..BUT!
i still managed to do.. VERY BADLY! :(This is the first time i have not gotten an A for 2.4/1.6!gahhhhnevermind (:I should be grateful. it was really e strength of God pushin my weak muscles thru ! :)haha.Gosh!mug on at kap yeah!cant wait for tomorrowi bet ruiyuan cant too (cos hes gonna get a chance to.. AHEM with my husband!)wahahha.yeah....
445 people r great...
i ask for encouragement... they give me ...
'HAHAHA JULIE THAT IS THE BIGGEST JOKE YET''WE REALLY NEEDED A GOOD LAUGH AFTER SUCH A HARD PAPER'and typical.. TYPICAL ajay style... 'Own... You suck lah...' NEVERMIND! i still love you ajay -.- well he did add that i truly rocked afterwards!hahahaha.im kidding.they really cheered me up LOTS (:love ya 445!.. and gerald.. and liew! haha:p
HAHA!
I was just scannin vids in youtube
and benny hinn suddenly popped into my head
then i searched
and watched last year's benny hinn svc again wif that mighty POWERFUL choir
i could get chills just hearin that whole mass of ppl shout... wow
well was sorta worshippin... so eyes were closed..
then suddenly eye open
geralds face popped rite in front!
hahahaha
ok it was quite amusin to me .. =p
haha.. looked so innocent...
=p
that was my second time at church.
a good time.
well :)
and.. 'baruch adonai' is a nice nice song :)
its really a super NICE song... so HAPPY!!!
its a... i dunno how to say song!!
haha
but i think everyone can enjoy it...
even non-believers... e violin is worth WOW-ing for.. haha
everyone shd go watch it... but especially..
yixuan carebear go watch it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIxdJWWduBM&NR=1
who says u cant shine for God wif ur violin?
haha! :)
and this video...
can prove that God IS real....
so don't deny it.. don't run away from it... watch it... because a miracle from above is no lie.
haha... i dunno how much i cried watchin this =p
'where Jesus is sickness cannot live..'
haha. now everyone can noe why im just so darn crazy over benny hinn... He was e first person to make me feel and KNOW that God is real... what a great great man of God.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8xnuBbyN28&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQftnekCv8U&feature=related hm... its truewhen u see a video like the 2 above
even a non-christian as no choice but to believe there IS a God...
look at all the videos of praise songs and worship songs... there r always crude comments and profanities there abt God.. but when it comes to these type of videos, u dun see any bad comments at all.. becos no anti-christ can even THINK of anything bad to say... becos now even they cannot deny that our God is the Jehovah Rapha... He is the God, our healer.
they have seen and known... that our God is not a dead God, a non-existing God... but our God is one who makes MIRACLES every single second of the day.
HAHA!ive been cryinfor e past half an hourlast vid....
MASSIVE anointing ... thousands falling at one time...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ie2shy5CEQ&feature=related
haha
sorry for e overdose of vids..
but since ur havin exams... and ur definitely not met to be on th com... let alone comin to my blog =.=, it means that its not by coincidence that ur here...
so, take e chance.. see e vids...
they hav nothin to do wif ur exams...
but thru this tirin and stressful time
the vids can make u feel that God is truly in ur midst, not hiding, but right there beside u, and showerin great blessings and! great results (haha) on u every step of e way :) im gonna go cut my hair now...cos my hair is too heavy... later tmr cannot run too much hair weight (o.o?)2.4 tmr... pray for me =pi haven ran in 2 weeks T.Tlost of discipline...for now...P.U.S.H!!!!!!!!!
dun wanna open this :p
da da dum
but i shall open this for like a few days for the fact that sum ppl just cant LIVE without my blog... or my blogs LINKS -.- oh how honorablebut most imptly, i opened it.... to let everyone see... LEON'S PRETTY FACE :)
but i like to make it a something to post my good friends bdays on here :)
so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONNNN! :)
HEY THERE, PRETTY BOY :)
HAHAHA. ok sry dun kill me for that photo
just that u looked like peter pan there aha and i thought it was quite cute.. well.. to me.. anyways =p
and im sry i din wish u at 12am! i managed to stay up but i think i drifted off somewhere...
yup.
anyway... happy 14th (:
you better come back from new zealand ok... wa you.. still must 'think' about it sum mre ..-.-
yup. God bless you pal, in your judo, in ur spiritual life, in ur studies, in ur everythin :)
haha!
todays service was great!!! :D
yea... about evangelism and stuff like that
nice nice nice
HAHA
I LOVE AJAY N RUIYUAN :)
they are so cute hahahahaha
(oh gosh that sounded wrong)
whoops
yeah
went to popeye for lunch!!
haha, scandals abt me n daniel r abt to start...
but the point is, no one else was pei-ing him, and there were like no guys he knew well there.. so you see? :)
haha
daniel is a pineapple head.
gr.
stop messin my hair!
haha
tuition was funny
anlynn and i were late.. (AGAIN!)
snicker snicker
weee...
cant belief e weekend is gone so fast..
cant wait to see 445 again :)
yes! and last but not least
W-L-L
(we-love-leon?) ........
stop thinkin wrongly :)
(w445-loves-leon)!!!! :D veryvery much!
happy birthday again &lotsalotsa love, dear bday boy!!!
ps. get well eve poo :)